Bonjour all sorry not to update in a while I get writers block all the time. Anyway here is the next chapter bit more mushy than usual for me but don't worry back to more humours antics next chapter.

Thank you to Stephanie Smith, Carlin Robertson and Christina Bennett for proof reading this chapter for me.

Oh and Christina Bennett stop sending me all that crappy junk mail.

(Anyway don't own Gundam wing so don't sue)

ohhh and thanks to who ever pointed out that my proof readers had missed wart, wrought out your e-mail amused me no end

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Chapter 5 A little bit of mush

Soft classical music filled the large candle lit room. The candlelight caused shadows to dance erotically across the walls as long white curtains that framed the open balcony door gently swaying in the wind like ghosts. On the moonlit balcony stood an angel with long golden hair and a lean body. Surrounding her seemed to be an air of innocence and purity gently coated in moonlight.

Relena sighed softly and leaned against the wrought iron railing that was twisted in a beautiful design to watch the white swans glide across the dark pond like a pair of ballet dancers. A soft smile spread across Relena's pink lips as she leaned even further over the wrought iron railing her blond hair falling over he shoulder into her face.

What was she going to do with the whole Heero situation? Today had started of as planed and then it all went down hill when she lost her temper. Sighing Relena moved a pale delicate hand to push her hair away from her angelic face leaning further over the railing. Losing her footing and Relena began to fall head first over the railing and towards the dark earth below. Relena gasped as she felt two large hands grab he petite waist and yank her backwards into a hard male body. Relena new insatiately it was Heero whose hard body was plastered to her back. Heero growled low in his throat causing vibrations to tingle down Relenas spine. "What the hell do you think you are doing Relena how many times have I told you not to lean on the railing!" His voice was harsh and angry. Relena sighed and let her head drop back against Heeros chest her hair cascading down her back. "Sorry" Relena whispered weakly allowing herself to enjoy the feeling of being held by Heero. She didn't know what to do anymore this whole revenge thing was so much harder than she expected. Why can't he just admit that he loves me? She thought to herself suddenly feeling so tired and old. She didn't want to keep fighting any more she just wanted to stay in Heeros arms forever.

She felt Heeros hot breath against her ear as he sighed. "You scared me," Heero whispered gently in her ear pulling her soft warm body tighter against him. Relena slid her eyes closed and a small smile tugged at her lips moments like this made her truly believe that this is what she wanted this is how it should be. Neither of them spoke and Heero continued to just hold her from behind. In that moment Relena had never felt so safe and relaxed but she knew it couldn't last.

Slowly pulling away from Heero she turned around to face him. "What are you doing here Heero its not your night to guard me you should be home resting". Heero just stood there silently his dark blue eyes burning into her paler ones. Quietly he stepped forward his hard body barely touching Relenas soft one his eyes still holding hers. Then without a word he dropped his head and caught her lips with his own in a soft slow teasing kiss. A shudder of excitement ran down Relenas spine and her body began to tremble. Heero's arms slid around her body crushing her to him forcing her mouth to open to his hungry one. As Heero deepened the kiss sliding his tough along Relena's full lips her head was screaming at her. 'What the hell are you doing girl you are ment to be the one in control and here you are again falling into his arms no explanation or decoration of love.'

Heero allowed Relena to pull a small distance away so she could take in a much-needed breath of air. Relena took in a shaky breath and slowly slide her eyes open to meet Heero's. What she saw there shocked her. There was fear, lust, but behind it all there was love. Biting her lip she took in a deep breath. "We can't do this anymore Heero this going round in circles I don't want it anymore". Relena watch in horror as his eyes showed hurt then went blank and his hands dropped down to his side. Relena knew he had misunderstood he thought she didn't want him around anymore. Gently Relena placed her delicate hand on his toned cheek feeling a muscle twitch underneath her hand. Looking directly in his eyes she whispered gently "I want more Heero from you and till you tell me what I need to hear I don't want you, there will be no kissing, no touching in inappropriate places nothing but a work related relationship". Relena could not help the wicked sparkle in her eyes lets see how long he lasts with no touching what so ever. Pulling away from Heero's stiff body she walked across her balcony. Turning around to face the man who was glaring at her "Good night Heero see you in the office tomorrow" Before closing the doors on the man she loved.

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