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I could say that my life is perfect…until now.

Let me tell what happen.

Even thought Lauren and Jessica talk to Edward first thing in the morning of the next day he still talked to me in biology like nothing have happen.

When I saw Lauren and Jessica talking to him, I thought that he wouldn't talk to me. So I prepare myself for that. But for my surprise and greatest pleasure he talked and smile at me.

It has been almost a month since then, and since then I usually wore a smile from morning to night. I still had the same dream. And to be honest I was getting better at talking to him. We only talk in class but outside he would smile at me when we saw each other in the hallway or across at lunch. And sometimes I could swear that I see a longing look when we are at lunch, like he wants to join me in my table. But that I alright I really don't expect much.

Also in a week ago I started to notice that when I wake up there is something different in my room, like a scent…like lily, honey and sunshine. Or the fact that sometimes when I woke up to a nightmare I would hear a humming of a song, a really beautiful song like a lullaby.

So today is Thursday.

I woke up as usual and did what I usually did in my morning routine, and soon I found myself at school. Once in school I didn't saw Edward until lunch.

I took my normal table and look up to see if Edward smile, but he never turn to me. Once in biology I sat and started to doodle in my notebook, I felt the chair from beside me move I look up to Edward but he didn't turn my way as he normally did. Odd

So I decided to great him first

"Hi, Edward"

He look at me and raised his one brows like saying are you talking to me, but before that I swear I saw something flash in his eyes like pain but immediately was gone.

Of course that made shut up. I couldn't believe it, I thought he was my friend. And I was close to tears ready to leave the class, but I wanted answers.

When class was done I knew that he would stand up and practically ran out of the room so before he could do that I grab his sleeve and looking down and said:

"Aren´t you my friend?" when I finish to say this, look up to him with a pleading expression begging him to say that he was still my friend. When I look I saw a flash of pain go through his eyes but was immediately gone and was replace with a cold glare. But my hope was destroyed as he answered

"Are we Isabella" at the end sneering my name with disgust and hatred "and no we are not friend" as he said this he tug his sleeve out of my frozen fingers and walk out.

I felt the tears go down my cheeks and as I look around the classroom some student were snickering or smiling smugly at me.

I couldn't take the pain so I ran out of class, I didn't care that I would miss gym or that was raining, and into the parking lot and out to my home.

As I thought that nothing else could wrong, but I was proven wrong because in the middle of my way home my truck stop functioning so I had to run home.

Once I was home I went to the bathroom and took a shower so that I wouldn't became ill and went straight to bed and in the time I was crying.

The next thing that I saw was Charlie`s concern face.

"Hey Bells are you alright, I got a call from school saying that you miss gym. And when I get here your truck isn't outside" he said.

"I felt a little ill so I came home and the truck stop functioning on my way here. Don't worry I am alright now" I said. Charlie didn't seem convince but let it go.

The next day I didn't want to go to school because he would be there. I still couldn't believe how much pain I was in, he wasn't my boyfriend but he was the first person to ever talk to me in the ways he did. To be honest I was developing a crush, I guess he saw it and didn't want to lead me on. So I should be grateful he didn't want to destroy my heart.

At the end I went to school.

Once there I couldn't smile, it was like I was a zombie.

"Miss Swan do you need anything or want to ask a question about the class" a the voice of the teacher said, pulling me out of my thoughts.

When I look around I notice that everyone was gone and I was the only one here.

"No, thank you" and with that I left to go to the cafeteria.

When I was getting close I notice that the hallway was empty but didn't think much about it.

When I open the door and step in, I felt something cold come from the ceiling and something hit my heat after the cold liquid was in the floor.

And me being me I fall to my knees and end in four legs in the floor, with me things scatter around just then I hear all the students in the cafeteria laugh at me. I took the bucket of my head and look around. Almost all the student were laughing except from Angela and Ben that look concern and in the Cullen table the blond girl look at me with a blank face, the big one with a frown, the blond boy like he could feel my pain, hurt and embarrassment, the pixie one with concern and a little bit of anger and finally Edward… he seems that wanted to murder someone and also his face had pain.

I didn't know how I took in all of this so quickly but I did, but I couldn't this so I try to stand but slip two more times making the student laugh more. Once I achieve to get to my feet and my back to the cafeteria I hear Lauren…

"That is what you get when you try to talk" and keep laughing.

So cruel words, but I didn't care because I was making a run for it. But in the process I almost fall because of the water in the floor.

When I finally get out of school it was raining, but I didn't care I wanted to go home so I ran toward its direction since my truck didn't function anymore. But to my great luck I twist my ankle and fall to the concrete floor. Pain shoots through my leg, so I stay there and forma a ball and keep sobbing.

I didn't know how much time pass but I suddenly felt that the water isn't hitting my skin. When I open my eyes I find myself looking at a pair of male shoes and as I look up I see Edward with the most worry and pain expression that I have ever seen.

Sorry for not updating but I was kind of busy.

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