Stephanie Meyer owns twilight .
"You're getting an abortion." Edward finalised, tossing the leaflet towards me.
"Where are we going Edward?" I asked him groggily. He ignored me completely, didn't even blink as he looked straight.
"Edward? Where are we going?"
Edward started driving slowly as he pulled up at a parking lot. He swiftly got out of the car and walked over to my door before l could open it. He grabbed my wrist and began walking fast towards the building. I couldn't keep up with him and kept tripping over my own feet.
"Edward, Edward slow down! You're hurting me!" his pace slowed down a little bit and l shook my head and looked up at the building.
Phoenix Abortion centre.
I yanked my hand out of his grip and stood still.
"Isabella, come on!" I moved my gaze from the sign and towards Edward. I looked at him in disbelief.
"they have spaces, but only a few. We can start this thing and end it quickly." He reached out to grip my arm and l stepped back from him.
"I'm not going in there!" I spoke strongly. I was shocked that my voice sounded almost normal.
"Get a fucking grip and walk!"
"Don't patronize me Edward! I'm not going in there! And I'm not getting an abortion."
"You're not thinking straight. You're just stressed and l understand sweetie, l really do. But we have to do this now, okay?" he didn't look sincere at all, he looked a little calmer than before but the anger was still there.
"I know your upset about this Edward, but we can do this together." I reached for his arm and he flinched back in disgust.
"I'm not doing any of this! You know what? Suit yourself!" he shook his head and angrily walked back to his car, yanking the door open and speeding out of the parking lot.
I couldn't feel anything.
I couldn't hear anything.
I was numb with shock, hurt and anger.
His eyes, were darker than I remembered as they pierced into me like they always did. He was reaching out towards my soul so he could pull me apart again. I wanted to close my eyes so bad, but l couldn't move any part of me. I couldn't see anything but him, l couldn't think of anything but the memory of how he had treated me the last time l had seen him.
He left me and never came back, leaving me a note and a stupid teddy bear.
He left me, all alone.
I had suffered so fucking much because of him, l had lost almost everything.
"Bella sweetie, maybe we should take you to the doctors?" Jane sat on my bed, with an expression l couldn't read, an expression l didn't want to read. I sat on the floor, staring pointlessly at the teddy bear near the door. It had been sitting there since it arrived 3 weeks ago.
3 weeks since l last saw Edward.
3 weeks since Edward told me he would always be there for me, that he had no desire to leave me.
3 weeks since he left me.
I let out a soft whimper when the image of his bronze hair clouded my thoughts.
"Your everything to me, Bella." I whispered to myself sadly, lying down onto the hard wooden floor. It was cold, but l hardly felt it. My body was numb from all the crying and limited movement. I felt the warm tears fall down my rosy cheeks, making my eyes swell even more than necessary. I didn't care though; l had no desire to leave my apartment.
"Bella, come on sweetie! You can't behave like this! Its unhealthy," Jane's voice sounded far away, l could barely here her. I ignored her words- like l had been doing for the past days and allowed myself to cry.
I felt Jane's cold hands on my shoulder, but l couldn't look at her. Her eyes were green too, the same shade as Edward.
"Just talk to me Bells, I'm worried about you!"
My eyes were tightly closed, trying stop the tears falling down my face. I didn't want Jane to see me like this, l didn't want anyone to see me like this. What if Edward came by? He would have had an-
"It's not just about you anymore Bella. You have a unborn baby that needs its mother…"
I jumped slightly when l felt a cold hand on my lower arm.
"Don't touch me!" I whispered shakily, closing my eyes tightly, trying to remove the past from my thoughts.
"Mum?" The little voice said to me, sounding frightened and upset. I looked down towards Masen, my vision blurry.
"Please stop crying, please stop!" He wrapped his arms around me hiding his etar-strained face from the world. I looked down at him in shock and lifted my hand to my cheek, feeling the tears fall rapidly. I could feel the pain in my eyes and thenl realised how much l had cried in the past 5 minutes. I had been crying whilst my little boy had been frightened. I felt like such a horrible mother. I ran my hands through his hair and kneeled down to his level. I placed my hand on his wet cheek and smiled sadly.
"I'm okay, baby. I'm okay. " I cast a quick glance towards Edward and sighed, looking back down at Masen.
"I need you to run to Aunt Angela okay? She's waiting by the bridge." I could hear my voice shaking, trembling.
"But-"
"Just do it, sweetie. I'll be right there."
Masen looked at Edward once more before running towards the bridge. I stood up weakly and turned around, my back to Edward and took a deep breath. I needed to calm down before following Masen, l didn't want him to freak out again after seeing me like this. Hell, Angela was probably on her way over here now.
"Isabella…" Edward's voice never failed to get a reaction from me. Though, l wasn't feeling that excitement every time he said my name, l was feeling scared and alone. I raised my hand to my mouth, trying to quieten the sob. Like an electric pull, l felt him moving closer towards me.
"Don't, please just stop." I whispered, my voice sounding weak. I couldn't say his name, I would break down right in front of him and l didn't want that. I didn't want him to see how much he still affected me.
"Bella, please." He whispered towards me, sounding pained. How dare he sound pained after everything he had put me through, l had done nothing wrong to him. I turned around and slapped him across the cheek.
"Don't act like l did something to you, because l didn't! Why would you do this to me!" I felt myself whispering the last bit, feeling weaker as l looked at him from a closer view. His cheek was beating red, l stepped back, l looked at him one more time and ran towards the bridge.
Short aha?
I know. Its just l need to get onto Edward's pov now! Just wanted to see what you guys thiunk of this!
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