I Do Not Own The Teen Titans

ch 4

the first thing raven could think about the minute she got into her room was how her heart was how hard her heart was beating within her chest. She couldn't have imagined a worse case scenario in how she controlled her emotions. Yet she hated all the shit that she was missing with having to hide her emotions from the outside world. Raven was feeling as if for the first time she could finally think clearly as to how she felt. the thought that beast boy now knew she missed him, felt as if she had just told him she loved him. did Raven love beast boy? she was barely able to wrap her mind about like liking the boy let alone falling in love with him. She would have to figure out exactly how she felt for him sooner or later, BB was after all scheduled to arrive home in two weeks time. meditation, and tea would do her some good right about now.

back in the kitchen beast boy was talking to Cyborg now going on about the activities at the camp, etc. "yeah, i miss you to you big ol' bucket of bolts." Beast Boy said in a somber yet excited voice.

"Don't you be holding out on me, how are the little boogers doing?" said cyborg, he was happy for his green friend to be able to help out at the camp the way he did.

"ehh, they are alright. they keep begging me to give them horseback rides. I am just glad i didn't let it spill that i can become a pterodactyl….now that would be a hot mess." beast boy could only imagine the kind of trouble those children could come up with if they knew that about him.

"HAHA, BOY I miss you BB, the two player's controller misses you too. playing through the one player is just not fun. As a bonus nobody else will even think of playing, Because Robin is too busy being Robin. Starfire is too busy with silkie and shopping. and Raven...well Raven is too busy being locked up in her room, and being cranky with the lack of sleep." cyborg was still slightly worried about his dark friend. he reminded himself to check in with her as soon as the conversation with BB had come to a close.

"I know buddy, i know. i miss playing Resurrection of the monkey's 4 too. I won't be gone for much longer though. Just think two weeks and I will be back before you can say BOOYAH, ha-ha. And yeah, Raven did not sound the same...I am really worried about her. Is everything ok? Did something happen when you guys were out fighting at all?"

"No, and thats the weirdest part. every since you have been gone, she has been acting so strange….wait a minute. . . . BEAST BOY, do you know what this could mean?!" cyborg knew that in his heart it was a little far fetched, and that if Raven got wind of him filling BB's head with these thoughts he would be a dead man. However cyborg just did not care at this moment in time.

"CY, you're not telling me what I think your telling me bro are you?" Secretly Beast boy's heart was racing, his hands were sweating, and his mind was running on pure adrenaline. His beloved WAS thinking of him...at least he could interpret it that way.

"BB, I don't know. let me get back to you on that thought in a few hours time ok?" Cyborg wanted to talk to Raven even more so to see the inner workings of the mysterious cloaked beauty's mind. "Beast Boy, be honest. How do you feel about Raven? everything the good and the bad."

"Truthfully, Cy? I do not know. I honestly saw her as a friend when i walked out of that tower no more than a week ago. However as time has started to pass, here at camp...she is the only thing that has been on my mind. All I seem to think about is all the times i have tried to unsuccessfully make her laugh." all of this was 100% true, All BB wanted to do was make Raven smile. Now he was starting to figure out all he wanted to do was her his. he knew that deep within his heart he loved her, and wanted to keep her safe and sound.

"BB, I think that right there is falling. And falling Hard, would say this theory is correct?" cyborg was giddy in the thought of bringing the two mismatched titans together. after all in cy's mind he was the local love doctor.

"you don't think it's a stupid idea of falling for Raven? that there is a chance for us, to you know make it as a couple. or for me to even get anywhere with her. I mean, you know her cyborg...she is not the easiest person to get along with, and the idea of her actually falling for someone is a pretty far fetched thought." who was BB kidding, Raven was out of his league. She was a Beauty from another world. the half human, half demon child who is the only surviving spawn of trigion. who did Garfield Logan think he was to get anywhere with her. For godsakes the man was Green, had pointed elf ears, and FANGS.

"Beast Boy...are you Beating yourself up? don't be like that bro, any girl would be lucky to have a guy like you in their life. you are a wonderful, loyal, funny, good looking dude who just happens to help save the world on a daily bases. So what if you are Green? I am 83% robot, and you don't see me beating myself up over it. look at the bright side of everything, you are the only Person Raven really ever seems to care about, or even show any emotion other than annoyance towards." cyborg knew how to cheer up his little green friend unlike any other.

"your right Cy, could you do me a favor and keep an eye on rav? And please do get back to me when you come up with something." Beast boy was happy to have gotten that off his chest, and he was grateful that Cyborg knew just the right words to say to BB in his time of need.

"BEAST BOY, GREETING. HOW IS THE SUMMER OF CAMP GOING?" Starfire said in excitement to hear her friends voice.

"goood star. where were you a minute ago? did you hear what me and cyborg were just talking about?" beast boy asked in surprised shock, if starfire knew about BB's feelings he didn't know how long she would be able to hold her toung from telling Raven the truth.

"of course i did!"...

to be continued have a good day thanks for reading :)