Hey everyone! Really sorry how long it took. I've been studying and plotting ways to tell my crush stuff. Annnny who I hope you like it, there's a treat in hear for you guys. Let me know how you like it ok? Enjoy!
Stiles
For the next couple of hours Stiles did anything to get his mind off of the pack. He played video games, he researched the first couple of thing that came to mind, he even went running but no matter what he did the pack always came to mind and the empty feeling kept growing in his chest. He looked at the clock and saw that it was only 3 and he groaned putting his face in his pillow "Well Stiles this is the life you chose. Deal with it." Stiles told himself.
Stiles decided that he would just go to Derek's house early, maybe he would get some sort of comfort by just being around Derek. Stiles jumped out of his bed changed his shirt and got in his Jeep.
Derek
Derek was pacing his porch wondering what there was to even discuss at today's meeting everything was peaceful for the most part. For once Beacon Hills was peaceful, though he wouldn't let up on their training, knowing not to be naïve to the fact that they most certainly going to be faced with another threat eventually maybe not this week, or even this month but eventually something would arrive.
The next thing on Derek's mind was Stiles. How would he act around him after that awkward reminder? Derek's mind began to wander imagining Stiles jumping into his arms pressing his lips firmly against his own; he imagined the pure feeling of bliss as he wrapped his arm around his waist and never let go. The sound of Stiles small submissive moans as Derek slowly kissed his neck nipping it. Derek could almost smell how aroused Stiles would be. "Oh god yes." Derek muttered as he let himself indulge in his fantasy the front of his jeans getting uncomfortable.
Someone suddenly cleared their throat snapping Derek out of his fantasy much to his displeasure. Derek quickly adjusted himself and turned around "Yes Peter?" Derek growled out still thoroughly pissed at him for what he said earlier.
"Nothing. I simply just wanted to stop seeing and smelling your arousal. Seriously you are practically stinking this house up." Peter said with a gag.
Derek's cheeks slowly began to grow bright red "Sh-Shut up." Derek looked away trying to pretend he wasn't right.
The images still burned in his mind still keeping him hard as a rock. "Damn it Stiles."
Derek heard a car pull up and he growled to himself "I swear to god if it's-"
The door opened and slammed closed "Hey Derek!" he heard Stiles call out.
"Son of a bitch."
Stiles
Stiles slammed his Jeep door and walked over towards Derek "Hey Derek! Sorry I decided to come over early Scott and your other pups kinda left me in the dust so yea I'm here. Do you need any help preparing for the meeting? I can help."
He heard Derek mutter something under his breath, he then turns around to face him "No there's not really anything to prepare. Everything's peaceful for the most part, no murder, no disappearances and no rival pack trying to murder us all. Just a quiet summer." Derek says with the slightest smile on his face.
Stiles looked at that sliver of a smile on Derek's face and felt heat rising to his face "My god he looks absolutely sexy when he smiles!" Stiles said in his head.
Derek
Derek looked at Stiles and instantly became embarrassed remembering earlier "U-Uh Stiles," Derek scratched the back of his head nervously, "About earlier today I-"
Stiles interrupted him before he could finish his apology "Nah its fine Sourwolf. I should have covered up before I opened the door, it's my bad." Stiles smiled.
Derek looked at him for a moment then nodded. He had another thing on his mind "Stiles, when I saw you earlier today … why were your being fake cheerful. You should know I would have known your were only faking."
Stiles sighed holding his arm "Yea I guess."
Derek walked up to Stiles and looked him in the eyes his eyes full of concern "Stiles, what happened?"
Stiles looked away not looking him in the eyes "I-It was just a stupid nightmare." Stiles said his voice shaking.
Derek hated seeing the boy like this "Tell me about it."
Stiles looked up at him with a surprised look on his face. Derek looked down at Stiles with his best reassuring look and waited for Stiles to start. Stiles sighed again and nodded "Well I was running through the woods all alone, I had no idea what from but then I realized it was a werewolf so I ran to an abandon warehouse and I looked back as I open the door and it was Peter when he was still an alpha and he was trying to kill me. I got in the warehouse in time but inside Gerard was there and he started beating me brutally, telling me that the pack doesn't care about me and I'm only being used then thrown away," With each word Stiles voice slowly began to break letting all his emotions come out, "A-and lately I have been feeling that Gerard in my dream was right, maybe I'm not really pack. Maybe no one really ne-" Stiles was interrupted by the light touch of Derek's finger on his lips.
Derek looked dead into Stiles eyes "Stiles you are pack. Never doubt that, just because you're human doesn't mean you are useless. You've saved my ass more times than I can count, and you've done and seen things that full grown adult's would have run away from, we all care for you no matter what. You're the one who helps keep this pack together. We need you and we'll never just use you as if you were some tool. You're smart, funny," Stiles eyes began to tear up from happiness, "Cute, kind, considerate, loyal, and amazing." With the last word the wind blew rustling the leaves around them as the two of them stood there standing facing each other their eye contact never breaking. Derek held Stiles chin in-between his index and thumb and slowly began to lean forward his heart racing in anticipation. Derek pressed his lips against Stiles and wrapped his arms around the boy's waist. Stiles put his hands on either side of Derek's face pulling him closer deepening the kiss making it more heated, more passionate. Stiles let out an involuntary moan into Derek's mouth as he dragged his claws slowly up Stiles shirt. Derek lightly bites Stiles lower lip asking for entrance which Stiles gladly gave. Derek gave a low possessive growl as he slipped his tongue into his mouth exploring and tasting Stiles almost heavenly taste. Derek pulled back and places light nips and kisses on Stiles neck "Oh Derek." Stiles said softly.
Derek stopped and muttered into Stiles neck "Never forget Stiles." He pulled back slowly and gazed softly into the teen's honey brown eyes.
Derek suddenly realized what he had done and pulled back even more "Damn it! You got too into the moment. He's too young." Derek scolded himself, but part of him didn't feel bad about it at all.
Stiles
Stiles was in heaven as soon as the older wolf had begun kissing him, he felt wanted, and he felt attractive. Derek much to Stiles displeasure pulled back and muttered under his breath "Don't you dare say that you're not pack because you are." Stiles nodded slowly still a bit surprised that big bad broody wolf that is Derek was there being … understanding to him, and reassuring him. Stiles took a step forward and Derek almost simultaneously took a step back, and Stiles gave him a confused look. Derek looked at him trying not to show any emotion "Stiles you're too young."
"What do you mean too young? It's not like we're banging or anything it's just a kiss." Derek took another step back and Stiles looked at Derek.
"I'm sorry Stiles."
"Sorry for what?"
"I-"
Derek was cut off when he heard 2 cars pull up. He gave Stiles one last look then looked past him at Jackson, Scott, Lydia, Allison, and Isaac who had just arrived. Stiles still kept his eyes on Derek amazed at how he could fall in love with someone dark and stubborn like Derek. He huffed and stomped towards the ruined house.
Derek
Derek listened as Stiles stomped off and a sinking feeling felt in his stomach. Derek turned back to the others, only to have Scott's face in his "Hey why the fuck is Stiles scent all over you?"
Derek smirked wanting to tell Scott exactly why Stiles scent was on him but decided against it. "Scott shut up and get inside. That goes for the rest of you."
Derek let everyone settle down before he began, giving him occasionally giving Stiles an apologetic look only to be ignored. "Alright so today's meeting there's not much to discus, Boyd and Erica reported one or two omegas around the boundary of our territory but they shouldn't be much trouble. But just keep your eyes and ears open for anything out of the ordinary, and in any event that that does indeed happen report immediately to me," Derek announced, "Anything else anyone wants to add?"
Derek looks around the room looking for anything but no one mentioned anything "Ok then. Then let's start training."
Everyone groaned and filed outside except Stiles and Derek. He looked outside one of his shattered windows "Ok just practice what you've learned so far I'll be out in a minute."
Stiles looked at Derek "So what? You're just going to pretend that there's nothing between us Derek? That we didn't just kiss and enjoyed it? All because I'm too young?" Stiles began his voice frustrated
"Stiles I-"
"Derek. I don't need uncertainty like this now of all times. I-I already told you exactly what I've been thinking and feeling lately and you come up and do this to me and decide I'm too young? I don't need BS like this. I love you Derek, I can admit that ok? But I need to know where you stand." Stiles turned on his heel and walked to join the others.
Derek watched him go his heart sinking lower. Why didn't Stiles understand that he wanted him more than anything? But he didn't want to put Stiles in anymore danger than he usually was in, on top of the fact that Derek felt like someone as perfect as Stiles deserved better than someone imperfect like him. The age was only an excuse, sure he was young but in all honesty Derek didn't care, he loved the hyperactive genius. More than he ever thought would be possible, and he wanted Stiles to know, he really did. But Stiles deserves better. He growled in frustration punching through a collapsing beam. He turns and goes outside to oversee the training. Wishing that his love life was so much simpler than it was.
