Chapter 4

She leaned in for another kiss. It was softer and more passionate then before. She was taking his jacket off, and wishing to herself that he didn't wear it, and threw it into he back seat. She was unbuttoning his shirt as he kissed down her neck. He was fed up (knowing that he kept an extra shirt in his car) ripped his shirt open.

"Always inpatient."

"Shut up."

He pulled her tank top off and got his first look at her. The bra she wore was blue with black lining. He slowly kissed down her chest and into her cleavage. She leaned back as he did, loving his lips on her, she couldn't deal with it anymore.

"I want you."

"Well you need to get these off," he pointed to her pants.

She undid the belt and pulled it off. Undid his pants and got off him so he could pull them off. His arousal had been evident but now she saw the bulk of it. He slid her side zipper down and pulled her slacks off but left her underwear. The thong matched her bra. It was blue trimmed in black. He loved how she looked in it.

"You are gorgeous."

She felt a little self-conscious now and covered herself up with her hands.

"No, don't hide form me, please." he begged.

He sounded so sincere and desperate she let him see her all of her. He took her in. The glorious sight of her was enough to make him erect. He realized then, how much he loved her. "God, I love you..." he couldn't believe he said that out loud in front of her and he wasn't even shy about it. He was afraid he scared her but then he noticed a little salty shiny tear rolled own her face.

"I love you too.'

His heart was pounding in his chest. This started with lust and now it doesn't seem right.

"Lets not do this now. Lets wait until the moment is just right."

"Okay that sounds wonderful," she said as she gathered her cloths to redress. She looked at him knowing he was watching her. She knew he noticed she had a question or rather statement on her face.

"What?" he asked.

"I want you..."

"You want me?"

"Make love to me. The next time when the moment is just right."

"Alright baby, if that's what you want then that's what I'll do."

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"Where have you guys been?" Brass asked a little comical, realizing that Sara was flushed and her cloths were a little messy. Sara straightened and tried to work out the wrinkles of her cloths.

"We had a slight car trouble." noticing Sara fidget under Brass's scrutiny.

"Alright, well next time you be on time or call."

"Sorry Jim didn't think you'd mind." Sara said coolly so he wouldn't notice her shaking. Then she felt it Grissom's hand rested on her back in the middle to guide her where they were going. With that touch she completely relaxed and got to work.

She went over everything to see what she missed. They decided to bag all the beer cans, including the ones who might not belong to the victims or the party they were at. They collected all trash, cigs, joints, and anything else they might need. They collected the wood from the fire and got more pictures and casts of the tire impression. The whole time Sara's mind was on Griss. Where he was, what he was doing, but trying hard not to let Brass notice.

"So is that everything you guys need?" Brass asked. He didn't notice but they were both daydreaming.

"Yes I think so. What about you Sara?" he said interrupting her from her daydream.

"Yeah I don't notice anything...wait." she was bent down and in front of her there was one of the tire treads but there was something in the middle of it sort of like a paint transverse. It was a metallic yellow and it reflected light sort of. She took a sample to put in trace. Hopeful that this happened during the murder and not some kids whom are stupid and came up after CSI left.

Sara and Grissom got back in the Denali and headed back to CSI HQ. The ride there was very quite. As they sat there their hands interlaced, until they got back to HQ. As she got out Griss grabbed her arm and pulled her back in.

"What?" realizing he was pulling her closer "Griss were at..."

They kissed passionately lost to the world. He pulled away and she realized no one saw her and him together. She also noticed it only lasted a few seconds but seemed longer.

"What was that for?" she asked quietly praying he wouldn't say it was a mistake.

"I wanted to show you that I'm pass my phase I was going through. Also because I wanted to kiss you."

"All right, well if you kiss me like that every time I don't mind where we are." just now realizing how aroused she was.

"Well you can take these to Greg and then to Hodges."

"Alright, it's 11:30 we get off in 30 minutes."

"Are you sure, I don't want to make you get off work if you want to stay and work."

"Oh, well I'm fine but I think we both need a break." he is so kind and a workaholic just like her she thought "Unless you want to stay."

"No, I think your right we both need a break."

"Well good then I'm going to go take this to those people."

"Alright, I'll be in, in a little bit." he had to calm down his arousal.

She left and a little after he followed walking a little different than normal. He got to his office to check the corner report. He was secretly watching the clock every now and then.

"Hey."

"Hi, Cath." he said as he looked up at her after checking his clock and it only being 11:35. "How is your case going?"

"Well our vic is Robert Janssen. He was a lawyer and he died at least three days ago. Then someone skinned him and laid it over a dog. The dog was bought by him and his fiancé who is MIA."

"Well find her and we want have a problem, hopefully."

"Are you doing something after work today?"
"Yes, why?"
"Just wondering if you wanted to go out after work."
"Nope, I'm going to go to a play and then go to bed." hopefully with Sara.

"Oh, did you hear Sara has a date?"

"Yes, and I'm happy for her."

"That's all you have to say after everything that you've felt for her."

"Well as long as she is happy I'm happy."

"That's it? That is all... wait your going to a play?"

"Yes, why?"

"Sara said that's where her and her date is going?"

"Well then maybe I'll see her there."

"Okay then well I'm going to go," she said as her diabolical scheme is going on in her mind.

"Catherine please don't tell Sara." he commented as she walked out of his office. He just smiled after her knowing whom she was going to talk to.

Catherine quickly caught up with Sara on her way to Hodges.

"Hey Sara can I talk to you?"

"Sure, what's up?"

"Oh, I was wondering who you were going with to the play?"
Oh no, does she know? Should I tell her or not. " Uh, an old friend from college." hinting hoping she doesn't get it.

"Well to let you know Griss is going to the play to, so try to stay away."

"Oh, he is, really!" he did that on purpose that little snake. "Well thanks for the heads up Cath. Talk to you later." she yelled over her shoulder as she sprint to Griss's office.

"You are a little snake," she said as she slammed the door.

"Sara I have no idea what you are talking about." smiling knowing damn sure what she was talking about.

"So you didn't tell Cath that you were going to the play that she knew I was going to with a date."

"Oh, that?" does she not get it.

"Yeah, that."

"I told her not to tell you."

"Well when does Cath listen to you about our personal lives."

"Well never, but I didn't know she was going to tell you."

"You knew damn well that she would confront me."

"Okay, so maybe I was hoping." Please get the hint.

"I don't care if...you were hoping." what does that mean.

"Yeah."

"What does that mean?"
"It means I don't care if they know or not...I love you Sara!" Please let her say it back he thought.

Please don't let this be a dream she thought, "Griss, remember you can't take something like that back."

"I know and I don't plan to either, I love you Sara," he said as he got up and went to touch her.

"I love you to Griss." God I love his touch.

"Sara in intimate moments like this call me Gil."

"Alright Gil."

That sent him over, he had to kiss her and he did. He leaned down and their lips met. It was a meeting of long lost lovers. It was a passionate and all that lovey dovey stuff. When he did stop kissing her she whimpered and then realized where she was at. She straightened up and she checked her watch it was 11:55. Well that was a fairly long conversation."

"Well I'm going to drop these off at Hodges and then head home if that's alright with you."

"That'll be just fine."

"Gil, I love you but you don't mind if I don't tell people right away?"

"Yes that's fine, I'd like to keep you to myself for a little while."

"Okay, well that's good because I'm all yours."

"Well good go get those to Hodges and go home and get ready to go."

"Alright I'll come by to say bye."

"Okay see you soon. I love you."

"Love you to."

She turned and composed herself and left to drop off the stuff to Hodges.