Chapter 4
After we fixed our plate we went over to Lissa's table and sat with her Christan and Jill. I picked the chair that was across from Lissa's chair since Christian was sitting beside her and Dimitri set beside me . "How are you feeling Lissa?" I am not used to asking her that but since we do not have the bond anymore that is the question that I have to get use to asking. "I have mixed emotions I am happy but I am scared at the same time about being queen. "You will be a great queen lissa do not worry yourself." Christan said. I almost forgot Christan was there and I am also a little surprised that he is talking right now since he just found out that Tasha his aunt had something to do with Queen Taitiana death and also set me up which I cannot believe that she did that to me after all the people in the world I could not believe that she would ever do that to me. I considered Tasha as a friend even though I did not like her when I first met her because she liked Dimtiri but after I got to know her better I growed to like her very much. I cannot believe that she set me up all because she still had feelings for Dimitri and secretly disliked me because Dimitri loved me. I still do not know how she found out about me and Dimitri I guess Lissa big motor mouth told Christan that has diarrhea of the mouth and told Tasha. I wanted to know how he felt so I asked him. " So Christain how are you holding up?" I asked him with a concern look on my face. It took him a couple of secounds to answer "I would not say that I am ok at the moment because I can not believe that someone who raised me almost my whole life and someone I love would set you up and kill the queen." Christan said with a very sad look on his face. Lissa hugged him and said something to him but I could not hear what she said to him but I bet what ever she said to him it was something sweet. After she got through hugging him I decided to change the subject so I asked Jill about the dress that she had on it was blue and had gems on it. " Where did you get that pretty dress from Jill?" She blushed "I got it made." "Oh well it's very pretty." I said. " Thanks" she said nervosly. I looked down at my plate and noticed that I have not ate a thing I have been talking the whole damn time when I should have been eating. So I dug into my food.
