A/N I'm SOOOO sorry everybody. I couldn't figure out what to write for this story for a while and after I started getting stressed, I stopped writing it. Which was actually quite stupid of me since writing is the best stress reliever for me XD I'll try not to go into century long hiatuses ever again

Enjoy~ Siela

"You need me already, don't you Zero?" He laughed at me, yet the words he said barely even registered to me. I was panting, staring at the skin that held my release from this burning. He came and crouched down beside me and it took everything I had to keep from tackling him and drinking his blood right then and there.

"What a nice display of restraint, I didn't know a monster could control themselves so much" He moved his hair away from his neck. I could practically hear his blood rushing through his veins; feel his heart beating in his chest. I shut my eyes and tried not to listen, but I needed it, I needed his blood and he knew it.
"You do realize that if you drink my blood now, our bond will be reinforced. You would at least have to wait a while first before devouring it. Or does Yuki's blood even appeal to you anymore? Have you sunk that low?" My eyes shot open, he was right, Yuki's blood didn't matter to me and I barely even cared about the bond, all I wanted was blood, it was like a was an animal.
"I'll let you decide what you'll do then" He got up and began to walk away.

My weak body used all the strength it had overcome with adrenaline from the thirst and I jumped him. He didn't seem too surprised. I pinned him to the ground as my heart beat faster, ready to take in my feast. I traced my tongue along the groove of his neck and bit down.
It was like tasting heaven itself, it was like nothing else mattered around me until I heard a noise. A noise, I'm pretty sure I wasn't supposed to hear, a sort of stifled moan from the man under me; I could feel his jaw clench in an attempt not to make any more noise.
"Ah, Z-Zero… S-stop! Please!"
I was in shock, what the hell? But I couldn't let an opportunity to humiliate him pass me by. So naturally, I brushed my lips across his ear and whispered, "you aren't getting excited from this are you Kuran?"

Kaname moaned softly as I traced my tongue along the two fresh bite marks. I could feel his usually very cool skin warming up under my touch.
"Zero…" I felt myself slipping further with the way he said my name. I ran my hand slowly and teasingly under his shirt and I felt him shiver. I moved my mouth from his neck to his lips and kissed them roughly. It wasn't a loving and passionate kiss but instead a hungry kiss filled with pure lust.

I moved away from the abused pink lips to further attack the seductive nape of his neck. As I heard the wonderfully erotic sounds he was making, I realized that I was taking this too far. This wasn't what I wanted, was it? No, I want Yuki. But I need him. The small bit of my conscience that was still left wasn't even rational. I pulled away from him, shocked at what I had been doing only moments earlier.
"I-I, n-no this is wrong. Yuki-"
He stopped me, "Please. Don't say her name." He spoke so softly that even I could feel how pained he sounded. "I've wronged her enough as is and don't want to have to face her. Instead of being by her side and protecting her, I'm… indulging myself in you"
I felt the same way he did, like I betrayed her. Hell, I almost felt like I was cheating on her even though she switches between me and Kaname nearly every day.
"The worst part of all is that I… I want you Zero." My head jerked up toward him and I met his eyes. He was dead serious and had a looked as if he was upset with himself. I knew he was telling the truth because I felt it too. He stood up in front of me making me feel small and terribly weak in the knees. He locked eyes with me and spoke strongly, "I need you, Zero" Shivers ran through my spine and he collided his lips with mine possessively. I felt so powerless against him, I can't even think straight when he's around me.

Far too soon, the kiss ended. It made me feel… cold. Like the warmth surrounding me a moment ago had simply vanished. "Kaname… you should go now…" I didn't know what else to say at this point, if he stuck around, things would only get worse and I wouldn't be able to do anything about it.
"You're right." Without so much as a goodbye, he left the room and shut the door behind him leaving me with my thoughts.

Suddenly there was a brisk knock at the door and it clicked open, the person obviously didn't wait for a response and just barged in.
"Nee, Zero, are you coming to school or what?" Yuki raised her head to look at me and fear replaced her once carefree features. "Zero?" She ran over to me, "You know that you can just drink from me right?" Oh yeah, I still had blood on my face. I couldn't really face her right now, if I tried to speak to her I'm pretty sure my voice would crack so I just nodded.
She sighed, "Come on, let's get you cleaned up and then we'll go to class" I could do nothing more than comply.

A/N: Yay the yaoi is here XD What will Zero do now? O.o I have no idea. But I'll figure it out soon enough and share it with you all. ^-^ ~ Siela