DISCLAIMER: bla bla bla not mine.
Ok so heres the next one… or the second part of the last one, whatever just enjoy and leave a thought.
i´m not so happy with this one but yeah it should tell you more about what changes about the show, the last one had a good response i hope you like this one too.
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By the way nonamekelly suggested me to get a beta, because of my grammar mistakes from which I apologize but see I'm Mexican which means my first language is Spanish and even though I do my best at English sometimes its nor enough, the thing is that I'm stupid and I don't know how the whole beta thing works so if anyone would like to help, it will be truly appreciated by me and the readers who have to struggle to understand what I try to say ).
Summer lover
You don't really wanna go there, it'll take hours
©oh€n bo¡
But the thing is I do, plus I have no rush
Summer lover
Mmm ok but if I annoy you just say it
©oh€n bo¡
Will you start already …..)
Summer lover
Ha-ha sorry, ok well lets put it this way, is not like there's any other kind of people here, they're all the same, you either are with them or against them.
©oh€n bo¡
So you're afraid of them making fun of you if you don't hang out with them?
I'm not judging it's just that I've been there and even if you don't care it can be pretty annoying.
Summer lover
No no is not like that, I really don't care what they think about me, and even though I hang out with them they talk about me I know it but…. Its just complicated, living here is already a hell as it is, if I didn't hang out with them I wouldn't go out, I wouldn't party and I don't know if I would be able to get trough every week if that happened..
Lets say that during the week I just sit with them at lunch and stuff but really I only talk to Marissa (my best friend, ok scratch that my only real friend) and on the weekend at parties, once I've had one or two drinks I'm able to forget what kind of people they really are and enjoy the benefits that brings being in popular in high school.
©oh€n bo¡
I know what you mean believe me, if that works for you that's all that matters… just one thing, Is it that bad out there? You sure make it sound like living hell?
Summer lover
Ha-ha so I've been told, but no it's not so bad, I'll tell you a secret, sometimes when I'm laughing and having fun, probably at night in the beach in my mind runs the thought California not so bad, but it's just not the place for me, at least not right know anyway, you know what I mean?
©oh€n bo¡
I think I do, back at Berkeley It was really cool I cant possibly complain, my parents are awesome, I had this great girlfriend whom with I had a lot of thins in common, we where like this perfect couple and stuff, but somehow I've always felt like something's missing yet I have no idea what.
Summer lover
Yes! That's exactly it! So yeah that's why I don't really like it here, I just feel my life is not suppose to be here, like I'm here but my life is out there waiting for me somewhere.
©oh€n bo¡
Man I wonder how is it possible to feel such connection (as I'm feeling right now) over a computer monitor being so away?
Summer lover
I've been asking myself that same question for about five minutes now
©oh€n bo¡
So I'm not crazy for feeling extremely happy that I bumped with your profile.
Summer lover
I would say yes but that would make me crazy too so no you're good.
©oh€n bo¡
Ha-ha thanks, so aside from being trapped in the California hell what else is there to know about you?
Summer lover
Well what do you mean?
©oh€n bo¡
Like, what do you wanna do with your life?
Summer lover
First off, find it ha-ha, I guess that means that the top of my priorities is to move, actually that's all I think about, in my mind after moving everything is going to work out on its on, I just hope it happens that way.
©oh€n bo¡
I really hope so too, I'm kind of in the same situation except that I think I'm already were I should be I just have to find my life know, ha-ha that sounds so stupid if you think about it but somehow it makes sense.
Summer lover
Yeah, so what do you exactly do around there, if you have nothing to do?
©oh€n bo¡
Well the past year I've been really into reading, right know is what I do most because even though I have Ryan, he's not much help, see he left this girlfriend behind and he's a little crushed by that, plus his problems he had with his mom and such.
Summer lover
Really! so you're into reading, that's cool, I don't read that much because I get distracted by other things but I try to keep up with at least 2 books a year or so….. Wait isn't his mom your mom?
©oh€n bo¡
That's good, I've read like 50 books last year because I'm telling you I had nothing else to do! But It's good, you can learn a lot from books…… mmm not really, Ryan is adopted, my dad knew him trough work and he came to stay with us for a while but then we became friends and somehow he ended up being part of my family.
Summer lover
Oh ook, really your parents sound like good people, if it's okay to ask what does you father does for a living?
©oh€n bo¡
You can ask whatever you want, he's a lawyer and he used to be a public one so when Ryan got to jail for stealing a car my dad was his public defense and then he came out but he had a lot of family trouble so my dad helped him, he sounds like a really bad boy or whatever but the truth is that Ryan is one of the nicest people out there.
Summer lover
I have no doubt about it, most of the times, what it seems like, is completely different from what it really is. So your dad is a lawyer, what does your mom do?
©oh€n bo¡
Yeah, it happens a lot,
My mom…She…… she's tried to explain it to me so many times but I always fall asleep so I wouldn't know, she works for he dad's company but that's as far as my knowledge goes, that's why they haven't moved, see my grandpa died and my mom is selling the company so she had to stayed there working some thing's out.
Summer lover
I´m sorry about your grandpa
©oh€n bo¡
Thanks, so what do your parents do for a living?
Summer lover
Well my dad, he uh is a plastic surgeon, and my mom I have no idea what she does.
©oh€n bo¡
Really I suppose he must have a lot of work, you know California, for what I've heard and what you've told me, its shallow paradise, I assume everyone has plastic surgery.
And you're in the same situation as me! (About your mom)
Summer lover
Yeah he's always working, and no, I don't know what my mother does because I haven't seen her since I was 13
After Seth read this he was kind of speechless, he could tell she was sad or something, that she didn't like to talk about it, how he could tell, it will always be a mystery but somehow, even though when communicating with someone via mail or im you don't see the face or hear the voice, you can almost always tell the intention of their words.
©oh€n bo¡
I'm sorry I didn't mean to barge, it's not my place.
Summer lover
No no, its okay I didn't mean to be rude.
©oh€n bo¡
No its okay you don't have to tell me if you don't want to, I understand, no matter how natural it feels to talk to you the truth is we don't know each other.
Summer lover
thanks, is not that I don't wanna talk about it, there's just not much to tell, you're right is weird to trust someone who's basically a stranger but is only weirder that it doesn't feel like you're a stranger, but you trusted me with your brother story so its only fair if I share.
Is weird isn't it, I mean how can you trust someone you haven't even seen in person, sure you have the pictures but that's nothing, you don't know what their voice sounds like, you know basically nothing about them… yet it doesn't feel that way at all, it feels so damn natural, but hell, if one doesn't like to talk about ones problems is because you know deep down no one really cares, we all go trough difficult things and no one really likes to feel vulnerable, but summer was already over the fact that her mom left her and that her dad as much as he loved her, some part of him left along with her mother, well she wasn't really over it, but she had learn to live with it, sometimes that's just the way it is, some families aren't meant to stick together, some times just because you are blood relative doesn't mean you are family.
©oh€n bo¡
Yeah I know, but you don't have to tell me just because I told you.
Summer lover
Well then I'll tell you because I want to, see my mom left when I was 13 and I haven't heard of her since then, why she left I have no idea and I don't really care all I know is that she's gone…. My dad, he's great, he really is and I love him and I don't blame him I know he's doing his best but, when my mom left, she took a big part of him along, and well it was just me and a very small part of my dad, but we did good under the circumstances.
©oh€n bo¡
Well I don't know your dad but for what i´ve seen he's done hell of a job raisin you P
Hey by the way you never told me, what was that you wanted to study?
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Ok I know I keep doing this but here's the deal, truly they only speak for like two days but its suppose to feel like more that's why I keep cutting the conversation so there can be more chapters, now I already have the whole conversation in my head, but we all talk through myspace so if anyone would like to add something I don't know, just tell me whats on your mind right now, good or bad I can take it.