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Warning, this chapter is darker than than the previous chapter

Later that night

Reid felt happy as he rested down on his pillow in bed, he had remembered something good, he had remembered his godson, he was glad that he had regained the memories of Henry that he had had before his brain damage. Reid smiled as he thought how the rest of the day had gone. He and Henry had played a little football with Morgan and Hotch, he had enjoyed his day out with the team. The best part of it was seeing how happy JJ had become, Reid had not seen her stop smiling all day.

Reid felt the smile on his face fall when he thought about going to sleep, he knew that the good he had enjoyed during the day could not stop the darkness he was about to face in his dreams. Reid tried to force his eyes to stay open but he knew he was losing the battle as he felt the sandman's song pulling him into a slumber. Reid let out a small whine as he closed his eyes and fell asleep.

Reid felt fear engulf him as he realised where he was. Reid knew he was back at the mental hospital, he also recognised the reek of alcohol that filled the air. Reid felt tears running down his face, he could feel his body shaking as he felt shame at being used. Reid looked up to see Jacob Harris dressing himself. Reid didn't want to be in this nightmare, he didn't want to be experiencing this nightmare again.

"At least you are useful for something," a voice said next to Reid. Reid closed his eyes as he recognised the voice that had spoken, the voice had been his own. Reid looked to side and saw that the bloody and beaten version that had been haunting his other nightmares had returned. Reid looked back to Jacob Harris to see that he had stopped moving, it was like time had been stopped.

"What did you say?" Reid said, his voice shaking. Reid tried to sit up but found his body refused to move again.

"I said at least you are useful for something," the beaten version sighed. "You have been a waste of space since Jay Henson. When will you except that you are only good for being used? Look at me, I'm the part inside of you that knows you are never going to get back to normal. You are never going to be the man you used to be, although let's be honest, you were never really much of a man were you."

"I will return to the man I used to be, just stop speaking. Just shut up!" Reid shouted. Reid yelped when the other bloody version of himself climbed on top of him. Reid tried to shout out but couldn't as the other version of himself clamped his hand over his mouth.

"See how weak you are!" the bloody version screamed at him. "I know that you are still full of shame. You won't even tell Morgan what Jacob Harris truly took from you. Face it, you are just a whore. A filthy disgusting whore!"

The beaten and bloody version removed his hand and smiled down at Reid.

"Shut up! Morgan doesn't need to know that. I'm not a whore. Jacob forced himself on me, I tried to fight back but he overpowered me. I'm not filthy, I'm not filthy," Reid screamed. Reid jumped slightly when the other version of himself let out a roar of laughter.

"You keep telling yourself that. No matter how hard you scrub, you will be a filthy little whore. You can trust me, I'm you," the bloody Reid laughed.

Reid gasped for air as he jolted awake in his bed, he stuggled to move the covers of himself as he found himself entangled in them. Reid threw the covers off himself and swung his legs over the edge of the bed. He sat up and tried to calm himself down. Reid wiped the sweat from his forehead before running his hands through his hair.

Reid brought his hands out in front of him and looked at them. Reid ran towards the bathroom in his room, he knew what he needed to do. He needed to feel clean again.

Rossi

Rossi wasn't sure what awoke him but he pulled himself out of his deep sleep and sat up in his bed. Rossi looked around the room and saw that nothing was different. Rossi felt his entire body go on high alert when he heard the rush of water, he realised that a shower was on. Rossi quickly scrambled out out of his bed and half jogged back to Reid's bedroom. Rossi opened Reid's door to find Reid wasn't in his bed.

Rossi took a few steps into Reid's bedroom, he looked to the side to find the bathroom door was open. Rossi walked forward, he stopped outside the door and knocked on it.

"Reid, is everything okay?"

Rossi waited to a response, he opened the door when he didn't recieve one. Rossi walked into the bathroom to see something that made shock run through his body.

"Reid, stop it," Rossi yelled as he rushed over the shower where Reid was sat still fully clothed. Rossi quickly turned off the shower and knelt down next to Reid, he ignored the wet feeling on his knees. Rossi felt sick as he saw the blood on Reid's arms. Reid continued to scrub the raw and bloody skin on his arms, he continued to hurt himself. Rossi was even more disturbed by the fact that Reid wasn't showing any signs of being in pain. He was completely unresponsive.

Rossi snatched away the scrubbing brush and threw it out of the shower. He quickly brought his hands to the side of Reid's face, he made Reid look him in the eye.

"Reid, why would you do this?" Rossi asked with concern in his voice.

"I-I'm a whore, I'm al-always going to be that way. I have t-to scrub away the filth, only w-way to me again," Reid whispered.

"Reid, you are not a whore. Why would you think that? You are still you, you are still Spencer Reid," Rossi said as he tried to get through to Reid.

"I can never b-be me again, I can never b-be the m-man I use to be," Reid mumbled as he began to pull away from reality again.

"Yes you can Reid. You will get stronger, you are already getting stronger. You are still the strongest man I know," Rossi said.

"S-Stop lying to m-me! You d-don't know w-what he did, y-you don't k-know what Jacob took from me," Reid shouted before he pushed away Rossi's hands. Rossi tried to help Reid but Reid kept hitting his hands away.

"I-I need Morgan," Reid gasped. Rossi didn't bother to argue, he knew that Reid was scared. Rossi quickly grabbed any items that Reid could use to hurt himself and rushed out of the room, he grabbed his cellphone and dialled Morgan's number.

Twenty minutes later

Morgan pulled into Rossi's drive quickly, he had raced over to Rossi's house in his car when Rossi had called him about Reid. He was sure that he broken a few speed laws. Morgan quickly knocked on Rossi's door, he barely kept still as he waited for Rossi to answer. Rossi whipped open the door and Morgan bolted through the door towards the bathroom. Morgan stopped at the bathroom door when he saw the condition that Reid was in. Rossi quickly came to Morgan's side and stared at Reid as well.

"What the hell happened?" Morgan asked Rossi quietly.

"I woke up and I heard the shower on, I came in here and he was scrubbing his skin raw. I tried to put something on his arms but he won't let me touch him, he refuses to let me near him. He said that Jacob took something from him, that he did something to him," Rossi explained to Morgan.

Morgan took a deep breath and walked over to the shower, he walked into the small shower and kneeled on shower floor in front of Reid. Reid slowly lifted his head up as he registered that Morgan was there.

"M-Morgan," Reid said in a small voice.

"Hey Reid, I'm here. Everything is okay," Morgan said as he took Reid's arms and lowered them down, he let out a small gasp at how bloody Reid's arms were.

"I-I had to scrub them, I need to be cl-clean again. I c-can't be a filthy whore anymore," Reid cried gently to Morgan.

"You are not a filthy whore, why the hell would you think that?"

"I d-didn't want to tell you a-about what J-Jacob took from me. I was a-afraid that you w-would think less of me," Reid cried.

"Reid, what did he take from you?"

"P-People say that w-when you are first w-with someone th-that person is supposed to be special, I-I had never been w-with anyone b-before in that way. He took the last thing I truly h-had that was innocent."

"Oh god!" Morgan said as he realised what Reid was saying. "Reid, were you a virgin?"

Reid nodded his head before he burst out crying. Morgan looked over to Rossi, both of them were shocked. They had had no idea that Reid had been hurt in a such a way. Morgan rushed forward and hugged Reid, Reid gripped onto Morgan's jacket and rested against Reid's chest.

"I am so sorry kid."

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