Destruction (Channy)

CPOV (CHAD'S POV)

Nurse- She has just come from surgery and so she still is in intensive care but she is stabilizing, and If you would like, you can go-

I didn't let her finish because I already knew what she was just about to say anyway what was the point in staying to gather information I had already inferred? Oooooh, that's why, I need the room number….

Chad- What room is So-Alison in?

Nurse- 452, the next level, 2nd floor.

Chad- thanks.

I said as I was rushing into the elevator so I'm sure all she heard was a slight mumble… but I didn't care. Not that Sonny would ever find out but, she was probably the ONLY reason Chad Dylan Cooper still exists… and if she doesn't survive then I won't. It's that simple. And sure enough, I made it in the door just in time to see her beautiful eyes flutter open. I was brought back to reality by a question that I wished didn't need to be asked… "What happened?"

SONNY'S POV

Okay so the last thing I remember, I was on the floor…. Yeah, on the floor, but not by myself. Someone or something, had a hold on me though. Ugh, I can't remember, and worse I can't even open my eyes…. Wait, never mind! I slowly managed to focus on the person in the doorway—Chad. So I thought maybe he would know something, ANYTHING…. GOD, I FEEL STUPID!

Sonny- Chad? Chad, what happened?

I said with pleading eyes, absentmindedly though.

Chad- It has to do with your dad…. And you getting hurt obviously.

His voice cracked once he reached the word "hurt". I blinked the tears away as the memory flooded my mind. Trying to fight the hurt away…. And then I saw it, the answer. A knife left by my bed after the surgery, so when Chad's gaze left mine…. I did what I had to do… make him leave, not forever but just long enough. Then it hit me!

Sonny- Chad?

Chad- Yeah?

Sonny- can you see if the nurse has a notebook and pen?

Chad- Yeah, I guess I could check.. 'it was too sweet so CDC had to ruin it' Don't get in trouble while I'm gone, m'kay?

And with that he was gone, so I slipped the knife into my hand and waited for him to come back…..

Chad- here? Anything else?

Sonny- Actually, yes. I want o ask if you can get me a smoothie from the cafeteria…

Chad- m'kay, be right back.

So I wrote a note and it was to the people I cared about, telling them that I was afraid to live and the pain was too much, and this how it went.

Dear friends and family (Mom, Chad, So Random! cast),

It pains me to say that I', leaving you all, forever. I've lost the will to live because in all honesty, I'm terrified, and I'd rather go on my own terms rather than my "father's". And since I'm leaving you all, I will admit to a few things. First of all, Mom, I still love you and didn't want to shut you out but that's the only thing I could manage. Second off, Chad, I have had a huge crush on you for a while and I'm sorry I won't be able to find out if you felt the same way… okay not crush but love. Thir

But the nurse got suspicious to why I wanted the notebook and came through the door at light speed. She took the note, crumpled it, and the knife plus any other "deadly weapon" out of the room. But as if on cue, Chad walked through the door past the nurse and to my bedside. He handed the strawberry smoothie to me and sat down… only to find the crumpled up suicide note.

CHAD'S POV

I found a note on the ground, so I was smoothing it out to read when, Sonny snapped.

Chad- What? Am I going to find a heart with "S+C" scribbled in the middle?

I winked jokingly. But she was dead serious.

Sonny- No, much worse.

She mumbled something after but it wasn't audible.

-AUTHERS NOTE=====

Okay so WOW! 704 WORDZ *insert happy dance here* =P Okay imma post twice more on both stories…. Until I go on vacation to CALIFORNIA, but imma also post a contest before I leave. I might b able to post but not very often. Okay bye for now.

3 always,

Sammie