Thanks to everyone who's following my story, I'm now up to 16 followers so that's great! As I promised this chapter would be much more longer. Also I'm going to focus much more on Chuck and Blair interaction in this Chapter also. Hope you enjoy! :)
Also wanted to add, I don't own Gossip Girl nor their Characters, but I do own this story! I only wished I owned the overly sexy Ed Westwick (CB)!
"The is a true story" says Dan
"Of 7 Strangers" says Serena & Nate
"Picked to live in a house" says Georgina
"To work together" says Carter
"Have fun together" Yells Chuck & Nate
"To have their lives taped" Yells Serena & Dan
"To find out what happens" says Carter & Georgina
"When people stop being polite" Yells Blair
"And start getting Real!" Yells Chuck
"The Real World" Yells Chuck and Blair
"Cancun!" Yells Everyone!
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"Hey will you pass me the salt" Chuck states while they are all gathered around the table eating. "Hello earth to Blair, come in Blair!" he states again after she ignores him.
"What!" she turns towards him automatically.
"The salt, can you pass it" he motions with his hand, instantly he see's her roll her eyes.
"Here" she all but practically throws it his way, watching the salt spill out through the air until finally he catches it.
"Why don't you throw it a bit more harder next time wont ya!" shaking his head at her.
"I'll remember that for next time!" she smirks at him.
Finally after they all get done eating its, Blair and Chucks turn to wash the dishes and dry them. It had been three days sense the whole club incident, Blair had taken to ignoring Chuck when she could. But living with him made it harder and harder to do, so what time she did have to interact with him she was nothing but a raging bitch towards him and him being Chuck was nothing but an asshole to her. So there the both of them stood, Blair washing and Chuck Drying and putting away.
"Chuck, can you hurry it up already, I'm pretty sure that everything doesn't have to be perfect over there!" she turns around and see's him taking his time organizing each piece of the dishes they'd just done.
"All well excuse me, I thought that perfection would please little miss I'm better then everybody else!" he turns to look at her.
"Please" snarling back at him "I'm pretty sure that's you that your talking about. Your the one who thinks your better then everyone Chuck, not me!"
"Is that so!" he comes walking back to her side. Instantly he see's her turn around and begin washing again. "I swear, I don't know what the fuck I've done to piss you off but I think its about time you get the fuck over it! I mean why are you such a bitch to me! What did I do?" he's about to just walk away when she doesn't answer right off the bat but suddenly she begins to speak.
"Nothing.." she turns her face and looks up at him "Its nothing, alright!" what was she suppose to say, 'I'm pissed at you for ditching me the other night, for that whore'?
"Well it sure in the hell don't feel like fucking nothing, Blair you've been a raging bitch towards me for 3 days now!" suddenly it dawned on him, granted before the club they'd had their fair share of arguments but stay rather at ease with one another but after the club that night that next day it was like pure hell living with her.
"Maybe if you wasn't such an Asshole all the time, then I wouldn't have to be a Bitch then!" smirking up at him.
"Now Blair that's not necessarily true now is it?" rivaling her smirk with his own "I mean its like ever sense the night at the club, all you've done is constantly run your mouth at me!" watching her eyes fall he knew it that it had to be something that had happened that night, its just he couldn't remember exactly what he did. "It is isn't! Your pissed at me for something I may have or may not have done at the Club!"
"Its nothing Chuck, really!" turning her head back frontwards to avoid his calculating stare. "Just end it okay!"
"No I'm not going to end it, I want to know what I did that pissed little miss snow white off so.." instantly he see's her turn back to him and feels her hands shove him with force away from him.
"Don't you fucking call me Snow White Chuck!" glaring at him, how dare him use that name! The only one who ever called her that was the slut her herself.
"What the hell Blair!" he yells at her, she may have been small but she definitely packed a punch when she wanted too. He then begins to walk back towards her.
"Just stay away from me Chuck!" she yells once more
"Stay away! Your the one who thinks its okay to just shove people around, but guess what snow white its not!" he snarls back at her, using the same name that got him shoved the first time.
"Don't fucking call me SHOW WHITE! I don't like it when that Slut calls me that and I sure in the hell don't want to here it from you!" she begins to shake her head at him while her fingers start to curl into fist.
"Your seriously getting pissed off at that stupid fucking name Blair!" he laughs slightly, but then pictures start to replay back in his mind. Him and Blair dancing her smiling, him laughing at the club. Suddenly Georgina comes into play, she's dancing in between them and then suddenly his hands aren't on Blair anymore nope their on Georgie and Blair's nowhere to be found. It finally dawns on him what it is that could possibly have Blair pissed off.
"Well, I don't like it Chuck!" she states, after he'd been quiet for a couple of minutes.
"I know why your pissed Blair." he walks slowly back towards her "But what I don't understand is why your pissed off in the first place?"
"What the hell are you talking about Chuck!" she crosses her arms almost like a barrier between her and Chuck as he walks closer.
"Oh you know exactly what I'm talking about!" he smirks before finally coming up super close to her.
"Sorry but I don't!" she states, obviously being in denial at that moment would only make things worse.
"Blair cut the shit, your pissed off because you and I were dance at the club and then all of a sudden I started dancing with Georgie, am I correct?" he turns his head slightly.
"Wha.. what that's just absurd, not everyone wants you Chuck!" she looks up at him, in an almost challenging way.
"I didn't say everyone did!" he cant help but smile at the petite little fire cracker next to him, she had spunk that was for sure! "But not everyone is you Blair!"
"Fine Damn!" she knew, denying it any longer would only make her look worse. "I was pissed off okay, but not for the reasons you think!"
"Whatever Blair!" he rolls his eyes "Then please, tell me why I've had to endure 3 days of the wrath of Blair then!"
"Because I don't like being screwed over Chuck! I was dancing with you first, and then here comes Georgie and your suddenly just all over her, that I suddenly seem to be the farthest thing from your mind after that! I don't like being ditched that's all!" turning away from him at that moment.
"Blair its not even like that, I mean we were just dancing. You and I were just dancing for fuck sakes, having a good time! I mean theirs enough Chuck to go around for everyone!" being his usual bad boy self.
"God, please would you just leave me alone!" shaking her head "I can finish all these on my own okay!"
"Blair.. Blair would you turn around here and look at me please!" its then he see's her turn and instantly see's the water gathering in her eyes. He turns quickly because for some odd reason seeing her like that makes something in him hurt. He'd hurt her obviously. "Look I... I don't know what to tell you, I mean you know how I am, who I am, and to be honest I think your taking out months of frustration from what you Ex did to you on me!"
"I swear your fucking unbelievable!" putting her hand up to her head.
"No I'm being practical, because its pretty obvious that your taking his cheating on you, out on me! But I'm not him Blair, I didn't cheat on you with Georgie." watching her eyes burn with anger at that moment only seemed to drive him along more. He didn't want to hurt her, but it was clear she'd been hurt before and he was tired of dealing with it! "I mean I don't even know why I'm having to explain myself, were not together! I'm not your boyfriend, your not my girlfriend! So you have not keeps on me Blair, I can dance, talk, see, fuck whoever I want!"
"I never fucking said that did I! Damn Chuck, I..I know your not him!" looking down before turning her eyes back up to him. "And to be honest I'd have to be fucking crazy to ever think you'd be good boyfriend material anyways. You've clearly stated all along that you don't do relationships so I'm not that stupid to think you would ever want that with me! So please just shut the hell up about this whole thing with me wanting you and thinking I own you bullshit scenario you got going on in your head! Because its not true!" but then again why was she so fired up and heated right now, gosh she had thought that. After dancing with him she'd let her guard down like a fool, and it almost cost her, her heart!
"Well great! I'm glad your now in an understanding that I don't belong to fucking nobody! Because I didn't come here to deal with some overly possessive girl who thinks she can just put some type of claim on me, Chuck Bass doesn't belong to anyone but himself!" for some reason after what she'd said, it hurt him and he didn't even know why, so now he was doing what he always did, he came back and fired at her.
"Great!" turning away from him "And just so you know, people might actually take your more seriously if you'd stop referring to yourself in a third party matter!"
"Whatever Blair! Its pretty obvious you got this whole dishes thing all yourself, I'm going to head back to my room and get ready. Carter and Georgie invited me to come out tonight with then, not that I needed to tell you that or anything! Its about time that I catch up on some fun around here! Maybe if you wasn't such a buzz kill all the time then you'd actually be invited too!" he turns to walk away, missing the slump in her shoulders.
"Well have fun! Hopefully you 3 don't catch something else if you know what I mean!" she laughs to herself but continues what she's doing, anything to get their argument off her mind. Him going out tonight to do God knows what and that slut tagging along in the process also. Why was she so mad, was what Chuck said true? Did she really want him more then she'd initially thought?
"Hey what are you doing in here all alone" Serena states, as she walks into the kitchen. She watches Blair struggling to reach the cabinets. "Here let me help you!" she instantly grabs the plates in her hands and puts them up on the shelf.
"Thanks Serena!" she smiles at her, she was finally done washing and drying but putting them away was becoming difficult because of her size.
"No problem" she instantly takes a seat at the bar "So where's Chuck? I mean wasn't it his duty to be helping you out."
"Uh yeah.. but him Carter & Georgie had plans to go out tonight. So I think he needed to get dressed for that." taking a seat next to Serena.
"Oh yeah I forgot!" she'd remembered Georgie had invited her earlier, being the party girl she'd automatically replied with a yes.
"Yeah.." turning to look at Serena it was then she'd realized that she too was dressed to go out. "You look nice! Where are you going to" instantly being interrupted.
"Alright bitch are you ready to go?" Georgie yells as she walks into the living room that's opened with the kitchen. "Were all ready to go now." she smiles at the blonde.
"Uh yeah" she instantly turns to look at Blair once more before getting up. "Who all's coming anyways?" watching as Carter and Chuck enter into the living room.
"Oh well I invited you, and Carter invited Dan to come along. Chuck invited Nate as well." Georgina stated, before watching Nate & Dan walk into the room also. "Well it looks like everyone's here, so are you ready to go?"
"I.." noting that nobody had invited Blair to even come along. Instantly feeling torn on what to do, she wanted to go out and party that night, but wasn't quit sure now about leaving Blair all alone.
"Go on S" Blair states, she then smiles at the blonde. She didn't need anyone's pity! "I'm probably going to just relax and read a book anyways, the quit will be nice for a while!" she smile again.
"Okay, well have fun reading" Serena says, still not sure if this was the right thing to do. She walks back over to the group who is all dressed to the nines to go out.
"Wait, aren't you coming out Blair?" Nate states once he see's Blair follow Serena out into the living room. He quickly notes she's currently sporting a dark red tank top, with a pair of silk black pajama pants, her hair planted on top of her head in a messy yet elegant bun. She looked super cute but wasn't dressed to go out.
"Nah, I'm probably going to just lay around here tonight" she states while taking a seat on the rounded couch. "Probably read some!" she grabs for her book she'd been reading on for a couple of days. Instantly grabbing for her glasses and placing them on her face. She'd always used them to read with.
"Oh come on, we can wait on you to get ready" he saw her glasses on her face and couldn't help but smile, she looked way to adorable. "And when did you start wearing glasses?
"I've always had them Nate!" laughing at his expression "And really, I'm just going to chill out here for the night, but you all have fun tonight!" she states while she see's Chucks on her intently, and for some reason the way he's looking at her makes her feel even more odd then she'd felt those days before that night at the club even while they'd dance.
"Okay, if you say so. Have fun with your book then!" he smiles before hugging her good bye. He was always a hugger.
"Are you sure you don't want to go out with us?" Serena asks one more time.
"S I'm positive" she states after the blonde grabs her into a hug.
"Can we please just fucking go already" Carter yells
"Yes for real! Snow White has already stated a million times that she doesn't wish to come with us tonight!" rolling her eyes.
"Georgie cool it!" Chuck finally speaks up "Blair we can wait if you want to hurry and get dressed its no big deal really!" he states, it just didn't feel right her being left all alone tonight, while all of them went out.
"Chuck, I'll be fine! Beside, I.. I wouldn't want to be nobodies buzz kill now would I?" she finally glances back up into his eyes, instantly she see's the sting and realization of his words spoken to her earlier. She then turns to take her seat back on the big circular couch.
"Blair I.. I didn't.." As soon as the words left her mouth he instantly knew what she was referring to. Their argument earlier, the words he'd said to her had been harsh but he didn't mean it. He was just mad at the time. He see's her small form setting on the couch and cant help but think she looks even more smaller then usual all alone.
"Chuck, Its fine!" she raises her head back up to look at him. "You guys go and have a good time!" motioning to the pack of them again.
"I can stay if you want me too, I'm sure we can find something to get into." Chuck instantly throws back out there. Leaving Blair all by herself was proving to be harder then he'd thought.
"I said I would be fine Chuck!" smiling up at him "Thanks for offering but your not my babysitter, or my keeper so please go out tonight and have fun! You kinda deserve it after the way I treated you this week anyways." she shakes her head at him, after thinking on it she had been a bitch to him and she still didn't know why she'd been so mean.
"Yeah I know that but" seeing her smiling face and hearing her words only seemed to make him feel worse for what all he'd said to her.
"Chuck that's enough! Go and have fun for fuck sakes!" laughing at him.
"Yeah come on Chuck, your not going soft on me now are you?" Carter states
"What" he turns to Carter not even realizing that he'd basically been pleading with Blair to come with everyone else around. Knowing instantly that he had to keep up with his image he quickly put the thoughts of Blair into the back of head. "Fuck no I'm not getting soft, I just wanted to make sure that Little Miss Princess wasn't missing out on anything that's all." he states, noticing his words had came bout meaner then he'd entitled them too.
"Okay then, lets be on our way then yeah?" Carter states once more.
"Lead the way" Chuck motions for them to leave finally.
7-14-14
12:55 a.m.
A look inside my thoughts.
'The worst thing in the world isn't being alone, its being surrounded by people who make you feel like your alone!' -Blair Waldorf
These thoughts are for my eyes and ears only. My thoughts are sacred to me!
The deeper I think, the deeper I seem to sink. Why does life have to be so hard, why does love have to be so complicated?
I know I have trust issues that's quit clear, but I cant help that its what I feel. Years of being alone had did me in, constantly being ignored by both parents!
All of it has made me scared to get close, yet at the same time I hate being alone! You'd think that by now I would be use it but I'm not. It sucks not being wanted!
Sometimes I long for that feeling to not feel nothing at all! To become higher and higher to take full control of my thoughts, my emotions, it would be great.
But even then, reality sets in and I begin to sink! You cant drown your demons, because they know how to swim. Slowly one by one you become consumed again.
Sincerely Yours Blair Waldorf.
The Club had load of beautiful women that night, He'd even tried to dance with a couple of them but never made it through a whole song. His mind kept wondering back to the petite brunette setting at home, seeing the look on her face, replaying his hurtful words back through his head only seemed to drive him insane. Why was he such a jerk all the time, why did he had to be so mean! And what about Blair Waldorf seemed to draw him in so much that he just lost all grasp with reality, She, this feeling wasn't what he was suppose to want! He was Chuck Bass, he never got interested in a women other then using her for sex! Granted he wanted that from her but he also enjoyed her company too. She was beginning to be that thing that Chuck knew was missing and had been missing in his life for along time. He'd lost his mother at a young age, and his father never really had much to do with him. So he wasn't use to being wanted in those kind of ways but yet when he looked into her eyes he could see something he'd never seen before. Yeah girls had wanted him before or rather his money to be honest, but the look that Blair gave him was far from that, it was almost as if she wanted him but yet wanted to get to know him too. Wanted to understand him, actually get to know the real Chuck Bass not the bad boy front he built up so nobody could hurt him.
"Hey Serena!" he yells at her "I think I'm going to head back to the house, I'm just tired so I'm going to head on back!"
"Okay, be careful! I'll let the rest of them know too."
"Later!" he yells once more before glancing down at his watch, it read 2:22 p.m.
Running out the building he quickly catches a cab back home.
Walking into the condo he instantly notes all the lights off, its then he see's the light from the fishing tank is the only thing lit up. He walks into the living room and see's Blair sleeping curled up into a ball on the rounded couch. She looks to small like that and he quickly walks over to her. He's about to wake her but that's when he see's a journal with the initials BW engraved on the front. He picks it up from the floor and begins flipping through it where it lands on her last entry which happens to be dated for today. He begins to read her words and feels bad for not only looking at something that was clearly private to her but also for the way she'd obviously felt but reading her words seemed to match his own life in some ways. He instantly puts the book down where it was before, he begins to shake her slightly when he hears her moan he begins to grin.
"Blair..Blair.." he whispers into her ear.
"Not now Dad, 10 more minutes please!" she sleepily states. "mm..." she moans once more.
"I like it a bit louder Blair! And I might not be your daddy but If you want to get freaky I'm sure I can oblige you!" he begins to laugh once he see's her eyes open suddenly.
"Chuck.." she groans out while rubbing her eyes "What time is it?" she ask, not really towards him but more or less just wondering.
"Its 3 in the morning actually" he answers her after glancing down at his watch.
"Ugh... I must have dozed off after I.." instantly she begins to look around for her book and finds it where she'd left it, grabbing it she instantly feels relieved that Chuck did wake her. It would be humiliating if Georgie got a hold of it! "What are you doing already back from the club? You guys only left around 11ish and normally you all don't come rolling in until 6 in the morning or sometimes later even." looking up at him. noting him still down on his knees next to the couch.
"Oh it was kinda dull tonight that's all" leave it at that, what was he suppose to say I missed you being there? I couldn't think straight? All those other girls just didn't seem to interest me like you? Yeah that was social suicide for sure!
"Oh.." she beings to cough slightly, she'd had a head cold for a couple of days now and it didn't seem to be letting up anytime soon.
"Are you alright, do you need me to get you something?" he ask
"Its this head cold I've had the past two days, I don't why it wont pass but can you go get me some Tylenol please!" looking over to him.
"Yeah" he raises up "Be right back" after he finally returns back to her and give her the pills and glass of water he cant help but still feel bad for the way he'd treated her earlier, even making her finish the dishes all by herself was wrong too, Serena had even gave him a mouth full about Blair practically having to climb just to put the dishes away. "Hey I just want you to know that I owe you big time for earlier!" he'd leave it at that, he wasn't one to say sorry so hopefully this would make up for that.
"Owe me for what?" Blair states before finally knocking her head back and swallowing the pills with some water.
"For earlier, you know for leaving you to finish up the dishes and all" he watches her eyes wince from the clear pain she must had been feeling.
"All, don't even worry about it. Consider it as my apology for being such a bitch to you the past few days!" she looks over at him before trying to raise up from the couch still clutching her journal tightly against her side.
"Blair.. listen I was mad earlier and I.."
"Chuck can we do this another time, I feel super dizzy right now!" holding her head, the room instantly feeling like it was spinning.
"Yeah sure!" he instantly see's her holding her head and her legs becoming shaky "Are you okay? Your not going to pass out on me are you?"
"No or at least I hope not!" she states before finally pulling her face up to look at him "Chuck I don't feel so good, I feel really dizzy at the moment. I need to just get to my room and go to bed to be honest. I.. I hate cutting this conversation short but I'm afraid if I don't get some rest that its only going to get worse.
"No... yeah I understand!" he quickly pulls her to him wrapping one arm around her petite shoulders. "Here let me help you"
"Chuck you don't have too do that" looking over at him.
"I want to" he smiles at her "Has anyone ever carried you to bed?" he starts laughing when he see's her smile slightly.
"Yes, when I was 8. My dad would occasionally carry me to bed not all the time but sometimes." smiling at the memory.
"Well I'm not your dad, and your certainly not 8 anymore but this should be fun" instantly he swoops his arms down picking her up bridal style. Hearing her giggle slightly which only serves to make him grin.
"Bass please don't drop me!" she states while he beings to walk them up the steps.
"Please, I don't know if you know this or not Waldorf but you weigh probably 100lbs give or take few. I could probably toss you around a little bit of everywhere." he laughs as she rolls her eyes up at him.
"Yeah.. yeah muscle man!"
"I think you have me mistaken for Nate!" he smirks down at her.
"That's true!" she grins "Do you think Nate take steroids" she whispers to him.
"I don't know, I guess its possible." he whispers back for some reason.
"I think he does, I mean his body looks pretty big compared to his head, usually that's a sign you know!"
"Which head are we talking about here exactly?" he whispers again while they continue down the hall
"The one with you know eyes, and mouth, nose on it even!" she laughs softly into his chest. "But all I'm saying is he looks pretty ripped and I think that he might do them." she continues to whisper again.
"Why are we whispering" he finally makes it into her room, pulls her covers down on her bed and gradually places her down on the bed.
"I don't know, I mean its not like anyone is even here." she begins to laugh slightly and he joins in too. "Owe.." she brings her hand up to her head, laughing had caused her more tension then she'd liked.
"Are you okay, do you need anything else?" he stopped laughing once he'd seen she was in pain once more.
"No I should be fine, I just need some rest obviously!" smiling at him.
"I could stay in here tonight, sleep with you even if you need me too." he fidgeted with his pants pockets.
"Chuck.. I.. I don't think.."
"I didn't mean it like that, I promise you on your side, and I on the other! If you wake up or need anything tonight then I'll be right there for you to wake and ask. If your as dizzy as you say then you don't need to try to walk without someone helping you! That's seriously all I meant by saying I can stay the night and sleep in your bed."
"Uh.. Yeah sure I guess" she smiles at him once more. It was weird him acting so nice at the moment. This was Chuck frigging Bass for crying out loud!
"Okay" he smiles back before walking over to the other side of the bed, he quickly removes his pants and unbuttons his shirt before tossing it to the floor with his forgotten pants. He finally stands there in his briefs and dark blue t-shirt. Quickly he climbs into the bed next to her before pulling the cover up and over the both of them. "Blair if you need anything tonight to hesitate to wake me okay!" he quickly states before reaching over and turning off the lamp. The room quickly becomes engulfed with darkness.
"I will" she states, feeling Chuck's body heat from under that covers, it had been way to long sense she'd shared a bed with someone. She turns slowly to look at him at that moment. Watching his face relaxed and his eyes shut. "Chuck" she says, instantly his eyes flutter open to look at her.
"Uh huh" he answers back, he cant help but think she is the most gorgeous girl in the world right now even if she was sick. And her eyes were red and tired looking, her hair a mess and her lips and nose slightly swollen and red looking.
"Thanks, for carrying me to bed, staying with me tonight and just being here!" he smiles once again before turning back around, but when doing so she instantly gravitates her body closer to his.
"No problem Blair, I hope you'd do the same if I need it!" he notes her body is much closer to his now.
"Hmm... I don't know, I always heard that when guys get sick they become even bigger babies then a women or a child!" she laughs lightly.
"Oh really? Well I guess we'll just see about that then wont we?"
"I guess so!" she adjusts herself a bit better "Goodnight Bass, sweet dreams!" she states before closing her eyes.
"Goodnight Blair, and sweet dreams for sure!" he smiles before shutting his eyes.
Well I do hope you all enjoyed this chapter, I wanted to have more Chuck and Blair interaction in this I felt that I was lacking some on that in the previous chapters but I was also wanted to build up some characters personalities too. Because this story is definitely CHAIR all the way as my main pairing but also other pairings will come into play too. But there will also be more drama to come too. But I love that people seemed to find this story interesting enough to follow it. I would also greatly appreciate some reviews too, just to let me know how I'm doing and possibly what you'd even like to see in the next few chapter to come. What you'd like to see play out even, I promise to take all your thoughts into consideration. If it seems to fit the story or the flow at that time I will incorporate it in the best of my abilities. There isn't many of us Gossip Girl, writers/readers left I do realize that, but lets try our best to keep them alive! Chair all the way! :) I promise to get another chapter out as soon as possible.