A/N: so yeah I'm back with the update, I'm so sorry for the delay. A lot is happening in my life right now. I'm anemic so I need like these Iron Infusions in my blood to keep me healthy so that took a lot of my time, so I basically just stuck to reading TLOS again. (which btw completely off topic, but this still gets to me that I tweeted about this and Chris replied to that tweet saying 'So happy to hear that sending you lots of smiles and love ox" so yeah that gets me every time that he is such a wonderful human being and I love him so much he makes me days better by just existing 3
Anyway, then my brother and sister who came home after staying abroad for a long time. First my sister ended up having to go through a surgery and then I found out my brother has a tumor… so yeah my life is literally in a downward spiral with my brother surgery next week.
So incase my updates get delayed, this is the reason why, so please excuse me for the delayed updates as well as any typos in my chapters, I'm trying very hard to get this stuff to you all as quickly as possible.
Chapter 3: The Wedding
Kurt stared at himself in the mirror, feeling as if he might either faint or throw up. It wasn't that he didn't like his suit, or that he was nervous. It was because he felt like everything was closing in on him because he was being forced to join his hand in marriage with a person like Blaine.
So far from what Kurt has noticed about Blaine, was that he had this ego, probably from the riches and the high class society he lived in as for Kurt, standing in Blaine's present not only made him feel small, it made him feel weak, pathetic, downgraded and nothing more than a pathetic charity case of a kid with not much money to live by and not many options of chasing the dreams he always wanted.
He looked at himself in the mirror, seeing tears prickling in his eyes, here stood a guy, barely even a proper adult, dressed in an expensive tailored suit, hair styled and dressed to impress. But this wasn't Kurt Hummel; this was someone who Kurt didn't even know who the person in the mirror was. Kurt felt so lost, so scared and above all… desperate to run. He wished he could just run… run away from his life, his problems and this wedding. He remembered all the dreams he once had, about making it to New York with his best friends. Being the top designer in vogue and finally be able to support his father financially 100% that his father never had to work ever for someone else.
But now all that was over, his father was dying… and it was time to walk down the aisle. He heard a knock on the door and one of the maid's informed him it was time. Kurt hurriedly wiped his tears and straightened his tie, taking a deep shaky breath he stared down at the ground as the maid escorted him in the veranda that led to the aisle where the wedding was taking place in one of the Anderson Estate largest garden area. He could hear soft music playing outside in the garden, he saw his father coming towards him with the help of his wheelchair, and Burt managed to get out of the chair even though Kurt protested but he insisted on walking his only child down the aisle properly.
As the wedding march began to play, Kurt held his father's arm tightly and let his dad lead him down the aisle. Kurt didn't dare look up from the white satin aisle he could tell from the slight whispers that there probably were many people there, and most of all Kurt didn't want to look at Blaine.
When he reached the end Burt handed his son to Blaine's waiting hand. Kurt wanted to scream and just hold his father close and not go to Blaine but he let the latter take his hand as he pulled him beside Blaine.
The priest began to start the wedding. Kurt tuned out; his hand sweating as he pulled his hand out of Blaine's, not wanting to touch him, because he could already feel tears forming in his eyes when the priest began to announce their vows.
Kurt was so lost in his thoughts he didn't even hear the Blaine say 'I Do' and didn't hear the priest asking him "do you take this man as your lawfully wedded husband in sickness and in health till death do you part?"
That wasn't until Blaine took his hand and whispered "Kurt, are you okay?"
Kurt instantly panicked and muttered 'I do'
After that, the priest announced them Husbands, Kurt's heart sank when he heard the word 'You May Kiss' he felt Blaine take both his hands and turn him to face each other, Kurt didn't dare look up. So Blaine took a deep breath and cupped Kurt's cheek, lifting his face to force eye contact, and he didn't know why but seeing the tears in Kurt's eyes before they kissed. Blaine felt like either this was the biggest mistake ever, or he was just too full of himself thinking his life is ruined marrying a kid but just seeing those electric blue eyes with tears, he knew he wasn't the only one that felt that. So to avoid any drama, Blaine brushed his lips against Kurt's, he could feel Kurt's lips tremble so he quickly gave him a chaste kiss and let the guests applaud.
After that was done, Blaine could feel Kurt's hand tighten around his own. He knew Kurt needed space; he needed to leave this place. So without giving it any thought, Blaine whispered to his dad "I'm just going to take him inside and let him have some space, I'll bring him to the reception"
Walter nodded and told the guest to head to the main hall in the mansion for the reception. As all the guests left for the reception Blaine saw Sebastian standing there in the crowd, he was glaring at Kurt. Blaine quickly led Kurt and himself out of the garden and inside. As soon as they were inside Kurt freed his hand from Blaine and leant against the wall, taking deep breaths. Blaine stood their awkwardly not knowing what to do for the kid… actually his husband now.
Blaine walked closer to Kurt and said "Hey, um, do you need a glass of water, or-"
"I-I'm fine… let's just go to the reception" Kurt said, he instantly started to compose himself, worriedly trying to fix his suit and wipe his tears, with shaky hands. Blaine could tell Kurt was close to hyperventilating so he took matters into his own hands. He took Kurt's shaky hands into his own, making Kurt look at him, tears streaming down his rosy cheeks, his chest rising rapidly. That very moment, Blaine had to admit he's never seen someone look so innocent. so pure… Kurt looked away when Blaine kept staring at him. Taking a deep breath Blaine raised a hand and wiped Kurt's cheeks saying "relax, you look… amazing, Kurt… It's going to be okay"
Kurt swallowed hard and nodded, Blaine took that as a sign and extended a hand to Kurt, leading them towards the reception, Kurt sighed and said under his breath "I don't think it ever will be"
What Kurt didn't know is that Blaine heard him…
The reception went smoothly, guests congratulated the couple, even though Kurt tried to avoid them as much as he could, not saying a word or speaking to anyone or his father who kept asking Kurt if he was alright. Kurt suppressed a forced smile whenever his father addressed him, even though deep down he wanted to cry.
He told Blaine he was going to sit, though he doubted Blaine heard him because it was barely a whisper.
Blaine however turned around and saw Kurt walk straight to Burt's wheelchair and sit beside him, taking his Dad's hand in his tightly.
It wasn't until an hour or two later, that guests slowly began to leave. Kurt didn't know how much time had passed until it was his dad who said "okay bud I think I'm going to go to my room now and rest"
Kurt looked up and outside the windows to see it was way past sundown, because it was dark outside.
"Kurt? You are okay, right?" Burt asked worriedly eyeing his son carefully who seemed to be lost in thought.
"Yeah, yeah I'm okay dad; I'll take you to the room I think I'm going to sleep now"
"You aren't going to sleep in the guest room anymore Kurt, your room is with Blaine now"
"wh-what?" Kurt's face paled… room, with Blaine… that meant Blaine was probably expecting to have sex with Kurt on their wedding night, and take his virginity. Oh no, oh god this can't be happening Kurt thought, his bottom lip trembling.
"bud, hey its okay, I'm right here, and Blaine is too" Burt assured his son, even though even he knew Kurt was panicking inside.
It wasn't until Kurt had insisted to take his dad to his room and settle him down in his bed when he heard a knock on the door to see Blaine standing there, his bowtie, opened as well as the top button of his shirt, he looked tired and emotionally drained as much as Kurt. Blaine cleared his throat and looked up at Kurt,
"I had the maid move your clothes, and the rest of your personal items to my room"
"o-okay" Kurt said, swallowing hard he kissed his dad's forehead and turned the lights off before exiting the room and closing the door behind him. He turned around and began to follow Blaine up the grand stairs of the mansion towards where his husband's room was.
Blaine stopped behind a double door, and said "so yeah, this is the room, mine… and now yours too" He stepped inside and opened the door for Kurt to come inside, before closing the door behind him making Kurt jump at the sound. Kurt looked around the bed room; it was bigger than his old apartment to say the least, with a whole entire wall on the right side of the room, covered in windows from the ceiling to the floor, a door lead out to a private balcony. There was a grand king size double bed in the center of the room, as well as a couch that faced the window side and the wall where the 60" TV was placed along with a bookshelf.
The room was grand, nothing like Kurt had seen before, there were two other doors in the room which Kurt guessed probably led to a dressing and walk in closet and the other for a bathroom.
Blaine watched Kurt, silently looking around his room, sighing he finally broke the silence and said "we can change the furniture if you want, that's not an issue, you can do whatever you want here, it yours now too"
"No… It's… fine" Kurt said quietly, Kurt walked over to the bed, taking a deep breath he decided it's best to just let Blaine get done with him and have his way with him quickly and quietly rather than talk to him about it. So when Blaine saw Kurt stop in front of the bed, shucking of his suit jacket quietly and when he saw his reach for his pants with shaking hands and tears rolling down his cheek, he rushed over to Kurt and said "stop, stop Kurt"
"wh-what…?" he said to Blaine, looking up at him in shock when Blaine pulled his hands away from where he was trying to unbutton his tailored pants.
"what are you doing?" Blaine asked.
"I-I thought, that you… that it would be best we get done with this q-quickly"
Blaine's eyes widened at realization of what Kurt meant and shook his head instantly "No, Kurt… we don't have too, and I would never force you too, I… It's hard for me too okay? I'm not some heartless monster, It's not easy for me as much as it isn't for you, I barely even know you and you think I would force you into having sex with me, GOD! You probably are a virgin too, I'm not that type of guy… do you really think that low of me?"
Kurt looked down at the ground letting the tears pour down his cheeks freely now since the truth was out, yes I don't know you, all men are the same, I do think that way about you, because of what situation we are in Kurt wanted to say, but instead he stuck to silently crying while he pulled his hand out of Blaine's grasp.
Blaine face softened and sighed, he knew Kurt was merely even an adult and form his silence he did feel hurt knowing that Kurt did think that low of him. But seeing the boy in front of him cry, made him feel useless and a horrible human being. He saw Kurt sat down on the bed and hold his head in his hands, sobbing now. Blaine knelt in front of Kurt; slowly he placed a hand on his knee and said
"I promise I won't force you into anything. This is tough for me too, for both of us. It wasn't like I was given much of a choice and I'm sure you weren't either, but… please, don't cry, Kurt, I know I'm the last person you want to be around, I wish I could fix this but I can't, we are married now… and if it's not too much to ask please stop crying" and Kurt did, looking up from his hands and into Blaine's eyes, he nodded. Blaine reached from his suit pocket and handed Kurt a handkerchief.
"come on, you can go change in the bathroom, and grab your night suit from the clothes my parents have brought in for you, I'll change out here" Kurt didn't say anything and simply nodded. Blaine got to his feet and extended a hand out to help Kurt up; But Kurt completely ignored him and walked away without taking his hand. Blaine stood there silently, deep down he had to admit that simple ignore gesture from Kurt did stung a bit.
After the newlyweds had changed and got ready for bed, Blaine was already lying facing the door, he saw Kurt come out of the bathroom, dressed in very expensive Gucci Silk night suit, though Blaine didn't wear such things and mostly he slept in his boxers but today he wore simple sweats to bed.
Kurt walked over to the other side of the bed, he eyed it for a moment before slowly sitting down and crawling under the covers without saying a word to Blaine he turned away from where Blaine was lying and faced the other way, lying at the very edge of the bed, leaving a big amount of empty space between Blaine and him.
Blaine didn't say anything either, it had been a long day; he just hoped that tomorrow would be better for Kurt's and his sake.
What he didn't know that it won't be… because tragedy would strike once again before the sun would rise.
A/N: Fin! As in the chapter =P
So yeah… a brief view on the wedding and what not.
NEXT CHAPTER PREVIEW:
Character Death (we all knew it was gonna happen okay?)
More of Klaine interaction
Sebastian and Blaine confrontation
