Sakura sat up in her bed when the door opened, her eyes shifted down immediately upon realizing it was Sasuke who entered. "Sakura, I'm sorry I wasn't there in time. I wish I had been faster, I wish I could change time and never had been mean to you, you wouldn't have left and then Kabuto wouldn't have gotten you….You…." he started softly, only to be harshly cut off by her retort.

"Wouldn't have known you were fucking Karin the entire time you were gone! Let's face it Sasuke, even as genin you hated me, everything about me annoyed you. I learned the lesson well Sasuke, I now know why you could never love me back. I am not Karin, now get out and leave me alone. " she snapped. "Tsunade can go to hell, I am so not marrying you. Go get Karin to be your baby popper."

Sasuke's eyes widened in sudden realization. "Wait What? Why would you believe you had to marry me Sakura?" He stated, when she didn't answer he moved next to her and grasped her arms, sharingan swirling angrily. "Why Sakura? Answer me" Sakura quickly told him of the letter Tsunade had her open in Suna and its contents. Sasuke felt his anger boil over as he left slamming the door.

He barreled into Tsunade's office, "You planned to wed her off as some prized cow? How DARE you treat Sakura like that. I was planning on marrying her when I had everything straightened out, now any hope I had of getting her to accept is lost. She refuses to marry me now" Kakashi looked at Sasuke's face before taking immediate leave of Sasuke and Tsunade, closing the door behind him.

While Tsunade and Sasuke were arguing in her office, Kakashi stopped by the stand and picked up dango for Sakura and stopped by to visit her. He smirked and held the bag of dango in her room without letting her see who was holding it. "Kakashi get that bag in here…I miss my dango, it will be a nice change from this hospital slop" chuckling he gave her the bag and watched her dig into it. "I can't do it Kakashi, she expects me to marry Sasuke. I can't even stand to look at him much less do…that" she said softly.

Kakashi sighed and pulled a chair up. "Sakura….Sasuke is a puzzle. He truly loves you, but until he eliminates all threats he can't allow himself to have ties. Kabuto discovered Sasuke valued you the most as his most precious being, and Kabuto stole that and violated it. Think Sakura, if Kabuto raped you, what would he have done to any child you bore Sasuke?"

Sakura was cut off before she could reply, sensing Sasuke's chakra she ushered Kakashi out quickly. She looked up when he entered her room again, his black obsidian eyes back to normal. "Sakura I am sorry, I didn't know Tsunade was forcing you. I had hoped to ask you…later when I had finished what I needed to. Karin was only there to satisfy any needs I had. I never had any intention of marrying her Sakura, it was always pink hair and emerald eyes I saw when I looked at Karin. Always you Sakura"

"Wait" Sasuke turned to leave when her whisper stopped him. Glancing back at her he moved to sit by her side, letting her take his hand gently, turning it. "Sasuke, Kakashi visited me and told me….about Kabuto's main ambitions, taking what you valued most and while I was angry with you I can't fault you for your decision to wait. Had we had a child, I do not know what would have happened to them."

She was stopped when Sasuke's lips claimed her own. Several minutes passed before they parted for air. He rested his forehead against hers, both breathing harshly. "Sakura, I would NEVER allow Kabuto to harm our child. As it is, his life will forever be in danger because I will hunt him down for what he did to you." Sasuke's hand cupped her cheek before he gently kissed her lips again. "I have to go, I know where Kabuto is and I do not want you to see what I will become in exchange for vengeance."

"No" she said, taking his wrist in her hand. "Stop Sasuke. No more, I can't stand seeing you like this. Can't you see each time you kill it hurts me inside?" Sakura whispered. "If you really want vengeance, then train me to kill him myself."

Sasuke's eyes widened, he now knew what was stolen from Sakura, her innocence and her happiness. "Sakura, as much as I believe in your abilities as a shinobi, Kabuto is out of most shinobi's league. I bet even I cannot escape the battle completely unharmed, being forced to watch as he uses medical jutsu on you and not help will kill me inside Sakura"

"Kabuto has medical jutsu in battle Sasuke, I know medical jutsu also. I learned from Tsunade and as soon as I can perfect my accuracy and precision I will surpass him. I just need help getting there" Sasuke sighed, he knew once she was stuck on something nothing would sway her.

Kissing her forehead gently he whispered for her to get some sleep and they would talk about it later. He stayed until she fell asleep before moving towards Tsunade's office. "She wants to claim vengeance. She wants me to train her in accuracy and precision so she can take Kabuto on." He explained while taking a seat.

"Absolutely Not. Out of the question Sasuke, you CANNOT let her do that. That would place her directly in her father's hands." Sasuke shook his head before standing, he made his way to the door before stopping and glancing at her over his shoulder.

"You know, I can see why she thinks poorly of herself, I can understand on my end, but you as her teacher should have better faith in her abilities. It really isn't up to you anymore. If this is the path she wishes, I will do as she wants" he stated before leaving the room.

It was weeks before Sakura could leave the hospital, everyone noticed a massive change in her, a much darker one. She looked at him in confusion when he tossed her a backpack and pulled his own on. "Let's go, if I'm going to train you, it will be somewhere isolated and away from distractions." He said, watching as she pulled her backpack on and following him to the gates.

She stopped upon seeing Kakashi and Neji. "What is going on?" she asked. Sasuke explained that Kakashi and neji were coming along as they wished to train her in some things as well, and with little words, the four left. Sakura kept the pace easily with the three males in the team, traveling several hours from Konoha high into the mountains.

Sasuke tossed his bag down and had Kakashi setting up the tents while Neji collected firewood. Sasuke left to fish for their dinner and gather water. Sakura made herself useful by cooking the fish when Sasuke returned and used his fireball jutsu to start a fire on the wood Neji collected. "So who is first in training me?" Sakura asked, watching with wide eyes as Neji stood up.

"That would be me Sakura. I will be teaching you the 8 trigram technique of our clan, while there is no guarantee you can master it, it should give you an edge over Kabuto. To start you first have to study where the chakra points are, without the byakugan you can't see them."

Sakura studied every inch of the chart until she memorized every location. Neji would also show her on his own body where they were located and question her on it every day for several weeks. Over the weeks, Sakura knew where each and every point was and she managed to add her own twist into it, instead of sealing the points off, she managed to paralyze them all through combining Tsunade's technique with Neji's move.

Upon saying goodbye to Neji, Sakura lay down in bed and drifted off before she was woken by Kakashi gently shaking her. "Sakura Sasuke wishes to speak with you, he said it was urgent." She stood and left the tent, heading down to the water to see Sasuke leaning against the tree.

Are you with me after all, why can't I hear you, are you with me through it all? then why can't I feel you

Sakura found herself pushed to the tree while his lips claimed hers possessively, reminding her who truly owned her heart. As hard as she wished to fight it, Sakura could only give in to the truth. Her arms wound around Sasuke's neck as her own lips surrendered to his. His hands slid down her body to grasp her thighs and pull her up to rest her legs around his waist.

Sasuke pressed her back against the tree as his hands angled her body to grind along his length with a groan. Sakura's hands hesitantly grasped his shirt as she rocked her hips along him, moaning softly. Sasuke pulled back at her hesitation before releasing her. "The choice is yours Sakura, I will not force you."

Stay with me, don't let me go, because there's nothing left at all, stay with me, don't let me go, until the ashes of eden fall

Sakura pulled Sasuke to her as his lips reclaimed hers. She slowly slid her hands down to his pants and undid them slowly before he pulled back and watched as she sank to the ground, his pants sliding down along with her. His hand grasped her chin, forcing her to meet his gaze as he pulled her back up and lifted her to wrap her legs around his waist once again. His hand slid up her thigh and underneath her shorts to lightly caress the heated core of her as he swallowed her moan in his kiss.

Why can't I hear you, Stay with me, don't let me go, because there's nothing left at all, stay with me, don't let me go, until the ashes of eden fall

Sakura moved from him to pull her shorts off before Sasuke lifted her again as his hips pressed her to the tree so his hands to remove her vest, his lips trailing kisses along her throat. Sasuke buried his face in her neck to muffle his groan when he felt Sakura's heat envelope him inside her body, her own breathless gasp filling his ears seconds before memories of how he found her flooded his mind. Pulling back he stilled her hips. "Sakura, are you alright?"

He grew worried when all she did was whimper, her nails digging into his waist as she tried to force him to move, forcing Sasuke to remain as stiff as stone. "Sakura, you have to tell me what you want, I need to know you are not in pain." He said softly, struggling to not let his body thrust into her repeatedly until they both were crying out.

"It's fine Sasuke, it doesn't hurt, I never knew it could feel this incredibly good" she whispered while her hands trailed along his exposed chest. Sasuke kissed her gently before pulling back, Sakura grasped his hips to stop his withdrawal. "NO, Don't stop Sasuke" His soft chuckle caught her off guard.

"I have no intention of stopping love. I have to pull back so that I can do this….." he whispered before sliding back into her in a smooth thrust that had her coming apart in his arms. He repeated every thrust slowly just to drive her insane, he groaned when she sent electricity rippling through her body which in turn sent vibrations through his length.

"Fuck Sakura, don't do that" he whispered as his hips faltered momentarily. Sakura rested her hea don the tree as Sasuke thrust into her harder, tightening her legs around him she rocked her hips in a slight upwards and downwards motion which added to his thrusting motions. Breathless from the pleasure Sasuke was giving her she had no idea what he was feeling.

Heaven above me, take my hand, stay with me don't let me go, shine until there's nothing left but you

Sasuke grasped Sakura's hands and interlocked them, his gaze meeting hers, "Do you trust me?" he whispered, when she nodded he slowly raised her hands to press them to the tree, restraining her in a light grasp in case she was scared of it. Looking into her eyes deeply, he saw only trust and affection. Grasping both wrists in one hand Sasuke trailed his other hand down to grasp her thigh to move her hips faster along his body.

Sakura's soft cry giving way to her impending release, Sasuke's sharingan activated so he could see every inch of passion on her face while she came apart for the first time. Sakura felt her eyes start to close as a euphoric rush started to flow through her. "No, Sakura keep your eyes open. I want to see them as they darken with your first release" Sasuke groaned out. Her eyes snapped open and focused on his sharingan eyes.

Sasuke released her wrists to grasp her other thigh to lift her slightly, making his thrusts deepen into her. Sakura's eyes grew dark and her cheeks flushed as her cry spilled from her lips when her body was thrown into a release she knew nothing about. Sasuke slowed his hips to draw out her release, loving when her nails dug into his shoulders.

"That's it Sakura, come apart for me" he whispered, feeling her release coat his length, almost making him spill into her. He stopped his hips and watched her eyes clear slightly. Kissing her softly he lowered her legs and leaned her against the tree, grabbing a cloth and dipping it into the bucket of water. He carefully parted her thighs and gently wiped the cloth against her heated center, instantly growing harder when she moaned softly and moved her hips against his hand.

Sasuke leaned forward and slid his tongue along her core before parting her with his hands to flick that spot that drove her crazy. She quickly stopped him before he could go too far, "No Sasuke, you have done enough for me already. You have yet to finish and I would see to your release." She said softly pulling him to standing before kneeling before him.

Sasuke leaned against the tree when her mouth surrounded him and she started her slow motions of bobbing her head, his hands grasping her hair gently as breathless sighs left his mouth. Sakura nipped the tip of him and was satisfied at his groan before soothing the nip with her tongue. Sasuke's eyes met hers and he almost came undone right then at the molten gaze she looked at him with.

"Damn Sakura, where did you learn this?" he whispered as she moved her head faster, she added more suction to his length before he spilled into her mouth eagerly, watching as she licked the few drops from her lips and swallowed it. He sat beside her and parted her legs, swiftly gliding his hand along her core to bring her to a fast release.

"Kakashi's…. books….. he loaned….them …to me…" she said in between moans and whimpers. Sasuke chuckled, his blossom was into reading those books, that meant he could teach her a few things as well. Sasuke reached into his bag and pulled out a box. "Sasuke what are you doing?" she asked, Sasuke soothed her and whispered it was okay.

He turned on whatever was in his hand and Sakura's fists hit the earth as a shattering pleasure shot through her when he placed something vibrating along her heated core. Sakura was beyond realizing what she said as words seemed to shoot from her mouth in abandon. "Sasuke…..baby please, no more"

Sasuke groaned when he felt the slickness of her body coat his fingers. "It's alright sakura, I am done teasing, I will give you what you want but you have to take it." He whispered before moving so she sat astride him. "Ride me Sakura" he whispered and groaned when her heat surrounded him. "Damn baby, so fast, you really want this don't you?" he said softly.

Sakura moaned as her hips rocked immediately along his length, riding them both to that place they have been striving for. Sasuke flicked that special spot and sent her over first before grasping her waist and pounding into her from beneath her, spilling into her with such force it left him drained. Sakura collapsed onto his chest and sighed in contentment when his hands threaded through her hair, kissing her forehead.

"Sasuke…..what were you touching on me that felt indescribable?" she asked, "and more importantly what the hell did you use that vibrated?" Sasuke chuckled silently, his Sakura was truly innocent in every aspect, not that he minded as he would spend as much time as possible teaching her everything.

"You sure you want to know Sakura?" he asked, when she nodded he sighed and sat upwards slightly, maintaining her place on him. "That place I touched on you is a special spot that is meant to stimulate your body into being ready for me to penetrate. I am surprised you didn't know this, although with what Kabuto did I am not too shocked at the lack of knowledge on that. And what I used on you was called a vibrator, most women love it being used on them, it heightens the pleasure."

Sakura mumbled something before falling asleep, Sasuke heard every word. "You are welcome Sakura. Sleep well." He whispered and managed to get her covered and back to her tent and covered up. He zipped her tent up and turned to find Kakashi, "I won't lose her now Kakashi. If this is what she wants I will see it through to the end, no matter what." He stated before heading to bed himself.