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Stained Glass Windows
Chapter 3 ½
A/N I was shocked at the number of reviews for this chapter, but I was even more shocked by the readers asking me what had transpired in the room across the hall with Emmett and Edward. I remember telling you that if you ever had any questions that you could just ask me and that I would do my best to answer them, well here's your answer. This first part of the chapter will be what happened in that room, followed by another chapter in Stained Glass Windows, there will be a small jump in time when the new chapter begins but not a huge one, and if I'm boring you with all of this rambling just remember this, this chapter is the one you've all been waiting for.
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I frowned to myself as I watched Alice run off with Bella. Alice's thoughts had been pounding at me loud and clear since we had entered the city limits. I knew that there was no point in delaying the inevitable. Besides, if Bella was talking with Alice, that would give me enough time to talk to Emmett, something I had planned to do as soon as we got back anyway.
I found him in his room, directly across from Alice's, playing his Xbox. He looked up as I walked in.
"Hey, your back already, I figured you'd stay hold up in that house as long as you could." he said smiling.
"She cant afford to miss any more school. Listen, Emmett, can I talk to you about something?" The look on his face told me that I had never had a serious conversation with him before. Actually, besides Carlisle, I had never really and serious personal conversations with any of my family. When we talked we usually were discussing how to make the next move and the best ways to protect ourselves; and the most recently Bella.
"Sure, you can sit down if you want." he said gesturing to the chair opposite of the one he was sitting on.
"You were the last one of us to change so I figured that you would be the most up to date on the current morals of this world."
"Edward, you don't have to explain yourself, just ask me what you wanted to ask me."
"When I was human, we had different morals. In my time girls wore dresses and it was required to go to church every Sunday. Religion and sin played a huge part in my upbringing. I know that customs have changed drasitkly from then to now -"
"Edward just get to the point, I know all of this." Emmett interrupted. I came to him especially for this conversation figuring he had the most knowledge in the field since he was the one with the most recent upbringing. However, now that I was here I couldn't seem to come out and say what I had been trying to say.
"Fine. You know about what happened in Chicago right?" I asked sighing.
"Considering it's all Alice, Rose, and Esme have been talking about since you left and he fact that I was stuck in the house the entire time so as not to ruin your excuse, yeah, I think I know what happened in Chicago." he stated a grin plastered on his face.
"I meant to ask you about that... how was it?" he asked seeming to finally take an interest in the conversation. Suddenly I found myself feeling awkward. I didn't know what to say. Emmett taking that as a sign continued.
"What's the matter, was it bad or something? Is that what this is about?" he asked, his grin falling as his face became suddenly worried.
"No-no nothing like that. It's just that... I'm not sure if I did the right thing. I mean I don't know what's gonna happen. Will the Baby be human? Will it hurt Bella at all if it's not?" I said quickly.
"Come on Edward, don't be silly." Emmett said smiling.
"Alice will know if anything like that happens and you know that. Now, come on Edward, just tell me the real reason why you're here talking to me instead of Carlisle or Jasper."
I froze.
Since when was he this observant? I sighed.
"Well the truth im worried,"
Emmet laughed.
"About what? You cant be worried that she's pregnant cause I sorta thought that that was the whole point."
"Well like I said in my youth certain things were considered sacred..."
"What er you worried that you've damned her to hell because you didn't wait till you were married?" he said laughing it off. I looked to the ground, maybe this wasn't the best idea. A grin broke out across Emmett's face.
"That's it isn't it. Your worried that you've now damned her." I nodded, unsure of what to say, this was uncharted territory for me.
"Listen, Edward. It's not like you had casual sex with her, you weren't using her. You love her, you know that you will marry her soon, it's not like she's just some girl. Her innocence would have been yours even if you had waited. You just made a split second decision, one that will make you both happy. Is that wrong? Wanting to be happy? No. It isn't its normal Edward, you did nothing wrong, you have not damned her to hell. If anything you've given her something she will love and cherish forever. That can not be a sin, never think that."
I stared at him while his words sunk in. In the end, it was not what he said that made me see the flaw in my reasoning, but his thoughts.
I can't believe he really thinks that what they did was wrong. They just loved each other, gave each other the biggest parts of them that they could and he see's that as wrong? There is absolutely no sin involved in that, just love.
He was right, I realized. If Bella did get pregnant because of what we've done then the baby couldn't be the result of a sin, baby's were pure, sweet, innocent. They were untainted, clean. Babies were a blessing not something that could possible be conceived by sin.
"You know what Emmett, I think your right." I said smiling.
Emmett jumped up his hands in the air.
"Yes! Finally someone realizes that im a genius."
"I wouldn't got that far Emmett." I said sliding my hand through my hair making it, if possible, more disheveled.
"Haha.' he said leading me to the door.
"You should probably get Bella home before Charlie starts to worry."
"And remember." he said his hand on the door knob.
"Next time you need some help with the ladies, my door's always open." he stated placing a hand on my shoulder. I chuckled at the comment as the door opened.
There you go the missing scene, happy now?????? OK now that that's done and over with on with the new chapter.
Stained Glass Windows
Chapter 4
"Bella? Bella, honey wake up." Edward cooed from beside me.
"Ughhhh." I muttered, leaning my body closer to him. He chuckled at me his voice light, the stiffness that usually accompanied it when I was this close was gone. He was free to be himself now with me, not having to worry about hurting me again. I couldn't help but smile.
"Come on Bella, you have to get ready for school, you haven't been there for a week.. I sighed grudgingly throwing back the covers clumsily climbing to of bed. I leaned down to Edward and kissed him lightly on the lips.
"Human moment." I replied as I strode over to the desk, grabbed my toiletries and headed for the bathroom. I paced my things on the counter and looked at myself in the mirror. My hair was disheveled from sleeping and I had one of those annoying eye crusties but other than that I still looked like me. I wondered then what people would think if I was pregnant and they found out. I would feel bad for Charlie. I didn't want the whole town thinking that he was an irresponsible father because I had gotten pregnant. I had wanted this to happen, not Charlie. IF anyone should face any repercussions it should be me.
I undressed in a daze, my thought still trapped in what the town would think of me as I turned the shower on.
A soft knock at the door made me jump. I grasped at the side of the shower to keep myself on my feet, one of my legs already in the shower. I wrapped a towel around me and opened the door.
Edward was standing there outside the door his face bowed, obstructing my view of his flawless features.
"What's wrong Edward? Has something happened?" I asked worried. He usually stayed in my room and waited for me.
"No. I just realized something." he said a smirk visible even thought I could barely see his face.
"What?" I asked my eyebrows raised in confusion. He lifted his head and started at me. His realization hitting me and I had to fight the urge not to giggle like a school girl.
His voice was even as he spoke.
"I forgot to shower...mind if I join you?" he asked, his emerald eyes sparkling.
Ok I think that that's a good part to leave off at not bad huh.
Lol just kidding, I wish I could see the look on your face right now. Lol. On with the story!!!
He didn't wait for my response just stepped forward, causing me to move back. When he was in far enough he closed the door behind him. My mouth fell open when his hands traveled to the buttons on his shirt as he undid them one by one, all the while never taking his eyes from mine. When he pulled his shirt open and let it drop onto the floor behind him my heartbeat quickened. This was defiantly the preferred way to wake up in the morning. Within moments I realized that I no longer mattered to me what people thought of me being pregnant. I no longer cared. I realized then, without a doubt that I would give up everything to be with the man standing in front of me, no matter the cost, as long as he was happy, so would I be...forever.
My bathroom never felt so small until now with Edward standing feet from me. The air in the room crackled with energy. All I could do was stand there, frozen, mouth open as he brought his hands down and started to undo the zipper of his pants. And I remained like that until he pulled them off, along with his boxers and kicked them off to the floor.
He just smiled at me and reached out, taking my hand in his.
"Come on, Bella to take a shower you actually have to get wet." he said his voice barely containing his excitement.I was already wet, but not from the shower at all. He walked inside, going to the back, the jets soaking his hair and plastering it in spiky pieces to his forehead. He chuckled softly and looked at me.
"Bella, you might wanna lose the towel, and quite possibly step inside." He said, smirking devilishly.
I looked down, sure enough I still had the towel wrapped around my body. Oddly enough, I felt a wave of insecurity wash over me. Here was this...being, a mix of sophisticated elegance, chiseled body, and molten magma eyes capable of melting a glacier. And there was me: plain Jane, with no curves, and nothing extraordinary to show. Just mediocre Bella. Edward must have sensed something was wrong, because he stared at me with a perplexed gaze. I stood there, meekly, looking up from my hair falling across my line of vision.
"What's the matter?" he asked, in a disappointed tone. The steam from the shower was rising up to the ceiling, snaking around the air. I answered him by looking at my body, then pouting my bottom lip when I stared back at him.
"Hah! Oh, please." And before I even knew it, Edward had snatched the towel from around my body.
"Get in."
I gawked at him, yet did not venture into the shower. Something kept me from walking in, and while I wanted to be alone with Edward so badly, I turned to head out of the bathroom. I slowly stepped backwards, and then started running forward, in panic. I couldn't do it again.
Just as I reached the bottom of the stairs, to make the first corner, I found Edward leaning against a wall, his glorious body glistening in the scattered sunlight.
"You know, Bella, if you want to run away from a problem, you're gonna have to do it to someone who's not faster than you."
"Uhh..." I stuttered, afraid yet excited of what may happen.
Within a second, I was draped over his shoulder, and before I knew it, pressed up against the wall. My wrists were intact with Edward's ferocious grip, and he brushed his brooding lips from my shoulder up to my cheek. The hot water did nothing to warm the chills I was getting. Ironically, he opened his mouth at the side of my throat and combed my skin ever so gently. I exhaled slowly yet sharply at this experience.
"Go down," I pleaded. I wanted him to have all of me, all over again. I wanted to feel extreme, insanely in love. I wanted pleasure that would make my throat go sore. I wanted tears to sprout from my eyes in waterfalls, from all of the excitement. This danger, this feeling was indescribable, and yet if he had stopped, he'd be causing me more pain than he ever could.
At my request, Edward moved his tongue in circles all around my body, from my neck, to my breasts and stomach, to every orifice he could reach...all the while, I was standing, cornered and unable to move. The steam had stuck pieces of my hair to my forehead. He turned and placed me under the showerhead, loosening my grip. To be a tease, I tried getting away, pulling at the doorhandle, but he locked an arm around me and lifted me up so my left leg was tied at his waist.
"Oh no, you don't."
Edward looked at me, only for a moment, but his eyes contained its own relevance. Once again, I was under the showerhead and lightly, Edward tugged on my hair, making my head fall back, my face getting hit by the water. With my right leg free, I positioned myself so I wouldn't slip and fall, pushing my leg against a wall. Edward reached around my back, and traced lines up and down my spine, until he went lower, and started stroking me, so precisely. I started whimpering, and I had to grab hold of something. My hands ached to squeeze something in my surroundings.
I had to hold on. But it seemed to be impossible. I wrapped my hands around the back of his neck and pulled him closer to me. He was warm, a result of the water on his skin. I leaned in and crushed my lips to his and we devoured each other. His hands never leaving my body. We pulled back, gasping for breath that only one of us needed.
"Wrap your legs around my waist." he urged. I complied easily, and lifted my left leg. He grabbed it holding me stable while I lifted the other. Then I was crushed to him, the heat of his erection on my ass. I moaned, knowing what was to come.
He brought his mouth back to mine as he lifted me up like a rag doll and pushed his tip into me. The pressure of his invasion making me gasp and cry out as I stretched to accommodate the size of him. Before I knew it he was lifting me bak up his mouth moving from my mouth to my breast and he latched on suckling wildly as he surged into me. Each stoke sending me soaring to the crest of higher and higher waves until, screaming his name, I reached the stars. My cry of pleasure was matched by him as he allowed himself to orgasm. I smiled at the spurt of warmth that was coming from him.
Edward sighed and leaned into me his head resting on my shoulder, our bodies still joined, relishing in the little aftershocks effecting us both. We stayed like that for a while until Edward seemed to remember that we had to leave for school and now we were both soaked. He lifted me off of him gently and set me down on the floor outside the shower. I feeling of emptiness that came as a result of him pulling out made me frown slightly.
I grabbed a towel quickly, felling insecure once again, and wrapped it around me. When Edward noticed he chuckled and brought his hand to trail lightly across my cheek.
"You have nothing to be ashamed of." Edward reassured me.
"You're beautiful." he said touching his lips to mine lightly. His eyes were beginning to fade back to the topaz color that I loved so much as I got dressed and combed my hair out, not bothering to blow dry it. I was just going to put it up anyway.
I turned away from the mirror to find Edward leaning against the door, a satisfied look on his face.
"Are you ready?"
"Yeah, but were already late, thanks to your little escapades." I said walking to the door, he stood away and opened it. As I walked past him he leaned down to my ear.
"You know you like my 'little escapades'" he breathed making me blush. We left the house and drove to school quickly, arriving thirty minutes late. I walked into the main office, Edward trailing beside me, to sign in. I looked at the receptionist [ I forgot her name, sorry. apologetically. I had never been late to school once until now.
"Bella, honey. I can't believe your late. Honey, what happened?" she said almost sadly.
I had not expected to be asked why we were late and I flushed, not knowing what to say to her. Luckily, Edward had plenty of practice in that particular field.
"Im sorry ma'am it was my fault. I usually pick her up and I had some trouble with my car this morning." He said feigning embarrassment. She just nodded her head and gave us our slips. We walked to class quickly and the 'learning experience' began.
When we got to the lunch table Alice was already there waiting for us, a tray of untouched food on the table in front of her. She smiled knowingly as we took our seats. I could feel the heat rise up from my neck. Edward looked at me and smiled. Thankfully, she did not bring up why we were late. Instead we ended up talking about something far less important. The schools new obsession with High School Musical.
"I really don't know what all of these girls see in that Efron guy." Alice said her arms coming out to show the table next to us full fo girls talking about him.
"He doesn't even really like being famous. He just likes to sing and stuff. I mean really. Personally, I don't find him attractive at all. What do you think Bella?" She said staring at me.
"I think he needs to cut his hair." I joked.
"What's with the whole musical craze that's been popping up in the past few years. I mean, some of them are decent but I can't take the mass amounts that the studios are spewing out now. All this started because of Rent. It's like the studios found on good sell and decided that they were going to milk the population for as much as they can wile the whole musical thing was hot." Edward said finally joining the conversation and not just staring at me.
"I mean, the only god one that came after that was Hairspray and I only liked it because John Travolta plays a girl."
"Zac Efron was in that one too." Alice interjected.
Before the conversation could continue any further the bell rang and I left for gym. Edward paused to kiss me outside the locker room.
"Alice said the teachers out so you don't have too dress today." He murmured his face in my hair. He kissed me lightly and left for class. I walked in and sat next to Angela on the bleachers.
"Hey, Bella." She said.
"Hey." I said smiling at her.
"You look different. Did you do something to you hair?" she asked suspicion creeping into her tone.
I froze, could she tell just by looking at me? I cleared my throat.
"Umm, no. What's different?"
"I don't know you seem sorta... brighter." she said struggling for words.
"That's weird." I said trying to shrug it off. Thankfully I remembered the conversation from the lunch table and changed the subject once again to Zac Efron, who I knew Angela was obsessed over.
I nodded when it was appropriate, the whole time however, my mind was stuck on one question. Was I pregnant? I wanted to find out as soon as possible. Luckily for me I say an add for a knew kind of home pregnancy test that let you know if you were pregnant five days earlier. I thought of the dates in my head and was shocked to realize that I could take the test as early as today.
I was definitely going to stop at the drugstore on the way home.
The rest of the class passed in a daze and when the bell rang I jumped. I hurried out the door to find Edward leaning gracefully on the other side of the door waiting for me. When he noticed me expression he seemed worried.
"Bella, Is there something wrong?" he asked concerned.
"No, but we have to stop somewhere on the way home." I said taking his hand in mine as we strode out to the car.
I ran upstairs to the bathroom with the bag in my hand. Edward following me anxiously. I took it out of the box and followed the directions. Then I waited sitting next to Edward on the bathroom floor and waiting for what had to have been the longest three minutes of our existence. When they were over I got up shakily and looked at it. According to the box one pink line meant negative, and two lines meant positive.
My eyes filled with tears as I looked at the results. Tears of joy sprang from my eyes as I stared at the two pink lines that indicated my future.
A/N
There you finally get the answer to the question you have all been waiting for. Sorry it took so long but I got writers block and had to ask someone for help. (Thank You BellaNova!!!!) I will start the next chapter A.S.A.P.
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