um...i wrote Besty last time...it's Beth

where the hell did I get Besty from?

ah well...

Enjoy chapter four!

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Normal POV

Milo figeted, not paying much attention to the chilly air.

He was currently standing at the bus stop with his friends...excluding Susie...

The dark girl had left last night after her little episode without so much as a good-bye. It made Milo nervous, wondering what was going through her head. He wouldn't be surprised if she showed up wearing her old 'disguise' after the way she broke down.

Milo sighed, catching his friends' attention.

"C'mon, Milo, she's not gunna come to school today," Helga said, rolling her eyes. "Not after that dramatic scene."

"I hope she's okay," Peggy mumbled. "If she doesn't come today, we should go to her house and cheer her up!"

"I'm not goin' over there!" Helga exclaimed. "Her family's nuts!"

"Damnitt, Helga! Can't you be nice to Susie for once!" Milo demanded.

"I'm just stating facts!" The obese redhead huffed.

Milo was about to say something else, but Mikey grabbed his shoulder, shaking it frantically and pointing to something behind the psychotic boy. When Milo turned, he saw Susie standing there in her ususal balck dress...

And without her getup.

Silence took over, all eyes on Susie, who seemed to be refusing to aknowlegde her 'friends', instead looking straight ahead, her head held high and eyes fixed.

...

"So, Susie, decided to crawl out of your cobwebbed bed?" Helga asked.

Susie gave no response and remained motionless.

It was making Milo nervous. "Um...Susie, are you okay?"

Susie glanced over at Milo, though still motionless. "...Ve'll see," was the quiet repsonse before the bus pulled up. Peggy and Helga climbed on, Mikey stumbling a little as he followed. Milo sighed in defeat and also got on, leaving Susie as the last passenger.

Something Milo really wished he hadn't done.

Because in doing this, he had drawn a lot of attention to the raven haired girl and her new look.

And this was the last stop before school, meaning a lot of people were able to gawk...including the Hill kids.

Susie POV

I had a lot of time to think about what Mrs. Oblong said...about the possibility that Helga was jelous. And I figured that maybe she was right.

It made a lot of sense anyway.

I mean, I'd known Helga for a long time...and she was always obsessing over the Debbies. She did everything she could to convince herself that she could blend in with them... that she was good enough. And here I was doing the exact oppisite.

I was different, yes, but I had a better chance of fitting in with the Hill kids than she did and I refused to take it. Of course she was mad at me.

I couldn't just mope around. I was miserable enough without adding onto the list.

It would be nice if just for once, I didn't blend into the background. If for once instance, I could be the one people would talk about-or even talk to.

So I sucked it up and decided that I needed to at least try to change. And the first step was to accept who I was and become a little more open.

Though..I didn't expect it to attract so much attention so...quickly...

"Hey, a new girl," One of the Debbies pointed out.

"Totally cool! I heard emo was in but wow!" Another gushed.

"I wonder who does her make-up?" The group of blondes then went on about how they had to find

"Why is she getting on here?" Jared Klimer asked his side-kick Blaine. "She isn't a Valley dork, is she?"

I felt the heat rise up and color my cheeks but I kept my head high and joined my friends sitting toward the back of the bus.

I could already tell it'd be a long day.

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no idea where im going with this but...lets just c where it goes lol

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