Bella and Jacob; A day alone together : Chapter 4
I layed there for a while just admiring the serene Jacob I normally didn't get to see. Suddenly I started thinking about my dream I had earlier. The look on Edwards face was cemented in my mind, I could almost see an aparation of him looming over us in this bed. These feelings I have developed for Jacob were bad and I knew it. My daydreaming was broken when I heard the front door click and swing open. My stomach flipped. I examined Jakes eyes to make sure that haden't woken him. Holding my breath I heard rustling in the kitchen until it stopped. Just when I thought the unknown visitor had left I heard a crash. Immediately Jake opened lifted his lids and our eyes locked. I quickly shifted to my side and slid away from Jake, our legs no longer interlocked. He shot up to a sitting position and I could tell he was tuning into his wolf senses and broke into a smile.
Paul is definitely not the most graceful guy around, he leaves a trail of disaster wherever he goes, even when getting a water bottle inconveniently placed behind our dusty china. The intense awkwardness made it hard for me to speak. We have that in common. I choked out with a smirk. He laughed and mimicked my laying position, facing me. I decided that maybe if I addressed our unusual situation that I might be able to get some answers to help alliviate my confusion. Jake? Yeah Bella Do you think what we are doing is okay? What? Catching up on some sleep? I shot him a look a teacher would give a student after being given the whole The dog at my homework excuse. He smiled and tilted his head to the side but didnt speak. This isn't something that friends do with eachother you know? I explained. I know, Bella, but I just cant pretend I only see you as one-of-the-guys. I let out a little ha imagining me as a guy. Seriously Bella. I love taking naps with you, I am completely comfortable and at ease when I'm this close to you. Its almost as if my blood slows and my mind is completely free. Your beautiful, Bella, and I don't know if I will be able to keep my distance from you anymore. These words gave me goosebumps and every hair on my neck and arms stood up. My heart was no longer beating, it was vibrating. I completely ran out of words to say to him. As if it was against my own will my body decided to do as it pleased. I shot horizontally closer to Jacob. My head tilted and my lips connected with his. With no time to react Jake didn't even have enough time to kiss back before I pulled away. I sat up slowly still facing Jake with my hands over my mouth. Our eye contact didnt break for a single second, neither of us even blinked. Jake was wide-eyed and his mouth hung slightly open. That was all I could take. That kiss triggered something in me. Something I could not control anymore.
I quickly dipped down connecting our lips once again. This time Jake was ready. He put his hands slightly above my ears in my hair. Very gently forced our faces closer together. This made our lips press even harder together. We stayed with our lips simply against eachother and breathed eachother in. He put his tongue in my mouth first. I followed his lead and we were going at it feverishly. He was an amazing kisser. It felt like choreography. It was like we knew exactly which way to tilt our head, when to take turns exploring eachothers mouths and when to retreat. He was on his back and I was on my side elevated enough to lean over him to comfortably kiss him. The energy I felt while kissing Jake made me a lot more dominant than I normally was. I playfully bit his bottom lip and I could feel the sides of his mouth tug into a smile. My hand was rested on his chest now moving in a zig zag pattern down to his stomach. His warm skin and muscles felt so good against my cold and bloodless hand. Jake slowly slid his one hand up the shirt he had borrowed me and held my side right below my bra. His other hand was now under my hair holding the back of my neck. I was so consumed by our kissing I hadn't realized that the tips of my fingers and nuzzled their way under the strap of his boxers briefs.
The smoothness of his skin below the waistline was what caught my attention. He slowly sat up slightly and shifted to his side, our lips never disconnecting. Our legs interlocked, my upper thigh was snug between his legs and because of our repositioning my hand slid further down his briefs. Thankfully Jake had an unusually long torso, I wasnt ready to touch my best friend that way. He then interupted our lips dance and made his way down to my neck. He was now hovering over me and I was on my back. His right leg was now between mine. Jake slid his hand that was previousy below my bra down to my waist. Both of my hands were now fastened under his waist line at the small of his back. I couldn't believe how good his lips felt on my neck and how my stomach flipped everytime he playfully nibbled me spontaneously. All of this excitement was only hightened by the crucendo of music I was hearing in the background as a voice of an angel teamed with a harp and orchestra built as our friction did. Aside from Jacobs dominance and effort, a certain stiffness I felt on my right leg really reassured me he was enjoying himself. I felt cruel knowing I wouldn't be willing to do anything to help take care of that for him. I've heard that just letting it be like that can result in certain pain for boys. Jake took turns with my neck and mouth for a while and I could tell he was getting a little more brave. He started to slowly pull my shirt up, but before he got much passed my bellybutton I held on to his hand to stop him.
He let out a little laugh between kissing. I was glad he was a good sport about it. This made me feel even more comfortable with him. I could tell we were slowing down due to our lack of gusto in our tongues. Jacob could tell we had participated as much as we could and gave me too very intense tongue-less kisses and retreated back to his side. We layed there for a good minute or two not speaking and just staring eachother in the eyes. Jake wore the biggest grin on his face. I was the first to speak That was amazing Jake. Bella, if only I could put in words how happy I am right now. For some reason when Jake said that my mind was flooded with Edward. I was having, at that moment, the epiphany I had been waiting for since I met Edward and Jake. I AM happy with Edward. I connect with him on a spiritual level that no one could match. I love Jacob as a friend. Our make out session was the physical aspect I needed to experience to release my sexual frustration towards Jacob. My epiphany was interrupted by Jake when he said Bella? Are you as happy as I am about this? I took a deep breath and said. Jake, what we just did was one of the most enjoyable physical experiences I have ever had, I think doing this was necessary for me to really sort out my feelings. Which are? he said hopefully. Edward. His smile disappeared before I even pronounced the d in Edwards name. Jacob flew off the bed like someone does when they have the flew and knows a vomitting is going to happen. But instead of holding in puke Jake was holding back his phasing until he got outside. He ripped open the window and in a flash he was gone...
THE END
Disclaimer: I know every after the makeout session is TERRIBLE. I personally do not believe in infidelity and because I care so much about the characters in the Twilight saga it would have been to hard for me to have Bella dump edward to go out with Jacob. I also wrote this fanfiction as a practice of building up sexual tension so what came after the physical scene was not very important to me. I AM 100% TEAM JACOB I just couldnt have Bella makeout with Jacob and just forget about Edward.