Hey guys ! sorry for the late update I been busy working and going to school anyways heres the new chapter I really don't know what im doing so forgive me for mistakes hehe anyways yeahhh Forgive me if its short but I promise ill update soon please R and R pretty please!

You guys know the rules the words in italics are thoughts AND I do not own kannazuki no miko BUT if I did you know who ill own hehehe anyways enjoy…

Chapter 4

Still with a few tears coming out of her angelic eyes she opened her laptop and began to surf the web. She logged in her facebook account and checked her messages.. There was numerous messages from admirers confessing to her but she just ignored them and deleted them..She noticed the only ones that she responded to was Himeko's but she quickly clicked the newsfeed button and her eyes landed on one of Oogami's pictures.

As she clicked on his picture, all his comments started to come out under it. She was beginning to be curious and began to skim Himeko's name to see if she had commented on his pictures as she scrolled down her stomach began to turn into summersaults making her feel extremely anxious and there it was, Himeko Kurusugawa's comment it said "I love this picture Oogami kun !"

Chikane felt crushed and beaten she began to quickly skip on another one of his photos and there was another comment of her, it read "3" there's was a sharp pain in her heart and clicked on Oogami's information it had all the truth " Oogami Souma in a relationship with Kurusugawa Himeko her tears began to flow freely..

"Why Himeko?" Why do you keep doing this to me why? Why can't you realize I love you more than anything in life?

Chikane put her heart on her status and wrote …."You're so close yet so far away I whisper these words I dream every day I wish you would say " I love you please stay" but I go away because you make laugh, you make me cry, you make me live ..you make me die…"

" I never knew what love was until now . It hurts so much seeing you with someone else but I can't do anything about it."

Chikane logged off and shut down her laptop.

"I wonder if Himeko noticed I left the contest. I don't think she did."

Chikane felt tired as if the world was all coming down on her when suddenly she heard a knock. She quickly composed herself and opened the door, it was Otoha.

"Ojou-sama dinner will be in an hour, your father told me to tell you that the Kurusugawa's are coming to celebrate Himeko-sans victory."

Chikane was a little surprised, she never thought that Himeko's father would celebrate with the Himemiya's. From what Chikane knew Himeko's dad thought the Himemiya's were a bunch of stuck up people and rarely visited them.

"Otoha do you know if my aunt is coming too? Or just Himeko and her father?"said Chikane.

"Actually Ojou-sama I have no idea I'm sorry" said Otoha .

"It's okay Otoha you may leave now, thank you." said Chikane and closed the door.

Otoha bowed her head slightly and began walking on her way to the kitchen and began to think "Whats wrong with Ojou-sama? Her eyes seemed darker has she been crying?

As soon as Chikane closed the door she sat on the side of her bed. She began to rub her temples.

"What a bad day." she thought, and went to go take a shower.

Himeko's POV

Himeko was preparing herself to go to her cousin's mansion to celebrate her victory. Himeko stepped into the shower and shampooed herself.

"I wonder why you left Chikane it's not like you ... You've always been there when I most needed you why did you go away. I was looking for you through the crowd I wonder where you left to. I needed you, it seems I have made a mistake and I was ready to tell you my secret. I don't love him. Mako-chan convinced me to go out with him for two weeks and out of peer pressure I said it to the whole contest room just to make him feel good. But the truth is I feel really bad.

At first I was happy I was going out with him but every time we would hug I would feel as if my heart would crack little by little. But I don't want to hurt him either, hes been my best friend as long as I can remember and hes been there for me too. I just can't break it off like that. And the worst part of it is I that I haven't even told you this until today I wonder how you took the news."Himeko thought.

Himeko was done and stepped out of the shower and wrapped her towel around her body She headed for her closet and picked out a red dress she bought last week and smiled to herself "I wonder if she would like this dress?" Himeko thought.

She mentally scolded herself for not telling Chikane about her and Souma.

"Why didn't I tell her? I always go to her when I'm in need of help" she put on her red dress and red heels fixed her hair and put on some perfume.

"What will I tell Souma-kun? He's going to be sad and it's all going to be because of me! But I have to tell him the truth.I know I have a crush on him but now.. everythings changed somehow I feel like I should be with someone else not him." My heart hurts she said in a low whisper as she closed her eyes.

"I wonder if Souma kun has messaged me yet." Himeko said outloud and turned on her laptop.

Himeko logged into facebook and noticed her friend Makoto was on and decided to chat with her.

Himeko-: Hey Mako-chan

Makoto-: Hey Hime! So where are you off to celebrate?

Himeko-: Im going to Chikane's place my dad said he wanted to make me happy so he asked me if I wanted to celebrate with my uncle and Chikane and I think my mom's flight just arrived too. So she'll be waiting for us at Chikane Chan's place I'm really excited want to come Mako-chan?

Makoto-: as much as i would love to I can't Hime I have some business to attend to sorry. And well it's great that your moms coming too.

Himeko-: Yeah im happy I guess …umm..

Makoto-: Yeah Hime?

" I want to tell Mako that I don't want to be with Souma but what if she tries to stop me? I'm afraid of that and I have already made my decision…I'll just have to tell her when it's done. Himeko sighed.

Himeko-: Nothing I was just saying well see you Mako I have to go alright.

Makoto-: alright Himeko! I'll see you soon! p.s. you might want to check your messages and comments on stuff Souma-kun might have written something or maybe me hehe I do know your password. Makoto smirked.

Himeko-: wait Mako-chan what did you do?

And before she replied Makoto logged off facebook and wasn't available to talk to her anymore. Himeko was really worried and decided to check all of her messages and comments but there was nothing, no trace of Makoto's mischievous work and Souma hasn't messaged her yet. Himeko let a sigh of relief and decided to log off but as she pressed the home button one status update caught Himeko's attention "die" ? Whats this she read the status update out loud …."You're so close yet so far away I whisper these words I dream every day I wish you would say " I love you please stay" but I go away because you make laugh, you make me cry, you make me live ..you make me die…"

"What is this? Is Chikane-Chan in love with someone?"

Pang! Himeko felt something stab through her heart.

Ouuch she said softly.

"What's wrong with me?"Himeko sat down and closed her eyes for a minute. "why does my heart hurt like this?"

"And what's wrong with Chikane? She sounds hurt and maybe, left out or abandoned but by who?"

Pang pang "ahh!." She cluched at her heart.

There you go guys umm and sorry for the short chapter ill try to fix things up in the next chapter!