A/N: This chapter is mostly Lusam since you can figure whats going to happen in that part you can read it or skip it but towards the end is Sam turning herself in. Hope you enjoy. I own nothing.

Chapter 4

Sam was feeling much better but she was nervous. Sam hadn't had much time alone. Alexis would spend the day with her bring her sisters by and stuff like that. At night Jason would come by when he thought no one would show up like when he got off work. She hadn't seen Lucky since she got into the hospital and questioned him about the hospital. So all they have done was talk on the phone every night. But she was seeing him this morning and she was turning herself in this afternoon. She was nervous and didn't want to do this but she knew she had to. It was time to finally make everything official right. Sam was deep in thought when she heard the knock on her door before it opened.

Lucky walked in with a smile on his face. Sam gave him a faint smile as she looked from him to the blanket that covered her legs. "Thank you for coming Lucky" Sam said sincerely.

"Well your welcome Sam. You said it was important and so here I am. So what's up that it couldn't wait till you get released this afternoon?" Lucky asked picking up on Sam's uneasiness.

"Well because I am not going home when I get out of here I am going to the PCPD" Sam said still not looking at Lucky.

"Why would you go to the PCPD? We already have you statement about that Sam" Lucky stated not understanding why she would want to go to the PCPD just after being released from the hospital.

"Because I am turning myself in" Sam stated as she looked up quickly at Lucky and than straight down again. Preparing herself for what she knew was his next question.

"Turning yourself in for what Sam? What have you done?" He asked. His eyes narrowing in on hers. Lucky now knew why she was so unease when he walked in. She didn't want him to be surprised at work this afternoon when she showed up.

"This isn't easy to say especially to you Lucky. I didn't want you to be taken off guard when I showed up later this afternoon at work. But I witnessed Maureen kidnapped Jake and said nothing about it and I also hired those to guys to terrorize Liz in the park." Sam said it so fast she hoped that he caught all of it. Sam looked up and looked at him. Her heart sank she knew he heard.

Disappointment angers and shock. Ran through Lucky as all the emotions flooded him. He was silent for a moment. He tired to compose himself before he spoke to Sam. "Why would you do something like that Sam? And why tell me now? Why turn yourself in?" He asked looking at her wishing to understand.

Sam took a deep breath as she pushed back the tears. "When I saw Jake kidnapped I was just shocked and in pain I was so overwhelmed with sadness and hurt that I wasn't thinking straight. I couldn't understand why the man I loved would lie to me about his own child. I know it was how horrible that is I felt just as horrible after it happened and still do. I will never forgive myself for watching Jake get kidnapped. As for terrorizing Liz. I was so made at her for having Jason baby. The one thing I always wanted. She was leaving the life I wanted while I had nothing. I wanted to teach her a lesson that would prove she couldn't handle the life Jason leads. So I hired those men and showed up in time as if to show I was saving them. They were never in any real dangers none of the guns were loaded but mine. Why i'm telling you now is because you deserve to know Lucky. You deserve to know what a horrible terrible person I am. I am turning myself in because it's the right thing to do. I am doing so that Liz or anyone else can't hold my past sins against me and start fresh. I don't want to be that angry person anymore Lucky so I am trying to make everything right again." By the time Sam finished she was letting tears fall down her face.

Lucky didn't know what to say. He just knew he had to get out of there. "Sam I don't know what to say. I just need time. I think it wise if I get my stuff out of your apartment. I'll leave the key on the desk because I imagine that you will be let out on bail but please don't contact me let me come to you if I ever do" Lucky said getting up and walking out of her hospital room.

Sam sat there crying not arguing with anything he said.

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Sam was sitting there alone on top of the bed. Alexis was getting her release forms while Sam changed. Sam changed into jeans and a loose black tank top and knitted jacket over it. Alexis was picking up Sam for many reason one she was Sam's mom and she wanted to take care of her for the first couple days and for two Alexis was Sam's attorney and would be with her at the PCPD when she gave her statement and to get her out on bail and all that stuff.

Alexis walked in. "Ready to go?" She asked. Handing Sam her release papers.

Sam sighed. "As ready as I'll ever be" Sam said as she got off the bed and headed out with Alexis.

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It seemed like a long drive to the PCPD from the hospital when really it was about 10 minutes. Sam slowly got out of the car still a little soar when she moved. She looked up at the building sighing as Alexis walked up to her and they headed in. Sam quickly scanned the place and saw Lucky sitting at his desk reading the case file that was in front of him. She could tell he was still upset. She then saw Mac coming her way. She met him half way.

"What can I do for you ladies?" Asked Mac. Sadness still behind his eyes about his resent loss.

"I need to talk to you. I need to make a confession about something's Mac" Sam said softly.

"Very well lets go into the interrogation room one" Mac said slowly ushering Sam towards the room.

The moment he heard Sam's voice he looked up. As she was walking towards the interrogation room she looked at him and looked away as she entered the room with Mac. Alexis stayed behind to take care of the paper work that would be coming up because of Sam's confession.

Lucky got up and walked to the window that lead into the interrogation room and watched Sam. She was sitting down. Mac's back was to Lucky. She could tell what Sam was saying by reading her lips. She was also answering questions that Mac was asking.

Sam looked behind Mac seeing Lucky looking in on them. Their eyes met for a brief second as Sam turned her attention back to Mac who was starting to leave.

Sam was all alone when Lucky came back in. "So you really doing this?" He asked.

"Yap seems that way" Sam said looking up at him. Her face was unreadable. He could tell she had shut herself down to all emotions.

"What did make say?" Asked Lucky curious as to what the charges would be.

"Well they are charging me with being an assesory to kidnapping. He said they couldn't do anything about the assault on Elizabeth since she didn't press charges." Sam said simply not letting her voice shake at all with emotion or anything else.

Lucky just watched her for a moment before the door behind him reopened and Alexis walked in. "Come on Sam I'll take you home. Your bail has already been set and paid." Alexis said ignoring Lucky's presence. Sam didn't say anything she just got up and followed Alexis out of the PCPD.