Four

Sonny didn't know what he had walked in on but he didn't expect to find Paul punching his husband and knocking him to the ground. He stood in shock for a minute then ran to his husband. The blonde looked up at him dazed with hurt eyes that were holding back tears and a bloody lip. He turned to see the glare on his ex's face then saw Paul turn it around by putting on a scared look and he was pissed.

"Get the hell out," Sonny ordered coldly.

"Sonny you don't understand," he tried to say but he could see the truth in those eyes.

"I know that I found you weeks ago threatening my husband and now I find you punching him so get out or end up dead," the dark eyed man told him the Kiriakis coming out.

Sonny actually thought for a minute that his ex was going to stay but saw that Paul realized he was serious and left without a word. He sat on his knees beside his husband and wrapped one of his hands around the blonde's neck and ran his other hand through his hair. He was concerned by the look in those blue eyes and was tempted to take him to the hospital.

"You need to go to the hospital," Sonny declared worried.

"No please," Will groaned embarrassed.

"Why the hell not?" the brunette asked wrapping his arm around Will when his husband sat up and leaned into him.

"I'm embarrassed," the blonde whispered hiding his face in his husband's shoulder.

"There isn't a reason for you to be embarrassed. Paul is a baseball player he would knock over anybody and I knew with one look that he did it for no reason," Sonny admitted hating the conflicting emotions.

"How did you know?" Will asked afraid of the answer.

"When I looked up at him he was glaring down at you but had this small smirk on his face that was cold and then he put on a mask so that he looked scared," he answered a frown on his face.

"So it's not because you still have feelings for him and want him so much that you are having an affair with him?" the blonde asked not making any sense.

Sonny pulled Will's head up carefully so that their eyes met and he looked into those blue orbs that he loved so much. He saw that his husband was afraid and that he had been silently crying. He frowned about to tell him off only to stop and realize that his ex must have said something like that and he groaned wanting to go find Paul and punch him. Instead he leaned forward so that their foreheads met and cupped his face looking into those blue orbs that looked so lost.

"I don't want him and I sure as hell am not having an affair with him. I love you Will not him," Sonny tried to put through to him.

"You haven't kissed me in weeks since you found out. I ruined us completely," he cried trying to pull away.

"Will it isn't that," the brunette told his husband moving his hands down to his neck so that he couldn't pull away and continued, "I love you so much but every time I think about being intimate all I can picture is the fact that you cheated because I wasn't good enough."

"That wasn't the reason," Will told him looking into dark eyes, "I did it because I felt like I wasn't good enough and then it just spiraled from there."

Will hated that he was making this about him when he should be making it about Sonny. Will was the one that cheated but the truth was that he felt like he wasn't good enough for his husband and they had been fighting. It wasn't an excuse but it was there and he felt like this insecure bundle that always needed to be reassured which wasn't fair on Sonny. Sonny just wished that things could be fixed between them but even talking wasn't going to do that. He closed his eyes thinking about kissing his husband surprised when it for once didn't bring up images of his husband cheating and so he took a chance.

Will was surprised at the soft pressure of lips pressed against his own and he sighed leaning into it. It felt so good to be held by his husband feel his soft lips against his own. Sonny went to deepen the kiss but felt his husband wince and realized that they had forgotten about his bloody lip as well as the possible concussion he had so he pulled away wishing he didn't have to but at least he could kiss his husband without having imaginary flashes of the cheating.

"Your lip," he whispered his dark eyes looking down it running his thumb softly across it and seeing those blue eyes close.

"Hurts but I like kissing you more," Will admitted softly.

"Come on," Sonny ordered pulling him up to sit down on the couch while he got an ice pack, "I still think you should go to a hospital."

"I'm fine," Will tried to reassure wincing when the ice pack was held to his head and he put his hand over his husband's hoping he wouldn't pull away.

"I'm just worried," the brunette reassured seeing the desperate look in his eyes when he put his own hand over his.

"It feels like we have it's been forever since we have been okay. I screwed everything up by leaving then coming back to agree to an assignment that kept our marriage a secret. I cheated and there isn't any way to fix us," Will rambled and Sonny sighed knowing he had to make things clear.

"We will work things out Will. You cheated but this isn't over between us. We just have to work to make this work. I love you and I'm willing you just have to decide if you are willing as well," Sonny told him wrapping his other hand around his neck to hold him in place.

Will felt his throat close up with emotion feeling reassured at his words and he tried to speak but found he couldn't. Instead of answering verbally he nodded his head in agreement and moved closer to his husband. Sonny moved his free arm down to wrap around his husband's waist as the blonde lay his head on his shoulder hiding his face in his neck. Will was surprised his husband had stayed despite knowing about the cheating and ignored it until it had come out. Sonny had constantly told him it was because he loved him but it was hard to process sometimes and he just hoped that their marriage could survive what he had broken.