Ch.4 1 month later
Disclaimer: I own no songs, nor do I own Harry Potter, I'd much rather own Draco.
Draco's P.O.V.
It's been a month since we started this affair and we've had many meetings since then, and I swear I think I'm falling in love with Harry Potter... His eyes, his hair, his smile, his personality... Yep I've fallen in love with Harry Potter, he's so hot, cute, and wonderful. I love him, and I really hate that he probably doesn't feel the same way. I'm probably going to have to stop this tonight. I can't continue doing this, because it hurts knowing that nothing more will ever happen between us.
Later that night
Harry's P.O.V.
Me and Draco have been having sex ever night for a month now, and the weird thing is, nobodies asked any questions about where I've been, and/or said anything weird about it. I wish w could do little more than shag. I realize it's crazy to say this, but I've fallen head over heels for Draco Malfoy, why? I'll never know. I just know hes the hottest guy in our school, has a personality that I for some god-forsaken reason like. I just fell for hm, head over heels, and that's when something happened. I don't know why, but I had smuggled my Ipod, that I bought secretly, into Hogwarts, and it gone unnoticed, but ever since I've admitted to my loving Draco... At least to myself, I'll start singing and it's like my voice morphed to sound just like the real singer, it was strange. I can sing like my favorite artists, me being the music lover I secretly am, I love it. I just find it fairly peculiar that it happened on the day that I admitted to myself, that I was in love with Draco. I sigh and head to the room of requirement, knowing something big was going to happen tonight, considering Draco's hurt, and fearful demeanor, it was going to be bad. I sat down and waited for Draco to get here. Thinking about the music on my Ipod, it's my salvation, and I love it. I sigh when I hear Draco walk in. The air gets awkward, until he clears his throat and says, "I don't think we should do this anymore." I sigh and d walking out of the room, to conceal my tears. I couldn't have Draco knowing how much I loved being close to him. I sighed quietly waling back to my dorm thinking about the perfect song to describe my feelings right now. When I get to my dorm I curl up ad cry on my bed thinking about how much I tried not to love Draco, for fear of this happening, what good did that do, I loved Draco more than my own life. I sighed falling into a dreamless sleep.
One Week Later
Harry's P.O.V.
I looked around the common room, everyone was gone for the holidays... Oh yeah did I mention it's Christmas today... No... well anyways, sine everyone's gone, I decide to walk down to the lake. I had thought that bringing my Ipod was a good idea, in some ways it was and in some it wasn't you'll understand that later. Anyways I go to the lake and decide to transform my Ipod into a speaker and play the song trying not to love you by Nickelback, and I use a bit f magic to make a water version of the beautiful Draco Malfoy, I then sing,
"You call to me, and I fall at your feet"
I then fall to my knees in front of the water version of whom I was really singing to
"How could anyone ask for more?
And our time apart, like knives in my heart"
I make stabbing motions at my heart
"How could anyone ask for more?
But if there's a pill to help me forget,
God knows I haven't found it yet
But I'm dying to, God I'm trying to"
I make myself look exasperated.
"'Cause trying not to love you, only goes so far
And trying not to need you, is tearing me apart"
I pull at my shirt as if it's tearing at my skin
"Can't see the silver lining, from down here on the floor
And I just keep on trying, but I don't know what for
'Cause trying not to love you
Only makes me love you more
Only makes me love you more"
I make a heart with my hands while standing up
"And this kind of pain, only time takes away
That's why it's harder to let you go (That's why it's harder to let you go)
And nothing I can do, without thinking of you
That's why it's harder to let you go (That's why it's harder to let you go)"
I act exasperated again
"But if there's a pill to help me forget,
God knows I haven't found it yet
But I'm dying to, God I'm trying to"
'Cause trying not to love you, only goes so far
Trying not to need you, is tearing me apart
I do the tearing motions again
Can't see the silver lining, from down here on the floor
And I just keep on trying, but I don't know what for
'Cause trying not to love you
Only makes me love you more"
I make a heart with my hands
"So I sit here divided, just talking to myself
Was it something that I did?
Was there somebody else?"
Before I could sing the rest I heard a very familiar Slyherin finish with,
"When a voice from behind me, that was fighting back tears
Sat right down beside me, whispered right in my ear
Said, I've been dying to tell you
That trying not to love you, only went so far
Trying not to need you, was tearing me apart
Now I see the silver lining, from what we're fighting for
We just keep on trying, we could be much more
'Cause trying not to love you
Oh, yeah, trying not to love you
Only makes me love you more
Only makes me love you more"
I stood up and glared at him and spat out the words, "go away Malfoy I don't want your pity." He shook his head and pointed his wand at the speaker and a new song, much faster, started playing he stood up and started singing with the voices matching pitch perfectly,
"You are my everything
You taught me how to sing
You took a chance on me
Opened my heart to see
You have the golden key
That simply sets me free
You are my only hope
The one I need the most
You are my light in dark
The ever-shining spark
You are my other half
You always make me laugh
You are my dearest friend
Forever until the end
We're simply meant to be
For it is clear to see
(Fallin, fallin, fallin, fallin, fallin, fallin, fa-a-a-all)
I'm so in love with you
I'm lovestruck
And all the things you do
It's a lovestruck
I know you'll get me through
In the lovestruck
I was living in hell
Until you casted your spell
I'm so in love with you
I'm lovestruck
And all the things you do
It's a lovestruck
I know you'll get me through
In the lovestruck
Oh La-la-la-la, la-la-la-la Lovestruck
I can't see myself without you
Now that I've had a taste
Every time I close my eyes
I feel your lips, I see your face
I'm taking back every hateful thing
I ever said about love
I realize I need it
And baby, you're the one
I only smile when I'm with you
I spend all day missing you
I'm lovestruck, in your head
Every thought, every breath
You've turned this boy
Into a man
I promise I'll love you like no one can
Here we are, hand-in-hand
My dream came true
Now I'm your man
(Fallin, fallin, fallin, fallin, fallin, fallin, fa-a-a-all)
I'm so in love with you
I'm lovestruck
And all the things you do
It's a lovestruck
I know you'll get me through
In the lovestruck
I was living in hell
Until you casted your spell
I'm so in love with you
I'm lovestruck
And all the things you do
It's a lovestruck
I know you'll get me through
In the lovestruck
Oh La-la-la-la, la-la-la-la Lovestruck
I want to scream into this world
That you are my one only girl
I was a fool and jaded too
Before I fell in love with you
So in love with you, So in love with you
I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling in love
Lovestruck
I'm so in love with you
I'm lovestruck
And all the things you do
It's a lovestruck
I know you'll get me through
In the lovestruck
I was living in hell
Until you casted your spell
I'm so in love with you
I'm lovestruck
And all the things you do
It's a lovestruck
I know you'll get me through
In the lovestruck
Oh La-la-la-la, la-la-la-la Lovestruck
Cupid caught me when I let down my guard
Who know it was so great? Who know I'd fall this hard?
We can run away, and never look back
Forget about our past, The future's what we have..."
I glared at him and said, "well congrats to whomever the girl is." I tried to walk off, but he gave and exasperated sigh and turned me around, and kissed me right on the lips, right where we were standing I wanted to kiss him back, but instead I forced myself to pull away, to many questions on my mind to ignore them. He looked at me and said, "I Draco Lucius Malfoy, am completely and irrevocably in love with you Harry James Potter." He then walked to the castle, leaving me there dumbfounded, and smiling like an idiot.