I own nothing, sadly but here is another chapter for those who read this fanfiction. Thanks for you guys. I would love some reviews and ideas, cause I have no idea where I want to go with this one. I hope to be posting regularly now. School had me really busy but it is all better now.

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Magnus left the room to get some cookies and some more tea for all of them. From the kitchen he could hear Alec's comforting words and Isabelle's sobbing.
Magnus wished he would have been closer to his sister, maybe then they would still be in contact and Alec would know more of his past and his family.
His boyfriends voice broke him out of his thoughts; "Izzy, tell me what's wrong. Who hurt you? What did he do?"

To which she replied "It's not Simon. It's me, I did something stupid and I need to fix it. Please let me make it up." Her sobbing grew stronger again and Magnus knew he that Alec had no clue what was wrong.

"Who do you have to make it up to?"

"To you!"

A long break, nobody spoke and Alec looked up to see Magnus standing in the kitchen with the tray of cookies and tea. "Magnus come sit with us", Alec said, "you don't have to keep standing there love."
Alec the always considerate boyfriend, brother or mainly just the considerate person.

"Isabelle", he continued, "eat something. You look exhausted and eating something will calm you."
Turning to the warlock he asked "Are those the mint cookies you baked?"

"No sweetie, those are the chocolate chip ones, the mint ones are still in the pantry, if you want I can get them", Magnus said while already standing up.
Alec was faster and pushed him back down and reported "I'll get them." A silent conversation went through them and Alec left for the kitchen.

Magnus knew why Alec wanted to leave this scenario real quick, he didn't understand what was going on so he needed a minute to figure out what his sister was talking about.

"He hates me. He can't even be in the same room as me." Isabelle's crying got faster and she hiccupped in between.
"Oh Izzy, sweetheart. This had nothing to do with you. Alec just needs a moment, I don't think he knows what you are talking about."
Isabelle just kept on sobbing and pulling on her shirt.

Alec came back with some mint cookies and stopped to get a blanket. He put the blanket over Isabelle and the mint cookies in front of her with the comment "Your favorite."

Isabelle took one and ate them quietly, while Alec sat between her and Magnus. He took his boyfriends hand and looked at his sister. As it was clear that she wasn't going to say anything he looked at Magnus and asked him "How was your day?"

Magnus looked at him for a few seconds, a hint of shock in those cat eyes but replied none the less "It was quite good." After a short pause he added "And yours?"

"It was Ok. What did you do all day?"

"Ehm.. I was looking through some new blogs stating the newest fashion trends and how to upgrade your apartment."

"You want to do it?"

"Huh?"

"Upgrade the apartment."

"Ehm, maybe. I am not really sure. I mean it is your apartment too. I wouldn't want to do something without asking you first."

"We'll look through it alright. I just want to know what you are talking about."
That part he said to his sister who had watched the exchange between them with interest.

"Don't get mad at me when I tell you."

"I promise, I will stay calm throughout everything."

"Okay, I want to be the one, no, I need to be the one to give you that blood."

Magnus could see Alec's breathing grow quicker for a split second and his hand squeezing harder on Magnus's' hand before he caught himself and loosened it again.

"And who is making you do this. If it is Jace I will kill him. Or mom.
It's that vampire boyfriend of yours isn't it. I will strangle him."

"I am not here because anyone forced me to be here."

"Then why were you crying Isabelle. You don't cry when you want to give something to someone. You actually never cry."

Alec was getting worked up now, so to keep his promise to his little sister Magnus squeezed his boyfriends hand lightly and saw Alec realize his temper and slowed down his breathing to calm down.

"Because I know what you did."

"Excuse me?"

"The Forgetting Potion."

"What potion?" Alec exclaimed but Magnus saw a small flicker of recognition go through his eyes.

"The one you gave me after that … that thing… the last time we were at the lake in Idris."

"Izzy we spent your 11th birthday there. What incident are you talking about? That Max fell in your cake?"

"Not that time Alec, don't play dumb! When I was 12. And there were these boys who … touched me… "

By then Isabelle was a crying mess again and Magnus wanted to hug her so badly, but he knew he had to keep holding Alecs' hand to keep him from throwing a fit.

"Isabelle… I don't know.. what?"

"Alec please don't deny it. I know all about it. I found the bottle and the contract and the bikini and it all came back."

"How did you-?"

"Find it? I went through some old boxes in the attic, to maybe find some stuff that I could put in my bedroom to make it more homy, and then I found a box that said, 'Alec's don't open'. So I thought you must have forgotten it but you know I was curious and opened it, thinking I could find some porn or so that I could blackmail you with, or some weird pictures of Magnus, but I found those things.
Isabelle cried and Alec just looked shocked and hadn't moved or blinked in at least 2 minutes.
"I thought it was weird that you had a bikini, my bikini, so I touched it and like all those memories came back."

Isabelle stared at her brother as did Magnus but Alec just stared in shock.

"Alec dear, are you okay?"

"Alec please don't hate me. I love you."

Alec slowly let go of Magnus hand and hugged Isabelle and said "I love you too."

As he let go he said "You should have never found that box. I should have brought it here with me, but I completely forgot I still had it up there. Don't worry Isabelle, Magnus can probably make you a new one, can't you love?"

"I can if that is what Izzy wants."

"Of course she-"

"NO!" Isabelle exclaimed. "I mean I don't want to forget, I want to be the one to give you the blood."

"Isabelle we already talked about this I don't want to be in your debt forever. I love you too much for that."

"Alec don't you see that I am in your debt."

"No I don't."

"Why? Why not? Why did you make me forget?"

At this Alec shouted "Because I didn't want you to live your life with that knowledge that there are so many assholes in the world, you were 12 Izzy. I couldn't let you run around afraid of everyone you see. I wanted you to enjoy your life, find a nice guy and not be afraid that he is gonna be an asshole. I always wanted you to be happy, especially because mom and dad were never around and we never had friends except each other. I had the possibility to make you forget and be happy again so I took it. It was one of the best decisions I ever made."

"Alec I could have dealt with it. I am stronger than everyone thinks."

"I know that Isabelle, but you looked so broken after that. I never saw you like that and you weren't even excited anymore if we trained something new. You were starting to grow afraid of the world and I couldn't let that happen. "
Tears were glistening in his eyes and as he continued his voice kept breaking, "So I can't take your blood, what if we would have one of our little fights again, I couldn't participate because I would be in your debt. I would always rush to find you if you only even had trouble with a jar of pickles or so. I don't want to burden you."

"Alec don't you see, you already do those things. Not because you are in my debt or because you want to protect me but because you are a brilliant person. Alec I know I can always count on you if I need you, so please let me do this, so that you know I am always there for you. Please"

Alec looked at his sister, than at Magnus then back at his sister. "I will consider it okay?"

"Thank you" with that they hugged and the tears seem to have dissolved from his sisters eyes.

"Alec just one question, why did you keep the bikini, I don't think it would have any value to you would it?"

"Well the memories had to be put into something, you can't just forget them and they are out of this world, they had to be put into something, best would be in something that was part of the events so the forgetting would be so much stronger. So I chose that, so you really had no recognition of those events. So when you touched it they all came back, because you were the one who forget and it was your memories. I was stupid to not have them put away more safely."

"No it was fine, if I hadn't gotten the stupid idea to go look for something up in that scary attic full of spiders, I probably would have never found it. And I am sorry that you had to give up your favorite blade for me."

"For you anything 'Issalina'"

She laughed and a grin spread over Alec's face.