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R POV

Well, the girls, Edward and I just had an evening out on the town. It was the bee's knees! Alice had us all get dolled up, wearing cosmetics and the fanciest clothing. We saw a wonderful new picture, The Circus, with the hilarious Charlie Chaplin. I feel the happiest since before Carlisle turned me nearly ten years ago. I got to do the perfectly human things, see a picture with my friends and socialize with decent people.

Everyone thinks I am getting along so well as a dancer, I even have Edward all balled up in it. I love the attention, especially from men, but it doesn't have the meaning I wish it did. Ever since Royce left me for dead in that alley, I have been terrified of falling for someone again, yet desperate for the sense of security. I am one messed up doll.

The dancing is something I think I would have gotten into even if I was still human, my beauty and love of attention would have made this a natural choice, seeing how independent I always was, and still am. Sometimes while I am performing with Alice and Bella, my head is a million miles away, wondering if any man would ever be happy with us, the way Alice says. The one thing I have learned in life is that people cannot be trusted with everything you've got or else they will take it and break you as they run.

It's getting late, about 11:30, and I need to start getting ready for tonight's show. I put on the dress and apply the stage make up Alice is so fond of. I say we don't need any, but of course Alice is an unstoppable force of nature. Soon Alice and Bella are in my room and we put up each other's hair into our classic looks. Alice and Bella look sensual as always, but they can never outlook my perfection. We chat as we wait, and it is apparent that everyone had a great time out in the real world.

"I think that we worry about things too much and should take the time to socialize more often. What do you girls think?" I ask.

"Oh, definitely Rosie! We can have so much fun. Only if Edward didn't obsess over the fact of what we are, we could be the socialites of Chicago." Alice gushes, and I can tell she is planning our future outings already.

"I love going out on the town. Seeing pictures is so much fun, I can forget who I am for a moment and just enjoy the lives on the screen." Bella agrees, looking happier than I have ever seen her.

"We need to talk to Edward about this. There is no reason why we can't build a life outside of the clubs and saloons. We are not objects here to entertain men's simple needs: we deserve to have our own fun." I say, being bold.

"Rosie, I never realized how you truly felt about what we are doing. If you are unhappy we can tell Edward right away and we'll go someplace new and find a new way of living." Alice says, it is clear that I hid my feelings well these three years.

Edward's voice interrupts our conversation, calling us out on stage.

"Another time Alice, we don't need to worry him right away." I tell her, pushing her tiny body out the door to the stage.

Smiling most alluringly, I follow Bella to the stage, beginning our act. I put even more swing to my hips, feeling rejuvenated by today's activities. The crowd of detestable men is going wild, their hearts pounding so hard I can hear it on the stage. I always make it a point to avoid looking directly at any of the people, or else I lose my focus.

The music slows and Bella and I closely embrace as I pull my bun out to let my glorious hair hide our faces. I giggle and make a funny face at Bella who sticks out her tongue like a five year old. We are definitely giddy tonight, and I hope the poor fellows who get stuck with us can live through the coming affair.

We follow an overjoyed Alice into the crowded room, seeing who she mentally found for us.

"Rosalie, your man is Chester, the curly haired blond with freckles. Bella, his buddy is Arnold, with the longer hair and cutest nose I ever saw. I have their other friend, Franklin, who appears to be bald or shaved his head." Alice whispers leading us to the back corner where the gentlemen await us.

Chester is definitely attractive and I cannot wait to feel his hands on my waist. I absolutely love the warm feeling of a man's hands gripping me there, it is almost enough to get me to climax.

"Hello there." I whisper, settling into his lap. The curly hair is perfect, brushing against my face as I lean into his ear.

"How are you, darling?" He asks, doing the one thing I needed, gripping the waist. I can tell I will like him already.

"Better every second with you," I reply, ever so softly nibbling his ear. "Care for a private show?"

"With you? Of course, it would absolutely make my evening." He replies, breath catching as his heart pounds harder still.

"$250 and I'm yours," I whisper again, already standing up.

"Lead the way, my beautiful flapper."

I take him to my suite and practically throw him on the bed. "Are you ready for the best you ever will have?" I ask, stripping down the rest of the way, indicating for him to follow suit.

"As ready as I will ever be," Chester answers, pulling me into his warm body, gripping my waist.

I feel his dick lengthen and harden as I kiss him eagerly. We stand grabbing each other for a few minutes, enjoying the taste of each other. Finally I can wait no longer and push him to the bed, straddling his strong body. His hands grip my waist as I sit on top of him, kissing his neck, careful to avoid the vein that throbs and calls to me.

We will need to feed soon, perhaps tomorrow night, I hadn't realized how thirsty I was. The other hunger, the hunger for a man's touch was so great I finally was able to ignore the bloodlust.

I kiss his strong muscled chest, moving my way down to his dick. I lick around the base, the pooling of blood both calling to me and turning me on. I absolutely love when a man is in my mouth, the taste is so unique and tangy. He moans as I take the throbbing length in my mouth, licking the underside as I envelop the whole thing. I can tell he is very near to coming, so I move it out of my mouth and quickly slam him into me. I thrust as quickly and hard as I can without crushing the wonderful man. His hands grip my waist as his thrusts match mine. He comes way before I do and we slow down to a stop just as I am getting really heated up.

I pant as I lay down next to him, and he wraps one arm around my waist, the other softly cups my firm breast. After a minute of rest, he starts kissing my cheek. "Are you ready for more?" I ask, delighted.

"Only if you are," he tells me, kissing my lips hungrily.

"One condition-you don't stop until I come this time." I say, kissing him back.

I guess he agreed to that because I was pinned to the bed this time, his strong legs gripping me as he continues kissing me. I run my fingers through the luscious curls Alice must have known I would love. His hands softly massage my breasts. He takes my nipples in his fingers, gently tugging and I gasp, bucking my hips into him. No man has ever turned me on quite like Chester. I decide I cannot tie him up, like I usually do to willing customers, his hands are like two miracles. He moves his mouth down to my one breast, still working the other with a hand. He kisses tenderly all the way around the breast, finally kissing the nipple. His tongue licks it and flicks it around and I moan loudly and call out his name.

He can tell I must be getting close to coming because he inserts himself into me, thrusting deep and slow. I meet him every time, enjoying the slow pace for once. Chester is showing me a whole new way to make love. He grips my waist, fingers attempting to dig into my granite-solid skin as he finishes me off. I moan as loud as I can with my orgasm, shaking slightly under him.

We lay next to each other, cuddling for a bit. I regret telling him he must go, taking in every second of him as he dresses.

"Chester, you are truly the bee's knees. One of a kind and beautiful, the way men are supposed to be."

"Thank you Rosalie, you showed me that it is natural to love women. Before tonight I had been ashamed of coming into places like this and watching girls perform on stage. You are so special."

"Aw, don't thank me I am just doing my job." I say, leading him out of the building. I return to my room to quickly dress before going to Bella's room to chat.

"Rose! We heard you and Chester! Please tell us everything." Alice exclaims as I enter the room.

"We did make a lot of noise, didn't we? What can I say--that man's hands melted me like butter. I have never been so happy during a job in my life." I tell them, not able to contain the smile on my face.

"Does this mean you do have feelings for other people after all?" Bella jokes, clearly happy for me. I have always just accepted the looks and the touches, never really enjoying the moment.

"I suppose I do, and for all these years I thought I was totally self-centered," I laugh, relaxing into one of her armchairs.

We talk in this manner until the sun comes up, like always.

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