HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN TO ME?
CHAPTER 4
Who was she suppost to believe, she was looking into
the eyes of the man she loved.All she saw there was tenderness, love and,
a little fear right under the surface. Probably because he was afraid that
she would believe her sister over him and. take his unborn child away.
She would never do that.He should know her better than that.
She reached out and touched his face. His skin was so soft. He still looked so scared. She kissed his cheek something he did often to comfort her. She pulled him close to her stroking his hair and, telling him that everything would be alright.
She drifted into a memory. She thought about why tommy
and, her had broken up. She always said it was because she needed to be
independent but, that wasn't entirely true. She did want independence
but, she also wanted to be normal. I mean she loved Tommy but, when they
went out together people yelled, sneered, mocked her as her and, Tommy
wanted by. She recieved hate emails, letters and graffity on her house,
car, etc.
People were insane with anger that it was her and, not them that was on his arm.She knew there were just jealous but, no matter how many people told her." it doesn't matter what anyone else thinks. It's about what what you think." She still cared what people thought. And this is way she broke up with Tommy.
She loved Tommy as much as she could but, her shame about what people thought about her was to much to handle. So she had met this man named Eric Wills. He was cute about six foot five with longish blonde hair and big green and a nice build. but the best part was that he was normal, no fame, no furtune and, no one knew who he was that was the best part.
So she decide to go out with him. Little did she know her lil Tommy Q was the jealous type. So everyone in the world knew the name Eric Wills after Tommy walked in to the restaraunt and, kicked his ass all over the place.
She was mad at Tommy for causing her first attempt at being normal
to be in every magazine and newspaper across Canada and the united States.
So Tommy and, Jude had a huge fight about him ruining her life. And causing
Eric to run for cover not taking any of her calls anymore. Tommy was
very angry," how can you get mad at me for you cheating on me?" He wanted
to know. She was so angry that he didn't understand her that she left.
She just walked out on there life together. No clothes or, personal
blongings she just left it all.
She thought about going back sometimes but, she couldn't.
As a matter of fact he begged her to come back home but, she refused.
Until she found out that she was pregnant and when he asked then she
decide that maybe there realationship was worth another try. She needed
him to help her get through it all. After she took him back the rumors
started to fly.
She came out of her thoughts and, back to the present.
jude-tommy I believe you. I do. she said to his doubtful look.
sadie has done me wrong when it comes to you just too mant times,
for me to let her come in between us agian. Okay? she said pulling
his face towards hers, looking deeply in to his eyes and than finally
kissed him passionately. When they finally broke apart he looked at
her and thought about how lucky he was to have such a loving anf trusting
girlfriend who was about to have he his baby. To bad he didn't deserve
her.