College Chapter 4, a high school musical fanfic

the last chapter don't know yet

Sharpay sat up in bed she heard the screeching of ambulance sirens. She pulled on her robe and slipped into her shoes and ran down the dark hallway and down the stairs to see what had happened.

When she reached the bottom what she saw was the scariest thing she had ever seen in her life. On the stretcher laid…….. (Sorry just love to keep you in suspense)

Troy.

She ran up to the stretcher and put her hand on top of his. Jason walked to her, "What happened?" she asked

"He collapsed. He might have told you; the summer before you got together he had cancer. He went into remission. Then he came out of remission and had a bone marrow transplant. I think his BMT, failed on him."

"He never told me that he had cancer." She sobbed.

"I'm sorry I might be wrong his BMT might not have failed, that's up to the doctors to tell us."

"Yeah." The paramedics came to push him off, "Can I come I'm his fiancé."

"Sure."

Sharpay sat in the waiting room. She thought about the irony. They had gotten together in a hospital and now their life together would end in a hospital.

Every time she saw a doctor she would jump up just in case they had news about Troy. Finally, a doctor came with the news.

"I'm sorry but his BMT has failed. I give him about a month." (Don't kill me!) Then the flood gaits opened and all the tears Sharpay had been holding in since she saw Troy lying on the stretcher spilled. Suddenly, she felt someone holding her trying to comfort her. She looked up into Jason's dark brown eyes. He pushed her hair behind her ear and hugged her tightly.

The days turned to weeks and the weeks turned into a month. Then she awoke to the loud buzzing of a monitor. "No! No!" she began to scream. The heart monitor screamed as if laughing at her because she had lost the only person she had ever loved. She stood up and ran down the hall and went into the room she always went to when she couldn't stand to see Troy in pain. She pulled open the large door and sat down at the paino and began to sing a song she had been writing since Troy was hospitalized

(I know she didn't write this song I just really like this song and it relates to her right now.)

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same dang thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you

She stood up and walked back to Troy's room. He was covered up and the monitor was no longer screaming. Once again her eyes filled with tears and she collapsed on the floor. Jason walked in and helped her up and hugged her. Over the last few weeks they had gotten extremely close. They didn't like each other for more than friends but at that moment that's what Sharpay needed more than anything a friend.

The rest of the day passed in a blur. When the day came to bury Troy Sharpay stared at the dark hole she couldn't watch it but she knew she had to, for Troy. She heard the dirt hit the top of the coffin. Then her head started to spin. Her legs began to feel like jell-o. Then everything went black the next thing she knew Jason was sitting beside her on a bench.

"Finally, you're awake. You need to lay off the fries." He teased trying to cheer her up. She didn't even smile.

"Bye, I need to get home." She stood up and walked off. Jason sat there.

Each day seemed to get better for Sharpay she sang happier songs each day. She remembered something Ryan had told her after she told him the news, 'The first year is the hardest because there is a year of firsts to deal with.' As the year drove on Sharpay never dated she only focused on one thing and that was trying to live life to the fullest because if it was one thing she learned from Troy's death it was that you never know what day will be your last. A year after Troy's death Jason came to visit and took her to the karaoke club where Troy had proposed to her. She didn't break down instead she got up and sang a song just fro him.

"Found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams

It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even when it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That someone's watching over
Someone's watching over
Someone's watching over me

Someone's watching over me"

And she could have swore when she finished the song she saw Troy sitting in the front row clapping for her.