SORRY I HAVEN'T UPDATED LATELY, I'VE BEEN SO BIZZY.
WITH TEST AND THE HSPA PROJECTS.
LIFE'S BEEN A LIVING HELL.
CHAPTER 4
"Hey Raven." Goth smiled at her as he came into the command room. Raven was lying on the couch, looking slightly pale. "Hey? You okay?" Goth sat next to her, taking her into his arms.
"Morning sickness." Was the only thing she could squeak out before she felt like she was going to gag again.
"You doing okay Raven?" Robin had just walked into the room to get dinner started. "Oh, hey, Goth." Robin walked up to the two, seeing Raven cling to the kitchen garbage can what was beyond half way full of throw up. "You hungry Raven?"
"Starving."
Raven crocked out just as she felt something coming up her throat.
The two boys turning their heads in disguise at the scene. When she
was done, Robin gently petted threw her hair, trying to find some way
to make her feel better.
"Hopefully you'll be able to hold
down dinner." Robin smiled weakly at her, knowing it wasn't going
to happen. "You want to stay for dinner Goth?" Goth nodded his
head as his attention went back to Raven. Robin left the two and
started dinner.
"So, when the throwing up start?" Goth looked down at her feeling sorry for her.
"This morning." Raven replied tiredly, as she snuggled into him. She was beyond tired and weak to be able to do anything.
"Has Beast Boy been doing anything to help you?"
"No. He's a fucking jerk." Raven voice filled with anger as she nails dug into his body.
"RAVEN! The NAILS!" Goth screeched in pain as he pried her hands away from his body.
"Sorry." Raven gave a weak reply as she looked up at him.
"Just don't tell me the mood swings have already kicked in." Goth tried to make it sound like a joke.
"Mood Swings! She's always having mood swings, pregnant or not." Beast Boy had just walked in with Terra right behind him. Raven immediately clang to Goth again just from hearing his voice.
"Since this is also your fault, shouldn't you be over here trying to make her feel better and be growing up since you're going to be a father." Goth glared at him angrily.
"Yeah right. Like I'm going to father a hoe's baster's child." Beast Boy walked right up to the two, as he yelled at Goth. Goth could feel her shiver in his arms as she seemed to coward at Beast Boy's presence. Goth tighten his grip around her, trying to make her feel more secure.
"You know Beast Boy, anyone can call themselves a father. But it takes cowage to be one." Goth was trying to stare him down.
"What ever. It isn't like Raven could ever be able to be a mother. Daffiest will take that kid from her in a second. She'll probably kill her kid, because she won't be able to handle it, she'll be a horror able mother." Beast Boy went right a head and yelled it right into Raven's ear, as she tried to cover her ears desperately, trying not to listen to him.
"Shut the fuck up." Goth immediately pushed him away from Raven, as Robin quickly ran over the commotion, placing himself in between Raven and Beast Boy.
"Back off now, Beast Boy!" Robin order him as he prepared himself, incase Beast Boy would attack.
"Why should I?"
Beast Boy looked at him unthreatened. As Terra stood behind him,
feeling out of place and unsure of what to do.
"If she has a
miscarriage, I'll have you charged with everything there is."
Robin glared at him will threatening eyes.
"Like you'll have any proof it's my fault. She's better off losing it, she'll never be a good mother!" Beast Boy yelled just as he grabbed Terra's hand and dragged her out of the room. His words thou echoed threw out Raven's head. She closed her eyes as she buried her face into Goth's shirt as he tried to sooth her.
Dinner had come and past, but Raven hadn't changed. She barely eat a thing on her plate and needed the boys' help to get back to her room. The two placed her in her room and left her to sleep.
"She's not
looking to good. Maybe you should bring her to the doctors tomorrow."
Goth looked over at Robin.
"Yeah, I should. Maybe she'll know
how to help her with the morning sickness." Robin looked down at
the ground as they continued towards the command room.
"Yeah." Goth
went back to looking at his feet. "I hope what he said didn't
effect her." Goth glance to the side as they passed a window with a
great view of the full moon.
"What do you mean?" Robin
glanced at him curiously.
"Him telling her that'll be a horror able mother, I hope she doesn't go thinking that and that it'll be best to get rid of it, just because he said so." Goth glanced over meeting Robin's eyes.
"Yeah, I hope so too. If she does then I don't know what to do, I want it to be her decision, no one else's."
The Next Morning.
Raven laid in her bed groaning, as she had just threw up her tea. Robin looked down at her sadly. He hated seeing her like this, she was weak and vulnerable.
"We're going to the doctors today, okay?" Robin only got a nod from her. He had tried everything he could think of that would stay settled in her stomach, but she just kept throwing it back up. He petted her hair just as he was about to leave.
"Robin?" Raven groan out with pain. Her throat had been destroyed from her stomach acid.
"What is it?" He said soothingly as he got closed to her, so she could talk gently.
"I want an abortion." She squeaked out before closing her eyes and turning her face not to meet his face.
"What?" Robin wanted to scream, but fought it back. He couldn't believe what he was hearing. "Raven are you sure this is what you want?" He sat himself on the bed next to her, forcing her to look at him. She just nodded a shameful nod. "Raven, why don't you think about it a little more longer, after what Beast Boy said last night, you really shouldn't believe what he's saying to you." Robin was willing to use any means to get her to reconsider.
"No, he's right I won't be a good mother." Raven looked down at her mattress.
"What are you talking about you'll be a great mother, you're responsible, caring, you can be like a mother to us some times." Robin smiled at her. Raven just wasn't processing what she was hearing, it was only Beast Boy's words that kept replaying in her head.
"I just can't take it." Raven squeaked out as Robin gently rubbed her back. "I can't do this for seven more months, I can't." Raven looked like she was on the break of tears.
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