Finally! I'm writing an actual lovey dovey chapter today. I can say that this story is sort of a love at first sight/forbidden love thing. Almost like Romeo and Juliet, but different. Yay! Enjoy.

Hikaru's POV

I woke up the next day, thinking about how I was going to secretly drag a prince around town without getting caught. I thought that I would maybe just take him through the forests, where we had less chance of getting caught.

Kaoru was a confusing boy. Cute, but confusing. Wait...what? I however, was starting to be afraid of myself. What if the feelings I've bottled up for so long, were finally coming out? I shivered at the thought of finally letting myself go. What if I wasn't ready yet? What if it messed up the life I've created? Like I always did.

I got dressed and headed out once more, but in the day this time. I was starting to get comfortable around Kaoru even though I really should be down on one knee in front of him, and not in the romantic kind of way. I suddenly remembered how to move my feet and go on with the short, but boring journey back to the forest.

If I were to be the person others had always wanted me to be, where would I have been? What would have happened if I was never even born? What would my life be like if I was still with my birth parents? What if I knew how to love? The one thing I never felt in my entire life.

My mind was too full. I let people convince me into the stupidest, and dangerous things just because I didn't know how to feel love or feel loved. Sometimes I felt like the only thing to help me was to go back to the start, but that wasn't possible. If it wasn't possible, then what was I to do?

Other times I wonder why I don't feel anything, even though I already know the answer. I just try to forget about that answer and sometimes I have to think back on it in order to remember. But I know that I could never truly forget the rough times growing up.

If I wasn't one to love, then who was I. I wasn't just a peasant boy either, no matter what anyone told me. I knew that I was more than that. I knew that I could be much greater than that. I wished that I could be like the knights in fairytales, but that was what they were. Just fairytales.

If my life was a fairytale, I was very sure that it wouldn't end well. I would end up being killed by the dragon, or be slayed for whatever reason. There were other times where I wondered if life was really real, or if I had just been asleep. But then I wake up to find that it wasn't just my imagination.

I suddenly stopped, realizing that I was at my destination. And I had been for a while. I had let my mind take over me once again. I rolled my eyes at myself, but knowing that I couldn't control what I thought. Or could I?

"Hikaru?" Kaoru's small voice came out from behind me. I turned around and smiled.

"Hey," I laughed at his shyness.

"You alright?" Kaoru asked with a small smile.

"Yes, you?" I asked back not knowing where this was going.

"I'm fine," Kaoru laughs softly.

"Let's go," I remembered what I wanted to show him.

"Where are we going?" Kaoru asked, staying behind me, as if he was hiding from someone.

"You'll see," I laughed.

"Wait..." Kaoru struggled before tripping and falling, and falling on top of me. I was shocked, trapped underneath him.

"Well, this isn't prince-like," I teased him.

"I know," Kaoru blushed. It was only then, when I realized that his face was only inches from mine.

Well, I'm glad that part's done. Do you want to see something from Kaoru's POV? Please tell me. Please review!