Lonesome

D-Chan: I'm trying real hard to update, but typing everything up is a long and boring process, The next chapter, I don't know if I previously wrote this, but I'm lazy as hell, so if it's not up soon it's cuz I didn't want to type it.

Flame: -grins- D-Chan doesn't own Furuba

My heart is lonesome

Cannot you hear it crying out to you?

Why don't you see me,

When I can see you so clearly?

Why do you mock me?

I can feel you, but you can't feel me.

I grin at the still sleeping cat as I enter the room once again "Wake up kitten, it's almost noon!" He stretches with his cat like grace in the sunlight spilling onto his bed from the window. I chuckle as he begins to purr loudly. I run my fingers through his hair and smile at his contented face "Come on, I made breakfast since everyone went out and didn't leave us any." He pops open an eye to look at me "Do I have to get up?" I shake my head "Nah… I'll bring it to you." Kyo opens his other eye and grins brightly at me.

I chuckle and head back downstairs to bring some breakfast up for the two of us. I come up to find him laid out on his stomach, legs kicking lazily into the air. He's chewing lightly on the end of a pen staring intently at a sheet of paper. He glances at me before turning back to the paper. I set the tray of food on his bedside table. I lay myself out half-next to him and partly leaning on him. I begin to read it over his shoulder "I like this one, can I have it?" He holds up the paper with a nod. I take it and push myself up to sit cross-legged on his bed.

He sits also and grabs the tray placing it between us. I fold the paper and put it in the back pocket of my tight black jeans. We sit quietly as we eat, he fidgets a bit but so do I. Neither of us knows what to make of last night. I can't help but wonder if I should just tell him. He glances up at me through his hair and I decide right then and there that I have to tell him "Kyo?" He lifts his head fully to look at me "Hm?" I bring a hand up to rub at the back of my neck "I… uh… Shigure left a note saying they wouldn't be back until late tonight, so do you want to go out some where and do something?" I'm mentally smacking myself 'You idiot! It was the perfect moment and you ruined it!'

He blinks at me then smiles sweetly and nods "Yeah I guess we can, better than being stuck in here when it's such a beautiful day outside." I nod dumbly seeing as I'm still off in the land of self-berating. He cocks his head at me that smile still on his face and stands grabbing the tray and placing the silverware on it. When he comes back from the kitchen he kicks me out of his room so he can get changed out of his pajamas and we head into town.

I tilt my head, sending him a cute little smile "Where do you want to go?" His brows draw together cutely as he thinks, but the look fades as he shrugs "Let's go to the park." My eyes widen ever so slightly "Are you sure? Last time I checked you said you were too old for the park." He shakes his head and smiles lightly, just a small quirk of the side of his lips "But you like to go, besides you like kids, why are you complaining?" My eyes widen briefly and I shake my head vehemently "NO! I'm not complaining! Let's go to the park!" He chuckles at me and I feel my heart skip a beat at the sound of it.

We sit quietly beneath a large tree watching the children run around playing. I smile in remembrance of our childhood as I watch a boy teasing a girl. I point "Kinda reminds me of you and Kagura, only the right way around." Kyo grimaces "Don't remind me." I chuckle "Remember when we were little?" Kyo scowls "Yeah, I promised to marry you so you'd never get lost, then Kagura forced me to say I'd marry her instead and she made you cry so I told her I changed my mind and she kicked my ass." I blink over at him curiously "She beat you up for that?"

He nods "She locked me in my room and wouldn't let me out when I called her a bitch, and didn't let me out until three days later when I promised not to sass her anymore, two days after that you met Yuki and forgot about me, so I swore to Kagura that I would marry her no matter what, but I refused to get the ring I had given you back and she really wanted it." I look down at my hand and pull a simple plastic ring with two plastic red stones on either side of a onyx stone off my finger "You mean this one?"

Kyo's eyes widen "You still have that?!" I chuckle, slipping the ring back onto my finger "I never forgot you Kyo, whenever Yuki asked why I never took off this ring I told him it was my engagement ring to you, he asked if you would be mad that I no longer hung out with you, I told him I hoped you would understand, if I had known what Kagura was doing to you I would have come back to try and scare her off."

Kyo shakes his head "It's alright; I had some what of a friend in her growing up. Don't get me wrong, I missed the hell out of you, but I eventually got over it." I grab a hold of his hand and lean in nuzzling affectionately behind his ear "You're a very understanding kitty." He gives a shudder of delight but blushes and turns bright red. "Haru, what are you doing?" I pull away "Whatever my heart tells me to do." He looks befuddled but his eyes widen as I lean in closer. I place my lips on his and watch as his eyes slowly close before I let my own follow his lead. No sooner are my eyes closed than a voice rings out "Fucking fags! Couple of monsters if you ask me!"

Kyo immediately pulls away and flies to his feet. It only takes him seconds to leg it across the playground. I begin to shake with anger "It's been awhile since Black Haru has come out to play." I turn to face the group of boys who had gathered around in front of us. A few of them flinch at the violent look I give them. I slowly stand up and while my jeans to get rid of any loose grass or dirt "Do you have any clue what that means?" I hiss at them. What I presume is the leader smirks "That you're a fucking flaming faggot?" I send a deadly smirk his way "Yup, with a …killer… split personality!" A few boys look worried and take a few steps back preparing to run if necessary.

I take one slow step forward and three of them book it. I give a toothy grin and pull my fist back slinging it into the lead guys face. He falls onto the guy behind him; his lip split wide open and nose bleeding profusely. The guy holding him up is quick to drop him and take off running. The two remaining fly at me in their fury. I reach up grabbing a low tree limb swinging back and throw out my feet to connect with their faces on the forward swing. They fall back and I drop down "I guess now would be too late to tell you I'm a black belt in Martial Arts?" They groan.

Black Haru slowly dissipates and I rub my head "Hmrph." I take off running in the direction I had seen Kyo run in "Why do you leave my heart so lonesome Kyo?"