*Dahvies POV*
I opened the door to Jayys room slowly. I really have no clue what has him so chocked up. I quietly stuck my head in. "Jayybear? Please talk to m-"my sentence was cut short as gasp escaped my lips. Jayy was sitting on his bed, shaking and sobbing uncontrollably. I guess his cries drowned everything out because he was currently unaware of my presence in his room. He was curled up in the top corner of his bed, up by his pillow. He was facing away from the door and looked to be focused on something in his hand. The lights were off but he had a small little lamp turned on next to him. That's all I needed. The light from the lamp shined off of a metal object tucked away in Jayys trembling hand. I felt my bottom lip being to quiver. A tear slowly rolled down my cheek. A blade. Jayy was holding a razor blade. Was it really that bad? Bad enough to make him cut? Why can't he just talk to me?!..I watched as he gently glided the blade over his wrist. I felt my body shake in fear..but he hasn't cut yet..i still have a chance to stop him. "Jayy Von Monroe put that blade down this very second" I said in a stern yet calm voice. The last thing I wanted to do was scare him and cause him to add pressure. Jayys head spun around and I heard the blade hit the floor. He dropped it..oh thank god ,. The look on Jayys face showed the same fear as the look of a deer caught in the headlights. Hmm..guess he really didn't hear me come in. The room fell silent. Jayys cries stopped abruptly out of shock. I just stood there..looking at Jayy..tears silently falling from my eyes. I walked around the bed and picked up the blade and put it in my back pocket..obviously careful not to cut my butt..cuz that would suck like hell x; but I was not taking the chance of letting Jayy get a hold of it again. "Jayy?..Why?..Why would you even let that cross your mind?" I asked, my voice cracking every once in a while. He shook his head as he put it in his hands "I-m..I-Im..Im so sorry Dahvie" he cried as a round of sobs washed over him again. I gently place my hand on the small of his back and rubbed a few soothing circles before pulling him into my lap. Within seconds Jayy wrapped his arms around me and sobbed into my shoulder. We sat like that for a while..rocking back and forth until Jayy was calm enough to talk. "Jayy? Im not letting you get away this time..this is going too far..you tell me everything..whats so bad that you can't tell me this time?" I asked..i wasn't gonna let it be put off any longer. I patiently waited for his answer. "I love you.." was all Jayy managed to answer. "You know I love you too Jayybear, but please tell me whats bugging you" I kissed the top of his head, not knowing how that answered anything. "That's the thing Dahvie..i love you..i actually LOVE you." Jayy whispered as he turned away from me and tried to get off of my lap but I held him down. "what are you saying Jayy?" I asked..is it possible? That the love of my life actually..loves me back? Ohmaiigod x; "im saying that I love you David Jesus Torres. Ive loved you from the minute I met you. Ive loved you for every single day that ive known you. I love you right now and ill love you till the day I die. but youre straight, I know that i have no chance with you. I know that you love me as a brother. That's why I didn't want to tell you. Because now..now you're probably disgusted with me. So please..just leave me alone." I listened in shock..absorbing everything that was saying..it all made sense now. Once again Jayy was trying to get off of my lap, but I just couldn't let him go. He was crying again..crying in obvious embarrassment and self shame. I can only imagine how hes feeling right now. And me staying quiet really isn't helping. "Let me go!" Jayy cried in a chocked up voice "please Dahvie! Just let m-" I cut him off by quickly turning him around and crashing my lips into his. He didn't kiss back at first. But once he realized what was going on, he did. Our lips moved completely in sync. It felt so perfect. So right. So..complete. I slowly pulled away to see the look of shock rest upon Jayys beautiful face. "I feel the exact same way..ive felt like this for a while now..i thought I was straight, but now im sure that im not. I love you Jeremy Brian Griffis. With all my heart. So please? Please be mine?"..i spilled my heart out and if felt so good. I bit my lip waiting for his answer. Was that too fast? Too soon? Oh god please don't let me scare him away l; my doubts soon faded away when Jayy nod with a true smile playing across his face. "I love you so much Dahvie" was all he said before crashing our lips together once again. but this time, as a couple. I can't believe it. the love of my life is mine..and I just couldn't be happier3