How do you decide between two amazing guys? Chapter 4 A little Bit Stronger, a camp rock fanfic

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It goes silent.

I don't say anything, how can I?

"Mitchie? Please say something." He pleads

Only three words come to mind when I think of what to say to him back.

"How dare you" I spat.

He has no right to say those things to me after the way he's treated me, dragging my heart around and expecting me to still love him.

He obviously didn't agree.

The look on his face was of hurt and anger.

Good, for once I'm calling the shots and he just has to deal with it, he's not getting any sympathy from me.

I grab Liam's hand and drag him, past Shane, and out the door.

My head is still swimming with emotions as I walk, Liam still in tow.

I don't stop until I reach the lake, which admittedly wasn't that long a walk.

And I collapse on the ground and cry.

I let it all out, and Liam is there with his arms around me reassuring me it's all gonna be okay.

From that moment I was going to forget about Shane, and all he ever meant to me.

I will come out stronger on the other side.

This gives me an idea for a song.

"Help me write a song?" I ask suddenly.

"Sure, why not"

I always have my song book and a pen with me in case inspiration suddenly strikes.

So we sit there for about an hour, him with his guitar that he had gone to get and me singing.

It was absolute bliss, but it wasn't enough.

I needed more.

I needed one more song to let it out,

But I couldn't write it with Liam.

I needed my girls for this.

Once our song is perfected.

I tell him what I have to do

I kiss him goodbye and run off to find my girls.

Pyjama Jam is only two days away, and I know it might be a little weird letting out all my emotions out when everyone's in their pyjamas but I'm hoping the second song I sing will lighten the mood.

Two days wasn't long to rehearse a song for a group so we were like hermits both days, and the only time I got to see Liam was when I went on a coffee run, and even that was only a three minute talk, if that.

The night had finally arrived and I was pumped for the performance, as were Caitlin, Tess, Peggy, and Ella.

Once again Connect 3 was opening up and of course Shane chose to sing about me.

Which made me upset all over again, but with Liam by my side I sure felt a lot better.

Oohhhh oh, oh...

It never crossed my mind at all.
It's what I tell myself.
What we had has come and gone.
You're better off with someone else.
It's for the best, I know it is.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
what I feel inside,
and I turn around.
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out.

Tell me why it's so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you...

Memories, supposed to fade.
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go.
Didn't think it'd be this hard.
Should be strong, movin' on.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
what I feel inside.
And I turn around,
you're with him now.
I just can't figure it out.

Tell me why it's so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.

Maybe I regret everything I said,
No way to take it all back, yeah...
Now I'm on my own...
How I let you go, I'll never understand.
I'll never understand, yeah, Oohhhh...
Oohhhh, Oohhhh, Oohhhh...
Oohhhh, Oohhhh, Oohhhh.

Tell me why it's so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.

Tell me why it's so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
And I really don't know what to do.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you, Oohhhh...

He always knows how to ruin what should have been the perfect night, but I'll show him.

I get up on stage, and start singing the song that I wrote with Liam, not needing any words to introduce what or who I was singing for; I think it was fairly obvious to every one.

Woke up late today, and I still feel the sting of the pain.
But I brushed my teeth anyway,

I got dressed through the mess and put a smile on my face.
I got a little bit stronger.

Riding in the car to work, and I'm trying to ignore the hurt.
So I turned on the radio, Stupid song made me think of you,
I listened to it for minute, but then I changed it.
I'm getting a little bit stronger, just a little bit stronger.

And I'm done hopin that we can work it out,
I'm done with how it feels, spinnin my wheels
Lettin you drag my heart around.
And ohhh
And I'm done thinkin, that you could ever change.
I know my heart will never be the same,
but I'm tellin myself I'll be okay.
Even on my weakest days, I get a little bit stronger.

It doesn't happen over night, but you turn around and months gone by,
and you realize you haven't cried.
I'm not giving you an hour or a second or another minute longer.
I'm busy getting stronger.

Gettin along without you baby,
I'm better off without you baby,
How does it feel with out me baby?
I'm gettin stronger without you baby.

And I'm done hopin that we can work it out,
I'm done with how it feels, spinnin my wheels
Lettin you drag my heart around.
And ohhh
And I'm done thinkin, that you could ever change.
I know my heart will never be the same,
but I'm tellin myself I'll be okay,
Even on my weakest days, I get a little bit stronger.
I get a little bit stronger.

I'm just a little bit stronger.
A little bit, a little bit, a little bit stronger.
I get a little bit stronger.

The look on Shane's face was priceless; he obviously didn't think I had it in me to get over him so easily, well the jokes on him.

The girls get up on stage.

"Hi guys, my girls and I wrote this song about a perfect summer that we haven't had yet, here we go!"

I drive an Army Jeep
My bumper sticker reads
'Drink 'til he's cute'
That's what I'm gonna do
Ain't got no serious thing
Don't wear a diamond ring
I got a new tattoo
I think you'll like the view
And in my mind
The sun shines
All the time

('Cause) I'm just a summer girl
I wear my flip flops
When I let my hair down
(That's when the party starts)
Who needs a boyfriend
I got my girl friends
When we get together
The summer never ends
Yeah yeah, oh oh oh
(I'm just a summer girl)
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)

Tanks tops and cutoff jeans
Bikinis and belly rings
We'll make that scene
When the DJ plays 'Dancin' Queen'
Fellas, lay your money down
We'll let' ya buy a round
Don't push your luck
Don't get more than your hopes up
In my world
Day or night
Rain or shine

('Cause) I'm just a summer girl
I wear my flip flops
When I let my hair down
(That's when the party starts)
Who needs a boyfriend
I got my girl friends
When we get together
The summer never ends
Yeah yeah, oh oh oh
(I'm just a summer girl)
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)

Everybody needs a little bit of sunshine
Everybody needs time to unwind
Everybody's got to have a good time
(I'm just a summer girl)
Everybody get up on your feet
Everybody got to shake your body
Everybody got a right to be free
(I'm just a summer girl)
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)

('Cause) I'm just a summer girl
I wear my flip flops
When I let my hair down
(The party never stops)
Who needs a boyfriend
I got my girl friends
When we get together
The summer never ends
Yeah yeah, oh oh oh
(I'm just a summer girl)
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)

The campers loved it, still cheering even when we were off the stage

I ran into Liam's arms.

"That was great babe" he whispered, "now it's my turn"

He releases me and jumps up on stage.

"This one's for you Mitchie."

He winks at me

Her eyes, her eyes
make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
falls perfectly without her trying
She's so beautiful
And I tell her everyday (yeahh)

I know, I know
When I compliment her she won't believe me
And it's so, it's so
Sad to think that she don't see what I see
But every time she asks me "Do I look okay?"
I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
'Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile
The whole world stops and stares for a while
'Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Her lips, her lips
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
she hates but I think it's so sexy
She's so beautiful
And I tell her everyday

Oh you know, you know, you know
I'd never ask you to change
If perfect's what you're searching for
Then just stay the same
So don't even bother asking if you look okay
'Cause you know I'll say

when I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
'Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile
The whole world stops and stares for a while
'Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

All the girls went crazy over his performance, and I'm lucky to get to him before all the girls rip his clothes to shreds.

"Did you like it?" he asks

"It was amazing!" I say back happily

"Just like you"

He leans down and kisses me.

No one, not even Shane could ruin this moment.

The songs in this chapter are A Little Too Not Over You by David Archuleta, A Little Bit Stronger by Sara Evans, Summer Girl by Jessica Andrews and Just The Way you Are by Bruno Mars