A/N! ahhh ok, so I just wrote this with in the last like hour, and I know that its not gramatcially correct nor will my authors note, but I have a new beta who will be helping me along with any of my friends who will read it, so i will have a revised version up soon, this is just so those of you who have waited for months now for the next chapter can get a bit of a sigh of relief with the chapter explanations. I cant promise when the next chapter will come out nor when this one will be corrected untill then im open to suggestions on how i can make this better! thanks again! (less then three) kaykay

I had been awake for a while now, but that dream from the other night still was on my mind. All I could see were Rosalie's eyes piercing threw me, her stare cold yet filled with so much heat from the pure hatred she seemed to have for me. I didn't understand what her problem was, I mean, I don't hardly even know more then her name, yet she hates me.

I tried to continue focus on other things so I didn't have to deal with that look that seemed etched in my memory. I decided to fill my day with chores that needed to be done hoping it would keep my mind off of it all. I made Charlie a quick breakfast first before he went off to work. Then decided that there was some laundry to be done. Sadly even as I loaded more and more chores to the list I couldn't get that look out of my mind. No matter what I did I felt like she was there sending lazars threw the back of my head. I could not take it any longer! Something wasn't right, and I needed to know why I couldn't focus on Alice, only on that harsh stare.

I decided to check the website to see if Alice was on, maybe she could give me some explanation. After I finished putting away the last of the laundry I walked to my room and opened the lid of my computer. After a moment it loaded, and I was quickly trying to recall that damn password. After frantically searching my mind I came up with the right one.

I scanned the page for any sign that she was online, or even an email. But before I could get half way down the page, the box in the corner with her name appeared.

"Bella?" appeared shortly after the box

"Hello" was all I could think of to start with.

"I really am sooo sorry about yesterday, I though Rose would be ok going along….. but there is something I need to tell you….." My heart raced as I read that, because even in that short time I was with her, I couldn't help but feel like maybe there could be something, and now she was about to end all chances I had.

"well…. what is it?" was all I could bring myself to say. I sat almost shacking in my chair I was so nervous!

"Well, Bella, Rose was once more to me then my best friend. I thought she had finally gotten over that a while ago, and would be okay to come with me, I guess I was wrong. You see we had something very special since we were young. We had grown up together as kids, and discovered that maybe there was more to our friendship. Around age 14 she finally spilled that she liked me more then friends, something I was never brave enough to say. I think we knew before that, but she was the first to really express it with words.

From then on, sleep over's weren't as innocent. We grew closer, and explored new things together. At 17 we became each others firsts. Rosalie was completely head over heals, but I just didn't feel that spark, that something really special that would hold us together forever. I was content and maybe even happy with Rose, but that wasn't what I wanted. I wanted that Wow factor, that connection that is beyond any other. Well, now I am sure that Rose has not gotten over the fact that I wanted to see other people, and I truly am sorry for how she treated you."

"Wow, I had no idea." was again the most I could say, even after that small essay Alice had written. I wasn't expecting the entire back story, but it made sense as to why Rose was upset. I was the newest think, that "wow factor" that she wasn't. I really had issues believing that as I set up my next date with Alice. We were going to meet at the park in town Saturday evening. Hopefully there would de no mishaps since we decided to go alone this time.

As I went to bed my mind still continued to digest the fact that Alice and Rose had been lovers, and as I did I could still see that glare of pure loathing on the face of that angel like girl.