Shelby P.O.V
My first period class was English .. Oh great . I couldn't wait to see how many people were gonna look at me and say " Well she's white she should already know English. "
One of the only things I really hated about school the ignorant people who lurk around saying the most retarded things, that I like to say just come right out their asses with it.
When I walked into the room I prepared for all of the stares I would recieve. Before I could swing my knee long braided pony tail over my shoulder to sit down the teacher asked me to stand up and introduce myself to the class. God it felt like 5th grade all over again. I put my bag down ,and slowly walked up to the front of the classroom. I turned around , and gave my brightest smile .
" Hello everyone , my name Shelby Hall , and I hope you all treat me well ." I started to walk back to my seat when the teacher asked me about my sisters .
" , I hear that you have 2 sisters here in the same school with you. Is it true ?" he looked like he was being a smart ass. I faked another smile , " Yes I do , and-"
"And I hear you call yourselves Nyx " , he smiled
" Yes .. that's quite right . " I looked at him oddly .... how in the blue hell did he know that?
" So , I am sure you know very well that Nyx is the name of the Greek goddess of night ?"
" Yes , she is also the only being from which Zeus turned from when her son Hypnos, who had angered Zeus, hid behind her.... We know the story very well . "
" Well then . You should do perfectly on the first unit of the school year , because it is all about the Greek Gods !" he motioned for me to take my seat.
I sighed deeply hoping that this day wouldn't be too horrible .. I miss my Wannie!!! I wondered if he would be in school today .Knowing him he would sleep in all day , from staying up all night.
Nicole P.O.V
I tired my best to hold myself together walking through the walls of this all too familiar school. I had to keep it together. No one knew that Yoochun and I came here countless times during the summer when it wa shut down , to have our " alone time " ... no one was supposed to know ..
How his parents found out about us ... I don't know. But when I got into my History class first period I immediately withdrew myself from all thoughts other than the quick introduction I had to make infront of the class , and how I was going to get through this day without my sisters.. I wished for lunch already . Instead of waisting time trying to sit down I just stood up and waited infront of the room for everyone to sit down . Before the History teacher had the chance to speak I quickly introduced myself.
" My name is Nicole Janai , I won't give you an attitude if you don't mess with me ", I gave a small smile and quietly sat down.
I over heard a girl 3 seats away to my right say " Who'd want to mess with her , with that nasty attitude?"
I smirked , no one would bother me this year , that meant no fights . That meant more time to find him ...
Jae Joong P.O.V
When Yunho looked up at me I automatically knew he had just received, or went through a bad flashback. The pain of it was still showing on his face. It wasn't for long though. I guess he realized who he was with again ....
I used to have flashbacks too ... but only in my dreams. I then had a very sad feeling run a course through my body. I felt as if I knew him , and what he had gone through.
.....However....
when he looked into my eyes.. I felt a swelling of care run into my heart for this guy that I do not know. That I have just met , only 20 minutes.
Yunho P.O.V
When I looked into the eyes of the beauty leaning over me I felt something I never thought I'd feel from someone other than my brother... care. Realizing that he was too close ; it was dangerous, I tried backing away from him , removing the last feelings of the flashbacks, but I was stuck in his arms. At least that's how it felt. It felt amazingly good though.
He can't know about my past. How my father walked out on my mother and I when she was about to have my brother. How we haven't heard from him since the day I turned 2... No . he can't know. Not about my insecurities. How I fear to be walked out on like my mother... he can't know about my dreams.
But .. why does he look like he cares?
3rd Person P.O.V
Yunho turned away from Jae Joong , not wanting him to see his pain. Jae Joong noticed the action , deciding not to worry about it looked at their position , realizing that he was cradling Yunho. He sat Yunho up when he stood his self up.
Yunho suddenly feeling lost , and empty , looked up at Jae Joong as if his lover had just been taken from him. Jae Joong familiar with that face , knew exactly what to say.
" You are not alone." , and he reached his hand down to Yunho , who was staring in awe. But Jae Joong was met with a surprise when Yunho stood.
Junsu P.O.V
We heard someone down the hall , so we quickly fixed our clothes and went to the roof.
Sitting next to my old lover , gazing up into the clear blue sky , I started to think about when he first confessed to me.
As if he knew what I was thinking about , my love , my Changmin asks ," Do you remember the poem that I made for you , when I had first told you of the love I had for you?"
I chuckled " How could I forget ? I loved how you made it our of different parts of the songs that I had listened to with you that entire week."
He looked at me raising his eye brows,
" Ah , you even remember how I made it."
God I love him ... Sure I'm only 15 , and he's 14. Age to us has no number. I was so happy when he was skipped into the 7th grade with me 2 years was my best friend then , but after 3 months he became my I will never regret.
" Recite it to me, I loved that poem."
" Why ? You don't love it now." , he replied playfully.I moved closer to him , wrapping my arms around him , overwhelmed with the joy of having him next to me. " Stop it silly , really , please ... recite it for meeee." I started to whine as he chuckled at me.
" Whatever you ask for from me , you will have it. For I am yours.", our favorite phrase.
I finished it, "For you had me to begin with."
He nodded , " That's right." , he smiled," Now , let me remember exactly what I wrote."
He laid back onto the roof top and I laid on his chest while he recited his confessing poem made up of songs... I love him.
" Baby I love , you are my life
My happiest moments were incomplete if you weren't by my side
and
If I wanted silence I would whisper
If I wanted loneliness
I'd choose to go
If I didn't love you
You would know
but
Don't make me close one more door
I don't want to hurt anymore
Stay in my arms if you dare
OR must I imagine you there
Don't walk away from me
I have nothing , if I don't have you
and I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep cause I'd miss you babe
and I don't wanna miss a thing
N' when you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The place I came to know is missing too
I can't let you go
cause
You're a part of me now
Lost by the taste of your kiss
So
I'll breath for love tomorrow
If
There's no hope for today
but
Wherever you go , whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Truth is
I believe
We belong together"
I remember when he first gave it to me. It was raining outside and he said " If you don't talk to me after you read this then I understand" then he ran.
" Why did you run that day?"
" Well wasn't it obvious? I was scared to be rejected from you. All my life I've been rejected , in so many ways. Before you , all I had was Yunho. But I was so busy trying to help him get over our dad , and how our mother treated him .....", he sighed " I guess I neglected my feelings to make him feel better, cause anytime I tried to talk to my mother she .. well you know how she reacted."
" Yeah... I know "
" I guess I was just thinking that the same thing would happen if decided to tell you my feelings."
"You thought I would hit you?!" I said half thinking that's what he meant.
" No silly , I thought you would be disgusted with me. I thought I had just ruined our friendship."
How could he? Wasn't my own love for him just as obvious as his reason for running from me?I sighed. That was our lovely , but confusing now my only worry is what would happen if our parents ever found out about us. My dad is dad , and his is just gone , so it's really just our mothers , but the both of them can be extremely repulsive , and inconsiderate... most of all .... scary.
" What do you think will happen if our parents find out?" I asked , seeking refuge from the fear growing in me.
" Don't you even worry about it," he said quickly sitting us both up , his hands gripping either side of my shoulders.
"Don't you even worry about it , no matter what happens we will always be right next to each other. No one will , or even can separate you from me , or me from you. You understand me?" He said looking deep into my stern voice showing he meant his words , the care meaning he believed what he was saying for himself , made all the worrying subside from my heart.
Nothing could go wrong between us.I wanted to mentally slap myself for being afraid.
" How is Jae Joong?" He asked interrupting my thoughts.
" He doesn't have any sign of showing that he remembers what happened... What about Yunho?"
" He keeps telling me about his dream , it's the accident but he can't see Jae's face. He says every time he runs across the street to the body to see the face , he feels a sharp pain go through his body , and then he either wakes up , or his dream switches to a flashback of mom and dad."
" Jae Joong doesn't tell me about his dreams , but I can hear him crying in his sleep sometimes at night." I said sadly.
" Don't worry about it ...Something tells me Jae Joong is going to get his memory back really soon.
Author's Note , in the beginning of the next chapter I will be posting what the girls look like for those of you who are wondering!