A/N Like I promised here is the second chapter in one day! YAY for me (and you 'cuz who doesn't like two chapters in one day?)!
I'm featuring a song in this chapter because when I was in the car on vacation my iPod was on shuffle and this song came on and I immediately thought of Alice in my story. The song is "My Immortal" by Evanescence. It's a really great song you should go check it out!
Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight or the song My Immortal. All recognizable content is property of its rightful owners.
I Would Never Forget You
Chapter 3
"My Immortal."
Alice's POV
I pulled out of the vision, and met seven pairs of golden eyes. "He's in Italy." I said.
"The Volturi?" Rosalie asked, her beautiful features growing angry.
"Maria was working for the Volturi?" Bella asked incredulously.
"It looks like it." Edward said, wrapping his arms around her.
"But why?" Esme asked, as Carlisle squeezed her shoulder.
"I…don't know." I said dejectedly, missing my husband more than ever.
"Well wait are we waiting for? Let's go kick some Volturi Ass!" Emmett said, always looking for a fight.
Soon enough, Carlisle was on the phone with the airline, negotiating eight tickets for the next flight to Italy. Bella and Edward were taking Rennesme to La Push to stay with Jacob while we were gone. I sat alone on the stairs, starring at the pictures of our family that lined the wall. Especially one of me jumping on Jasper's back, his face was alight with happiness as was mine. I felt sobs working their way back up, but I suppressed them with the thought of seeing Jasper in a few hours time, holing him in my arms and inhaling his sweet scent. I smiled at that thought.
My happiness was short lived though. I was sucked into another vision. Jasper and Maria were kissing, their arms around each other. When they broke apart, Jasper smiled warmly at her, as she grabbed his hand and they left the room.
When I came out of the vision, I was trembling with anger, and hurt. I felt like my dead heart had been ripped right out of my chest. I screamed in desperation and ripped the picture I had been admiring moments ago off the wall and pelted it as hard as I could through the nearest window. Carlisle and Esme came running out of the kitchen as Rosalie and Emmett came out of their room.
"Alice! What…what happened?" Esme said, as they all starred at the shattered glass that covered the floor.
I didn't answer them and ran as fast as I could up the stairs past Emmett and Rosalie, who were too shocked to try and stop me. I ran into my room locking the door behind me and began to destroy anything that reminded me of him. A soft knock sounded from outside my door as I pulled my wedding ring off my finger and unceremoniously shattered another window with it, along with our pictures, and his books, ignoring the knocking. Soon enough the knocking increased to pounding, but I just began to throw everything around the room. Stuffing from our pillows covered the entire area like a dusting of snow. Something hit our stereo and music filled the room.
Just then, there was a sickening crunch and our door was pulled off the hinges and my family rushed in. I ignored them and continued my rampage. Suddenly, huge arms wrapped around me, pinning my arms to my side. "Emmett! Let me go!" I screamed, thrashing in his grip, but he was much stronger than me. "Alice! You need to calm down." Carlisle said, trying to reason with me. "Alice, what happened?" Esme asked softy. I ignored both of them, and continued struggling to get out of Emmett's iron grip. I couldn't calm down. The vision just kept replaying in my mind. He didn't love me anymore. He lied. He loved Maria the entire time. My world was crashing and burning.
I could hear Bella and Edward's hurried footsteps up the stairs and into the room. "Edward! What is going…" Bella said trailing off as she surveyed the room. Edward quietly retold everyone what I saw in the vision. I stopped struggling and just fell limp in Emmett's arms after Edward's retelling.
"Alice…I'm…I'm so sorry." Bella said, as Emmett set me down on the bed. I just laid there and ignored their comforting. "This can't be right! Jasper wouldn't leave Alice for anything." Edward said, confidently. I closed my eyes and focused on the music playing.
I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
The song's lyrics made me begin to cry.
You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
Images of my life with Jasper flashed before my eyes.
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me, me, me
I can't live without Jasper.
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