Chapter Four

I began to hate going over to Sasuke's place. I loved spending time with him, but his dad was ridiculously rude to me. He treated me like I was a nuisance and incapable of understanding anything he said. It was obvious that he didn't approve of my dating Sasuke.
To make matters worse, whenever his dad would brush me off, Sasuke would remain silent. He never spoke up in my defense. I can understand respecting your parents, but for him to allow his father to insult me directly stung.

We had once been laying down on his bed watching TV, when his dad came in and spoke to Sasuke.

"I'm leaving and won't prepare anything for dinner. Tell that thing next to you to cook if you're hungry."

I was expecting something, anything. But he only nodded and said nothing. I wanted to beat the shit out of both of them.

Another time, I'd stayed much later than usual. His dad leaned against the door frame angrily as he spoke.

"Tell Naruto he needs to call home and get picked up. Buses aren't running at this hour."

That time he hadn't exactly insulted me, but the fact that he was addressing Sasuke about me when I was sitting right beside him really pissed me off. Was it that hard to simply say, "Naruto, you need to go home now." I hated it. I hated being there and being around the man.

We argued over it while I waited for Jiraiya to come for me. Sasuke insisted that his dad was doing nothing wrong and that I was overreacting. In turn, he angered me further and I stormed out slamming every door I went through until I was outdoors. He didn't come after me and I felt stupid for hoping he would when I knew he wouldn't.

When Jiraiya arrived, he questioned why I was waiting outside instead of in their house. I spilled everything to him and out of character, he told me I was no longer allowed to visit. I could still have him over at our place, but Jiraiya didn't want me around people who were rude to me for no reason. I didn't complain at all.

The next day after school, I informed Sasuke that I couldn't go over to his place anymore; Jiraiya's orders. I thought I was so clever, I wouldn't have to deal with Sasuke's dad and I could blame it on Jiraiya. I thought I knew Sasuke well enough that this would work. I thought he would simply come over every day my place. Instead, he shrugged it off as though he couldn't be bothered with something like that.

"I thought you loved me?" I sneered, I was angry and wanted him to feel the way I did.

"Yeah. But I don't want to be at your place all the time."

"What's wrong with my place?"

"It gets boring after a while."

Hanging out with me was boring?!

"Your place isn't that fun either you know! Besides, Jiraiya says I can't go."

"I guess we'll just see each other at school then."

And he left. He didn't argue any further and simply walked away from me. I couldn't believe it. What a complete asshole. Is this how you treat someone you supposedly love? I was furious, but as I saw him walk, I couldn't help but feel empty. I wanted him here. I wanted him next to me and I hated that I couldn't be properly upset because I missed him.

I lasted only three days without going to Sasuke's. On the fourth, I caved and I silently joined him after school. He raised an eyebrow at me in the most cocky way possible.

"I thought you couldn't come over."

"Whatever..."

On the way to his place, Lee came running after us shouting about staying up all night watching movies and gaming.

Great. Not only did I have to submit to Sasuke, but we won't even be alone.

Sasuke's dad didn't bother us too much that afternoon. He had no problems with Lee and for the most part, refrained from barging into Sasuke's room. I was completely bored the entire time I was there. The two of them played games I wasn't really interested in and I just sat around waiting for us to do something else.

After nightfall, we'd all sat up in Sasuke's bed watching dumb movies. It was actually fun until Lee knocked out and took up the majority of the bed. Sasuke's dad had come in earlier and warned us to keep it down since he was going to sleep. Sasuke and I sat on the edge of the bed whispering to each other.

"Should I go home?"

"You don't have to."

"We can't do much since we have to be quiet and Lee is all over the bed."

"Can you stay quiet?"

"Well...yeah..I guess.."

"Let's do it."

I looked at him stupidly. "Do what?"

I was surprised when he looked away from me. Was he embarrassed?

"You know."

And then it hit me. "Oh. Um. Are you sure? Where? How?"

"Here. He's a heavy sleeper."

My eyes widened. "Are you crazy? I'm not getting naked in front of Lee."

He scooted closer to me and looked at me in a way I'd never seen before. He was more handsome than ever and suddenly I was so glad I'd come over. He kissed my jaw softly and rubbed his hand gently up my thigh.

"I want to."

My body flared to life and I couldn't believe what was happening. I felt as though I'd never been around a person before. I was losing myself.

"Okay."

I stood up and had him follow me by grabbing his hand.

"What are you doing?"

"Shh."

I led him to the restroom and locked the door behind us. Rummaging through the cupboards, I found a clean towel and laid it flat on the ground before bringing us both down to sit on it. He stared at me.

"Here?"

"Yeah."

"How do I get in"

I lay back before replying. "I dunno, soap or shampoo or something."

He grabbed a bottle and turned out the lights. We both slipped off our pants and boxers. Laying there with my legs spread, I felt so vulnerable. But I wanted him. I wasn't worried about anything at all. Sasuke would take care of me. I tried to find his eyes before speaking.

"Are you sure?"

"Yes."

"Do you know how?"

"Yes."

"Have you done this before?"

"No."

"Me neither."

And before I could ask more, I felt his fingers rub something cold and slippery on me. I shivered at the liquid and braced myself for what was next. We couldn't see anything. We could only feel each other.

His tip rubbed against me and I tried my best to relax for him. He missed my lips while attempting to kiss me but played it off well. He kissed around until he found my mouth then asked, "Ready?"

"Mhm."

He slid into me painfully slow. I had to bite my lip to keep from making noise. He really was huge. With every second he slid in, my moans became harder to fight back. Sasuke swooped down almost instantly and kissed me plainly to shut me up. He went completely in then leaned away for a second to ask if I was fine.

I gave the okay and he began to move. He pushed his lips onto mine again and I grabbed the back of shirt for support. I thought I might die from both the immense pain and pleasure he gave me. He moved slowly at first, then increasingly faster and harder. It was too much.

I cried out into his mouth before turning away from him. I place my hands on his chest and pushed him.

"Stop."

He panted but kept on. "Why?"

"It hurts."

Immediately, he pulled out. I couldn't see exactly what he did, but moments later he was laying next to me on that towel. He pulled me into his chest and wrapped his arms around me.

"Are you okay?"

I nodded.

"Can you stand?"

"Yeah."

He let me lean on him as I cleaned myself and got dressed. We returned to his room and I was surprised to see that Sasuke seemed almost giddy. I wondered if that was his first time with a guy or his first time ever. We sat around his room not doing much other than whispering about what we'd just done and how we wanted to do more.

Unfortunately, it was almost time for the last bus to pass and I had to take my leave of him. I walked awkwardly with him to the stop and I could tell he wanted to laugh at me but didn't. We held hands until the bus came. I stood to board and pulled him in for a quick hug. I licked his ear and he shivered. I smirked at what I'd just discovered and whispered into it, "I love you."

He half smiled at me and said, "me too."

I boarded and glowed in my seat. We had sex. It was only for a little bit, but we had sex. He's all mine.

We didn't have many chances to do it again after that night. All we could do was wait for the right time, but both of us knew it was heavy in our minds. I hadn't talked to anyone about it and I found that I really missed Konoha. Sure, in Suna I have Sasuke, but the friends I'd made here never called me or came over. It was a school only thing. I was lonely. It only made me hold Sasuke more dearly.

We received an announcement in school that we'd be getting out early on Tuesday for Thanksgiving break. I was a little surprised since at Konoha we'd only have Thursday and Friday off. Come Tuesday, I was in CS talking to Sasuke excitedly about the extra days off. He leaned close to me and whispered, "My dad doesn't know we have early release today."

I swelled up with excitement knowing very well what he meant by this. Once the bell rang, we raced off school grounds towards my apartment. We walked hand in hand, making jokes and anticipating what was next.

Once we got to my apartment, I went straight to the restroom.

"I'm gonna shower." I smiled at him. "Do you wanna join?"

"No."

Surprised, I pouted. "Why?"

"Then I'll never want to leave."

I hadn't expected that and I smiled at him stupidly before taking the quickest shower I could manage. After I finished, I didn't bother getting dressed and simply wrapped a towel around my waist before joining Sasuke in my room. He was laying back in the middle of my bed with his head raised. He said nothing and simply watched as I climbed on to straddle him.

I grew frustrated. He didn't seem to care that I was naked under the towel. He didn't seem to notice that my area was touching his stomach. But, as soon as I leaned down to kiss him, his hands snaked under the towel and slowly grabbed at everything they could. I let satisfaction take over me and rolled myself onto my back so he could be above me.

He didn't do much, but the small things he did do were almost too much for me to handle. There was complete silence apart from the noises I was making. I couldn't help but wonder if it was like this for everyone; quiet, awkward, but perfect.

He took his clothes off without any assistance from me and removed my towel for it to join the floor. I instinctively stopped him from leaning over me and he stared at my confused.

"I want the blanket."

"Why?"

"Just because..."

He shrugged. "I guess."

He draped a blanket over us then proceeded to kiss me lightly around my neck and jaw. I felt odd being under him. I thought everything might have happened too fast. I didn't know much about Sasuke yet he was already saying he loved me. I'd even said it once before...

I tried to ignore the strange feeling I was getting and allowed him to take me.

We'd been going at it for almost half an hour when we were interrupted by my phone ringing incessantly. I searched my bed for it, never stopping the rhythm Sasuke and I had made together.

"Should I stop?"

I grabbed the phone. "No, just be quiet."

"That's kind of weird."

"Shh."

He kept moving as I answered the phone, panting.

"Hello?"

"Hey, Naruto! What's up man?"

"Kiba? Aren't you in school?"

"Yeah, I'm at lunch. What about you?"

"I'm on vaca already. What do you want?"

"Dang, lucky! You busy?"

"Yeah!"

"How come you sound so tired?"

"I'm busy man, call me later."

"Haha. Hey it kind of sounds like you're...oh my god. You are, aren't you!?"

"Bye, Kiba!"

I threw the phone to the opposite side of the bed.

"What did he want?"

I faced Sasuke who had been moving consistently through the entire call. "Nothing, just bored I guess."

"Are you okay?"

"Yeah, I'm fine."

"No. Are you done?"

"Oh. Well I'm really fucking tired."

"K."

He steadied himself and moved harder and faster than before. At some point we'd moved so I was on all fours and he was kneeling behind me. It was ridiculously embarrassing. I'd been hurting so much but had endured it for him. I felt stupid knowing he'd only held it in for my sake. I felt him speeding up and knew he was close. His panting grew louder and the force of his thrusts had me digging my face into the bed. Then, suddenly, he exited and I felt a wave of heat fall across my back.

Sasuke collapsed beside me, smiling slightly. He kissed my forehead and then grabbed my discarded towel to wipe my back clean of his fluids. We lay there just looking at each other and I found myself wishing for sleep to take over me. I was so content. With Sasuke beside me, what more could I possibly ask for?

We stayed that way until the time for a normal school day to end came around. At that time, I lay watching him as he got dressed. He didn't seem tired at all and the only noticeable difference was that his lips were forming a small smile.

His dad called my phone fifteen minutes past after school and I reluctantly passed the phone to Sasuke.

"Yeah- I'm on my way now- Just hanging out- Bye."

"What's up with your dad, Sasuke?"

"He thinks I spend too much time around you."

"Well, we are dating."

"I've never dated anyone before. He isn't used to it."

"Oh."

I couldn't believe it. I was Sasuke's first everything? He was so gorgeous it was hard to believe.

"Well, I guess I'll see you later then?"

"Yeah."

He kissed me softly before going to the front door and leaving. I grabbed my phone and considered calling Kiba back until I realized he was probably busy with after school activities and instead flopped back into bed. My sheets smelled of Sasuke and I felt impatient waiting for the next day to arrive so I could see him again. I never once realized how much Sasuke was changing my life.