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Life is a big mess of puzzle pieces as you go on you'll find out which goes which….

CHAPTER FOUR

Shiho stared outside looking at her daughter. It was as if time stops for her all the memories of the pass kept on flashing back. It was as if yesterday she and Yzak made love resulting to those two miracles.

She remembered Yzarie's first walk and how he stumbled but kept standing up. He was as stubborn as Yzak and as determined. Saya first day at her piano class was as sweet memory that day she reminded her more of Yzak. How she can be determined to succeed even if the odds were against her.

"Shiho we need to talk now" Shiho sighed and slowly turned around and there facing her was an angry Yzak Joule. She signaled for him to take a seat at the chair which he followed. This office was her haven, here she can let out all her frustrations, anger, tears, happiness everything yet it can't help her be calm in the situation, she was about to face.

Yzak Joule had face death so many times yet no one can prepare him for this. In the span of days he met two children that were his flesh and blood all the emotion build up in him. He never had a chance to see there first, first walk, first day of school, and even he wasn't the one to teach those kids what it's like to feel safe and protected.

Now they have grown up to hide who they were from the world his daughter hiding her true hair color and his son hiding those piercing blue eyes. His eyes and his hair it was all Shiho's fault. He frozen his emotions for the brunette as she saw her days ago his heart stop she was still so perfect yet as she look at her now, He realize both of them changed. They were no longer the two soldiers so broken by war that needed comfort from each other. They were two adults who seen the world as it was far too early and lived with weight of so many people in their arms.

"This is awkward Commander" Shiho smirked as she seated and was now facing Yzak.
"You made it this way Lt. Hanhenfuss" Yzak stated eyeing the former Lieutenant. "Time does fly it seems only yesterday we went against Zaft and helped the eternal and archangel" Shiho said as memories flash of the days were they were in mobile suits fighting for their lives.

"Sorry to interrupt your reminiscing but we need to talk about our kids" Yzak stated and at that moment Shiho glared at him. "Not our kids Yzak but my kids" Shiho explained drinking the jasmine tea that was prepared for them. "Shiho they are mine and I will be damned if my kids are taken away from me, I already lost time with them and that wouldn't happen again" Yzak stated slamming the table. If anyone takes those kids from him blood will flow he thought even though he just met them he had grown to love those kids.

"I wouldn't stop you from seeing them Yzak you can be the father but I wouldn't tolerate anything else" Shiho explained she will protect those kids she vowed. "And this is you not stopping me you will not permit them to live with me in Zaft?" Yzak questioned her his anger showing by the minute. "Yes Yzak hear me out you are practically a celebrity by bringing those kids with you in Zaft you would be feeding sharks with baby goldfish, I want them away from politics, from eyes of news, and from the judgemental eyes of everyone" Shiho said "Yzak if I wanted to cause a scandal I would have done it years ago by coming to you we wouldn't be hear talking about you and your illegitimate children" she added.

"Shiho I would not deny my children of their birthright they are Joules and by all that is good they need to know about their family. Shiho I don't give a damn about gossip rags they can say anything they want but I wouldn't stand for you hiding my children any longer like there some embarrassment" Yzak stated.

"Yzak think for a moment you maybe don't care but what about the kids they would see and the hurt they'll feel , think about how this will affect them. They would think they were bastards and over my died body that would happen" Shiho stated

"Whose fault is that Shiho" As Yzak said those words it was like someone pierce Shiho's earth and cut it bleeding. "GET OUT" Shiho burst as she shouted "GET OUT OF MY OFFICE" She shouted again at Yzak. As Yzak stood from his chair "Shiho one way or the other those children will come with me" Yzak stated walking towards the door. "OVER MY DIED BODY" just as the door close as tea cup hit the wooden door. The tea cup shattered to small pieces as Shiho finally broke down.

Uncontrollable tears escape from her violet orbs. She couldn't think but she knew one thing Yzak was right. He had a right to those kids but the price was too high. "I was only doing what I thought was right" she remembered the excuse she gave Dearka just this morning.

Her day couldn't get worse as she approach the main entrance she saw Saya and Yzarie with Yzak riding to go out. "WHERE ARE YOU GUYS GOING?" she shouted walking towards them. "Mommy Uncle Yzak he was taking us to the amusement park" Saya announced joyfully. Shiho couldn't help but smile at Saya happiness. "Really? I didn't know that excuse me kids mommy has something to say to Uncle Yzak" Shiho fake smile had been perfected for years.

She pulled Yzak towards the living room. "Are you out of your mind" Shiho stated "No I am not you said I can visit them and I am not taking them outside of orb just a few miles away to the fair for bonding" Yzak smirk at Shiho's expression. "Speechless aren't you Shiho" Yzak stated.

"No way i wouldn't allow this Saya is going with me to HQ so she can ride Deep Arms" Shiho explained "No I think she much rather go with Uncle Yzak to the fun fair" Yzak explained. "Why Shiho are you scared that the kids would be close to me and you might lose" Yzak now moved closer and now eye to eye, in a few more inches they would kiss.

Yzak stared at those beautiful violet eyes and he couldn't stop himself. He leaned closer. Shiho suddenly froze as she felt his lips on hers. Yzak lick her lower lip asking for entrance and without thinking she gave it. Yzak deepen the kiss as he wrap his arms around her waist and she wrap her arms around his neck. The two stopped thinking and followed their instincts, but both could agree a Pandora's box opened.

After seconds Shiho mind awaken and she pushed Yzak away. "We should stop Yzak we aren't thinking straight" She said patting but she lick her lips. "When was the last time we thought straight while with each other" Yzak stated smirking as he lowered his head again "This is a mistake" she commented as her knees grew weak as she gaze at his icy blue eyes. "No this is the only thing I know I did right" he said as he took her lips again. Shiho struggled but Yzak just tighten his hold. He didn't knew why but this felt right.

But both were interrupted when the door click. Shiho pushed Yzak with all her strength. As she turned to face who it was. She froze in place there standing by the door was Dearka and Athrun. "You guys have worse timing" Yzak commented. Shiho's eyes widen wasn't Yzak affected, isn't he supposed to be regretting and apologizing right now then smirking.

"Sorry but you guys are taking so long and all of us agreed to go to the fair" Athrun explained "But sorry we didn't know you were busy" Dearka said with that signature boyish grin of his. As they walked to the main entrance they could see all were ready and waiting. Shiho froze in places as she saw Sarah and guilt consume her. He was already another's she reminded herself. She didn't know what Yzak was playing but he better stop or something will happen.

Thank you for reading please hope you review

This chapter is more on Yzak and Shiho on what a mess happened to there lives. I think the position changed over the years Shiho is the one who has a temper while Yzak is the calm one. Both needs to know that every move they'll take will not only affect them but two children's lives.

In the next chapter it is the family outing to the fair.

TILL NEXT TIME…..