My body froze; my heart that was pounding thudding in my chest, just stopped, my breath caught. I moved to get up. Bolin grabs my arm, and slightly pushes me back to the mat.
"You need to rest." Bolin said to me; his emerald eyes begging me to listen. I shrugged off his arm. I ran towards the door, no one moved to stop me. I ran out of the room, voices shouted at me, what they're saying weren't clear. The voices merged together, then separated into separate ones and merged again. My head began to pound, and my running began to sway from side to side, in other words…I'm running like a drunken person. I trip over my own feet and fall to the hardwood floor; I slid a couple of feet until I hit a wall. The sharp pain dulled out the voices for a couple of minutes. I laid there. My mother was gone. I did see her for a second in the spirit world. I closed my eyes and allowed myself to cry. I began to sit up, more pain filled me. My back was against the wall, I brought my knees up and hugged them, and I rested my forehead on my knees.
"I have to go." I told her. Her blue eyes filled with shock. Her face was slightly aged with time, but she was still one of the most beautiful women there are. Her small thin reached towards me.
"Don't go. Please Aysa. Whatever we've done, we sorry; please don't go." Mother begged. She grabbed my hand. I looked around our small apartment; pictures on the walls, our small dark green sofa that rested on the red carpet. Through the window you can tell its dusk out. My father will be home soon. My mother will be fine. The lunar eclipse was fast approaching. I have to leave.
"Mum, please try to understand. A lunar eclipse is coming; I'm still learning to control my water bending during a full moon. Please, I have to leave or father will hurt me or worst possibly you. He will blame you for my water bending, and I can't live with myself if he harms you." I hugged my mother, I held her slim frame. Tears fell freely from her eyes.
"I will be fine," She said; her voice shaking, "I will always love you, no matter what you do or say, I will always love you. You are my favorite child." Mum said.
"I'm your only child Mum." I said with a sad smile on my face. She let out a soft laugh.
"It appears so. Well, you're the best child that the spirits could have given to an old woman like me; I feel blessed by have you as my child." Mum said. I hugged her tighter, a tear silently falling down my face.
"I love you too mum." I let go of my mother, and picked up my bag and slung it over my shoulder. I walked to the front of the door.
"Don't forget who you are! Don't lose your family honor." I gave my mother one final glance, and left my home.
I cried harder than I ever had. I lost everything. First, I lose my bending; now I lost the one person who has always been there for me, she lost her honor; that fact stuck in her mind. I lost my family honor. I wasn't there when Mother needed me the most. I failed my own mother. I don't know what I believe in anymore. Leaving my mother, it changed me; what I believed in. I always knew if I got in too deep she would help me out, so I was careless. Now, that everything's changed, what do I believe in? I'm so confused. Nothing was as confusing before. I really did lose my mind, but never felt it, I felt normal before; now I feel…empty, confused, and just plain lost. I heard someone come towards me. Someone picked me up and held me close. I buried my head in his chest. I cried into his chest, I cried and cried until I ran out of tears. He rubbed small circles on my back, and whispered soothing words into my ear. Soon I look up at him. Bolin stared back at and raised his hand, rested it on my cheek and wiped a stray tear with his thumb pad. I don't know what was I thinking, what made me do what I was about to do next. I looked Bolin straight in the eyes, at his lips, then back to his eyes. I bit my bottom lip softly and tip toed. I pressed my lips against Bolin's. Bolin wrapped one arm around my waist and pulled me closer to him. The kiss was sweet and innocent. When we pulled away my lips were tingling. I wrapped my arms around his neck and hugged him. Bolin hugged me back, telling me he'd figure everything out, that it will all be okay. It was then I realized; I had to go.
I lay down on the bed. I got my own room; Mako's room is to the left, Asami to my right, and Bolin right across from me. I began to drift to sleep, after moments closing my eyes, the crickets stopped chirping. My eyes snapped open, I rubbed them. Someone was here, that's why the crickets stopped. I heard a rustle of leaves, and froze. After long agonizing minutes, I let out a breath of relieve, and felt foolish for freaking out. I wiped the sweat that began to form over my brow.
Maybe, it was just a beavercoon, yeah, it was a beavercoo-
My window flew open and a dark figure came in. I froze with fear; the moonlight showed me the figure was wearing an equalist outfit. I didn't dare, scream for help, I was just a young non bender; he will probably leave me alone. He turned towards me; he had a long thin mustache and faded ice blue eyes. He pulled out the electrical sticks, and blue lighting zapped around the stick. He walked towards me.
"If you scream, I will not hesitate to use this on you. So just come peacefully, and no one gets hurt." He said in a slightly raspy voice. I let out a scream, just to wake someone up, then a loud bloody murder scream when I felt thousand of needles stabbed into my body. I heard footsteps, people moving in their rooms. He tied a cloth in between my lips, so I couldn't scream anymore. He picked me up and threw me over his shoulder. The door flew open; I looked up and saw Mako there, Bolin, Korra and Asami behind him. I tried to speak. I began to struggle; soon pain filled my body as 50,000 volts shot into my body. I heard felt the room grow hotter, heard the earth, and felt something cool. The last thing I saw was everyone's faces; determined, confident, and despair; Then everything when black.
I heard drops of water drip down. I opened my eyes and saw I was in a cell. How long have I been out? I saw a window and the sunlight pouring out. I had a view of Aang's statue. I looked up and looked really hard. Amon's mask was over Aang's face, and Aang was holding an equalist flag. No…No…this can't be happening! How long have I been out? Soon I heard him.
"Well, your finally awake, are you ready to get back your honor? What you yearned for? Join me Aysa, and together we can rule side by side, what do you say? Now that the Avatar and her pesky friends are gone, we will be equal!" I looked up and saw an unmoving face, dark eyes and mouth. He opened the cell and I took a knee, and nodded.
"Yes, Father."