Hey everybody! Here is chapter 4! I'm so sorry for the wait! I've been REALLY busy lately but I'll try and keep updating as frequent as possible! I will make sure to AT LEAST update twice a week from now on. Thanks for all your support! :D
Tori POV
Once I reached my house I couldn't help it, the tears were rushing down my cheeks- he still loved her. He had even said it himself. What did he even see in Jade? Whatever it was, I had to move on. I had to, but I couldn't let myself. There was no way we'd ever be together, what was I doing even thinking it could happen? Even though he was love in Jade, I couldn't let Beck out of my heart. Everyday I longed for him more, as much as I wanted Beck, as much I hoped to be something more, it could never happen. This whole situation was hopeless. I couldn't stop thinking about him, about this feeling I had. Suddenly the door bell rang. I dragged myself of the couch "Who is it?" I tried to yell cheerfully, masking my despair.
"It's Beck."
.goodness. He couldn't see me like this!
"Hey I'm really busy can you come back later?"
"But auditions are tomorrow and I thought we could practice"
"Maybe Later? I really can't do it now" I tried to speak before my voice could turn back to sobs.
"Okay I guess, see you later"
"Bye Beck- I couldn't help it, my voice cracked at the end of it. I heard his footsteps fade and shoved my wet face into my pillow.
Beck POV
Today had been such an off day, I thought as I got into my car and drove away . First the awkwardness with Tori, my fight with Jade, and now I couldn't even practice with Tori- she seemed really out of it. I couldn't help thinking about the sad glint in her eye earlier, or the break in her voice now. What could make her feel so upset? It made me feel uneasy just thinking about it. I never wanted Tori to feel upset, she was my best friend and I really cared for her a lot. As I reached my RV I climbed out of my car and opened my RV door to find my phone buzzing wildly on the counter. I went and checked it- 10 New messages from Jade. Ugh! She was driving me crazy! I couldn't take this from Jade any longer. She made life stressful and it wasn't even fun to be around her or hang out with her anymore. I pushed my phone aside. Was I really thinking of ending it? I mean we had been together forever and it really used to be great times. I really had fallen head over heals for her, I really had loved her. Had loved her. But I can't live in the past, I have to live in the moment-and now in the moment, the times with Jade weren't great. In reality I didn't feel the love I once did. Looking at the big picture, our relationship definitely wasn't working the way it used to... I had to break it off.
Jade POV- The next day
What was Beck doing?! Where was he? I had to talk to him after he hadn't responded to my ten text messages! Rage boiled inside me. Suddenly I saw him walk through the door, like nothing had happened. He started to approach me as my anger elevated.
"Jade, we seriously need to talk." His voice was very serious and firm.
" Oh! Like about the ten messages I sent you that you DIDN'T respond to?"
"Jade." He motioned me into the Janitors closet.
"What Beck? What you could you possibly want to talk to me about?" I said sarcastically.
"Jade, I don't like how our relationship has been lately. It makes me stressed and the love I had" he paused for a moment, causing my eyebrows to raise," the love I had just isn't there any more."
"The love you had! The love you had! You never had any love for me!" I was so angry that I couldn't even control my words, I knew he had loved me.
"Jade, I loved you. I did, but now I can't feel the same way I once did. I'm sorry, but it's over."
My mouth opened wide " You're breaking up with me?!" I was past my boiling point.
"Jade I'm sorry, but it just isn't working out. I hope we can still be friends." he kissed my forehead and began to walk away.
"We could NEVER be friends!" I yelled as a tear rolled down my face. I never thought this would actually happen.
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