Disclaimer: the only thing I own in this chapter is Georgina Humphrey
This is an interesting chapter, I was feeling hormonal, and that may have affected this (oops). Anyway, this could be a good plot development, as I have found a way to twist up the story even more! *jumps up and down in joy!
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I arose from unconsciousness for the third time that day. I was almost getting used to the feeling, which was definitely not a good sign.
I'm probably going insane, I thought. Still, could be worse.
However, I felt much better than I had for a long time (if, by a long time, you mean since I last collapsed. (that felt like years to me)). I felt the sudden urge to get outside (outside outside, not just outside). I got up, stretched my legs, and was about to walk out the door, when I realised I was half-naked. There were red welts at random points over my skin, but I presumed it was just mosquitoes. While vaguely wondering whose awkward job it had been to undress me, I looked for clothes. There was a pile of what looked like trackies, a shirt, a thick jacket, and walking shoes on the ground, with a note and a small silver key on top. The note simply read;
Come back as soon as you can.
It wasn't signed, but I knew it was from the Doctor. I silently thanked him – he somehow had known that I would want to be alone, and I was grateful for that.
I got dressed quickly, pocketed the key, and left the room. It was quiet in the corridor, apart from the low hum of the TARDIS engines. I had no idea where I was, but I felt an elusive pull to my right, and I followed it through the labyrinth of corridors, until I finally stepped out into the console room.
Rose was sitting in the TARDIS driver's seat again, feet up and reading another magazine. Was that all she did all day?! She was a lot more boring in person than on TV.
I didn't know why, but suddenly I felt almost overwhelming anger. I wanted someone to blame the fact that I seemingly couldn't stay awake for more than 5 minutes on. Rose looked up at my entry.
"Where are you going?" She seemed disinterested, as though she didn't really care. This didn't help my mood.
"Out," I said stiffly. I was trying really hard to not start screaming at her. She just looked so... uhh! "Why don't you just keep on reading your stupid magazines and pretend you didn't notice me leave? That sounds like a great idea to me, how about you?" I was getting even angrier now.
She ignored this and continued, "You can't go out there, it might not be safe." "Oh I bet hes used that one on you. It's all he ever says isn't it?!"
"What do you mean?? What the hell are you on about?"
"No I don't thank you very much." Her tone was defensive.
"Where did you go last?"
"France. Don't need to tell you the year, you already know!!" Now she was shouting too. I felt guilty already, but I wasn't going to stop shouting.
"Well you will know soon enough then. Next time you precious boyfriend calls you home." I was practically screaming the words out. "Oh, wait I forgot! He isn't you r precious boyfriend after all! You're always pining after HIM!!" I didn't say his name, but she knew what I meant. I could see the tears welling up in her eyes. "Now I hate to break it to you, but you're not his first, and you're definitely not his last! Did you really think you were his "one and only"? I mean, seriously! Doctor + Rose 4eva!! I don't think! What do you think he was doing for the nine-fucking-hundred years before he met you? Waiting for you to come along? You break his heart! You break both his fucking hearts, Rose!! Do you honestly, deep-down, believe that he could, or would, take you back after that? You left him for another man who is exactly like him. He only let you go because he loves you. Take you back? Get real! I wouldn't if I was him. He'll probably never love again because of what you did to him." With that, I turned my back on Rose and stalked out of the TARDIS, hardly feeling the tears pouring down my face.
I told you I was hormonal!! But I have however opened up possibilities for the rest of the story.
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Katie