AN: Wow I might actually finish this story! Yay! Anyway I think you all are gonna like this chapter. I haven't really hit the big plot yet but I'm getting there. Song When I look to the Sky by Train.
"When it rains it pours and opens doors and floods the floors we thought would always keep us safe and dry. And in the midst of sailing ships we sink our lips into the ones we love that have to say goodbye."
Rain continued to hit Kurt's car as he drove God only knows how fast down the highway. The windshield wipers did nothing in improving Kurt's vision of the road. The second the wipers moved the large rain drops away, more replaced them.
Through the blur of rain Kurt could somehow read the green street signs that passed him.
Just one more. He muttered. Just one more street.
Once he finally located the street he wanted, Kurt quickly pulled into it, his wheels squeaking dangerously. He then parked next to a large soft yellow house with a dark blue front door. He sighed through his nose when he saw the black Jeep Cherokee parked in the driveway.
He's home, damnit he's home.
Kurt parked on the curb and quickly ran out of the car, trying not to get too much water on his clothes. The few steps to the front door seemed like a mile. The few seconds it took for his boyfriend to open the door felt like a life time.
"What are you doing here Kurt?" the dark haired boy asked with scorning eyes.
"We really need to talk!" Kurt gasped, pleading with the boy in front of him.
"About what? About how you humiliated me?" The boy stood unmoving, his expression cold and unchanging.
"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to I swear." The cold rain water hit his body like knifes, piercing him with every drop.
"Save it Kurt. I don't want to talk to you. I'm done." Kurt almost fell to his knees at these words. Tears started to pour down his face, but the other boy didn't notice.
"No no no no. Please I can't lose you. You're too important to me. I care about you too much." Kurt finally fell to his knees begging with the boy in front of him. "Please. I need you." He choked out.
"No Kurt. I'm done with this relationship. I done, I can't handle the drama anymore. I'm sorry Kurt I do care about you but I just can't do this anymore." He looked sadly down at the boy crying at his feet. "I'm sorry but I have to go." He walked back into his house and slowly closed the door.
Kurt placed his hands in his lap. He couldn't handle anymore heartache. He had gone through too much.
Slowly Kurt picked himself up and walked over to his car. He didn't want to sit like a loser in his ex-boyfriend's front lawn.
Kurt climbed back into his car and turned on the engine. Heat blast out of the vents and it felt nice on his ice cold skin. Slowly Kurt drove away from that pretty yellow house that seemed to glow softly in the rain.
He drove for a while, not really sure of where we was going. When he finally stopped, Kurt realized he was at a park.
The park was slightly familiar but he couldn't quite place where he had seen it before.
When Kurt got out of the car, he realized that it had stopped raining. Only a light mist was falling from the sky.
Kurt could see some of the clouds clearing away and the stars popping out of the bright sky.
Kurt's shoes squeaked as he walked toward the swings, not caring that a pool of water lay on the seat of the swing. He was already soaked through.
Kurt titled his head toward the sky when he remembered why this park seemed so familiar. It was the park that Blaine had brought him to. It was at these swings that Blaine had told Kurt he loved him.
"And as I float along this ocean I can feel you like a notion that won't seem to let me go. Cause when I look to the sky something tells me you're here with me and you make everything alright. And when I feel like I'm lost something tells me you're here with me and I can always find my way when you are here."
It had been a clear night; much clearer then it had been in a while. The air was warm but a small breeze blew through the trees that had already started changing colors. Fall was quickly on its way. Blaine grabbed Kurt's hand leading him toward the empty swing set.
"This is silly Blaine. We look like idiots!" Kurt exclaimed half laughing half pouting.
"There's no one around. Plus who cares, it will be fun. Trust me." Blaine looked back at the smaller boy and smiled brightly at him. When Blaine smiled like that Kurt couldn't help but go along with whatever embarrassing thing Blaine had thought up.
When they reached the swings Blaine almost pushed Kurt down on the first one and before Kurt could get up, Blaine ran behind him and started pushing.
"See isn't this fun?" Blaine said as Kurt swung higher and higher.
"Yeah, I have to admit it is." Kurt laughed then tilted his head up to the sky, breathing in the sweet summer air.
Blaine remained silent, watching his wonderful boyfriend laughing and enjoying Blaine pushing him on the swing.
"What are you thinking about?" Kurt turned his head to look at his suddenly quiet boyfriend.
"Just how amazing you are." Blaine smiled but had a lost in thought expression on his face. Kurt dug his heels into the ground stopping the swing. Blaine looked down on him in concern when Kurt stood up then turned around and sat back down on the swing so he was facing Blaine.
"Really?" Kurt smiled up him and Blaine kneeled down so he and Kurt were eye to eye.
"Really." Blaine placed his hand under Kurt's chin and titled it upwards and kissed him lightly. It was meant to be nothing but innocent, but Kurt parted his mouth in a sudden lust.
Blaine was a little taken back and pulled away from him so their faces were only a few centimeters apart.
"Sorry," Kurt breathed, "I just really want you right now." Blaine smiled and kissed Kurt once more with all the enthusiasm and lust Kurt felt, after all Blaine never tried to deny anything Kurt wanted. Why start now?
Kurt wrapped his arms around Blaine's neck and Blaine wrapped his arms around Kurt's waist. Their lips gliding across the others. Kurt wasn't sure when he decided he needed to be on top of Blaine, but suddenly Blaine was lying on the ground and Kurt was on top of him.
"When did you get here?" Blaine teased brushing his hand across Kurt's face.
"I honestly don't remember." Kurt spoke softly, biting his lips with anticipation.
Blaine laughed softly but was cut off when Kurt captured his lips in another kiss. They stayed like that for a while. Neither caring what time it was or what was going on in the world around them. All that mattered was that they were with each other.
When they finally broke apart Blaine said the first thing that came to his mind. "I love you Kurt."
Kurt gasped a little and stared at him with wide eyes. Blaine bit the inside of his check.
"Oh. Um I'm sorry. I just spoke without thinking. Pretend I didn't just say that." Blaine sat up bringing Kurt with him.
Kurt smiled at his distressed boyfriend. "Blaine, I love you too."
Blaine's face broke into the largest smile it ever held. "Really?"
Kurt laughed. "Really." He then placed his lips on Blaine's for another gentle kiss.
Kurt smiled at the memory of that night. After they confessed their love for each other, they spent the rest of the night lying in each other's arms gazing up at the stars.
Kurt looked up at the same stars. It was crazy to think they were exactly the same as they were that night. It was crazy to think they had been the same since the beginning of time. Always there, always ready to guide those who were lost.
Kurt swung sadly, not nearly as high as that night, still thinking about Blaine. He always thought about Blaine, even when was with Bryan he thought about Blaine. Staring down at his feet he wondered if Blaine thought about him too.
Kurt slowly looked up at the dark night sky. The clouds were thinning out and more stars could be seen. Kurt suddenly got the feeling the Blaine was there beside him. Looking around Kurt confirmed he was indeed alone, but that feeling was still there.
Kurt stood up from the swing; eyes still glued to the sky and laid down on the ground, his hands behind his head.
The feeling remained. Kurt smiled and breathed in the chilly early spring air. Though he knew Blaine really wasn't there, he couldn't shake the feeling of safety that he only felt when Blaine was around.
Kurt closed his eyes and started drifting off into space.
In Kurt's dream he was a real Warbler, but instead of sitting sadly in a cage, he was soaring. Over tree tops and clouds, nothing but sky ahead of him.
Kurt heard familiar laughing beside him and turned his head. There flying beside him was Blaine. His arms spread wide, laughing at the wind that blew in his face. Blaine turned his head to smile at Kurt, and Kurt smiled back.
Kurt turned his head back toward the wind and closed his eyes, feeling the bright sun on his eye lids was wonderful and freeing.
Kurt smiled in his sleep turning his body to side and curling up. With Blaine Kurt could spread his wings and fly above everything.
"Whether I am up or down or in or out or just plane overhead instead it just feels like it is impossible to fly. But with you I can spread my wings to see me over everything that life may send me when I am hoping it won't pass me by."
AN: Wow longest chapter ever! Well this came out totally different then I planned it. I've very happy with it. I hope you are too. And remember don't be afraid to critique!
PS: In case you are confused, the first chapter is late November, the second chapter is early January, the third is late February and this one is in the middle of March. Oh and in this story Blaine and Kurt start dating sometime near the end of the school year so late May early June, they break up early September and Kurt and Bryan start dating in the middle of October. And finally Blaine and Lewis start dating early February. That is all.