I'm back! Enjoy this chapter, I was going to do a previously but then I changed my mind.
Nico
" Promise me... that you wouldn't cry. If Dad doesn't love you I do.", warm tears falls as I try my best to calm down. Bicana wipes my tears away,
"Please stop cuting...you have Hazel, Mom, and I forget dad." , red seeps out my wounds as I try place the knife down. Bianca takes the knife away from my reach.
" I love you so much Nico." She says hugging me, She starts cleaning my wounds.
...
" You're a piece of shit, so useless." He said as he pushes me hard into the wall.
" An accident? You call that an accident?! You busted my car!"
" Go die, waste of time."
...
" She's dead because of you!"
I didn't stop crying, her lifeless placed in my lap, rubbing my fingers across her face, Hazel wraps her arms around me, her thin arms squeezing me lightly.
" Hazel it's my fault, it should of been me."
" of course iit's your fault, you should just die."
...
More
Cut more, I screamed as his strong hand placed over my mouth, the suffocating pillow smothers me. Warm water rolls down my cheeks, screams erupt from my mouth however they faded out in the pillow,
I woke up in a cold sweat, my heart elevated as my throat felt raw, as I rub my throat. I looked around my room, I was safe, in the room Hazel gave me. My eyes felt puffy, they probably looked red, my nose was runny. Hazel rushes in with Victor in her arm, his head placed on her collar bone, she looks really tired and worried.
" Nico are you okay!" She asked walking into the room, sitting on the edge of my bed,
" You screamed, did you have a nightmare?" She inquires, she places Victor on my bed, he crawls towards me ( He's one) Hazel gets up and hugs me, her warm arms. She smells like chocolate and strawberries, it reminds me of Bianca however, Bianca smelled like Jasmine tea and strawberries. I nod my head slowly, I wanted to cuddled, to feel like I deserved to exist. Hazel squeezes me gently,
" Do you want to talk about it?" She asked, her head placed on my, I can feel Victor curl up into my lap, he looks up at me with his large almond shaped eyes, then he give me a warm smile. He was so precious, I want my own child, I love Victor tons, I want him to always smile at me with the twinkle in his eyes.
" I don't, it's the same nightmares... I want to die." I whimper,
" No! I don't want you to die." Hazel hisses before pulling me closer,
" Cry if you need to Nico we are here for you." as soon as Hazel says that, I felt Victor's small fingers enfold my index finger. A small smile tugs at my lips. I shook my head, however my tears spills before I could speak. I cried,
" I'm a horrible person Hazel."
" No you are not!" She says a little loudly.
Hazel
Dad broke Nico, he broke Nico physically, emotionally and mentally. It's a deep trauma, I really hope Nico let's me in more, I know he trust me however, he is quick to disengage himself. I don't like that, Dad is the worst, and Nico is suffering because of him.
Nico
I woke up from my last night nightmares, I didn't recall falling asleep, Hazel and Victor are long gone. I glance over to the alarm clock to see what time it was, eight am, I inhaled a deep breath before getting out of bed. I left my room, I slipped into the shower and rushed to remove my clothes. I step into the shower, cold water hits me, before the warm water comes in, the feeling of warm water touching my skin cause me to shiver. But my body relaxed quickly, to take my mind away from my nightmare, I started to think about Will. My cheeks heated up, I became hard, my hand slowly traveled to my member, I became shy, I never touched myself before. I started to think of Will even more, just from watching him, his muscles, his smile, his clear blue eyes, the tightness of his shirt, his tight pants that he sometimes wears. A small moan left my lips as I felt my thumb rub against my slit, shuddering, my body pressed against the wall.
" Will" I squeaked as I tug a little bit harder,
" Ah" quickening my pace, I reach the base and to the top, it felt do amazing I didn't want to stop. I rubbed the head, squeezing it lightly,
" W-Will" I cried out before cumming. Gasping I felt embarrassed, I grabbed the bottle of soap, started washing up and brushing my teeth,. After my shower... and my 'episode' in the shower, I stepped out the shower and wrapped myself in my towel. I put on lotion , deodorant, clothes and shoes. My outfit today is, black skinny jeans that are distressed, a black shirt and a black leather jacket. I wore a sliver feather necklace that I always wear ...Bianca gave it to me, I either keep it under my shirts, or in my jeans either way I never lose it. I slipped on a pair of black socks and black vans before rushing about the bathroom. I walked back into my room, grabbing my black shades and phone. I walked over to the kitchen, I found Frank feeding Victor blueberry oatmeal, but Hazel was no where to be found, Frank noticed me and grinned,
" Good morning Nico want breakfast?" He asked as Victor snatched the spoon out of Frank's hand, I chuckled at how cute Victor acted and how shocked Frank was. I shook my head no,
" It's cool, I'm gonna to the Cafe." I answered, as I walk over to lightly rub Victor's cheek. Frank digs into his pocket,
" Need some money?" He asked as he pulls his wallet out, I bit my bottom lip, I have at least ten dollars left on me, but I left it at Dad's house, so currently I'm broke.
" Yes please." I squeaked Frank chuckled and handed me a twenty,
" If you need more just let me know." He smiles, I nod my head hiding my embarrassment. I bit my bottom lip, I walked out of the kitchen but not before asking Frank where Hazel is,
" She went to work." He responds shortly as he looks at me, Victor looks at me too, with large brown almond shaped eyes, and food all over his mouth. I thought that was the cutest thing ever,
" Oh okay." I say before disappearing to the front door.
At the café
I stepped into the café in hopes of seeing Will, I chewed on my bottom lip, sadly he wasn't there, a small pout left my lips,
" What's the matter?" Will's voice echoed around me, my cheeks heated I turned to my left to become face to face with Will. He smells like peaches and milk, it was intoxicating, his lips looked sugary pink and his bottom lip was plump. He was so close to me, he saw how shocked I looked and smirked,
" We're you looking for me?" He asked tilting his head, I shyly looked away from him,
" I-I just got here." stammering as I was looking at the ground now, the floor was looking rather attractive at the moment. I heard him giggle before he ruffled my hair playfully,
" That's a shame, I really thought you were looking for me." He says, I saw something silver in his mouth, must be my imagination. If my cheeks were red, they were redder now. Just seeing his face reminds me my little 'episode' in the bathroom earlier.
" Get the usual for you babe?" He smiled was so beautiful, my heart fluttered and my stomach dropped when he called me babe.
" I-I-I-I... p-please y-y-yes" I became a stammering mess in front of him. I became so nervous, He smiled I saw him subconsciously licking his bottom lip. He's is so damn attractive,
" To stay or to go?" He asked,
" To stay." I squeaked, a grin quickly formed on his face,
" Do you think you can a stay at while?" He ask as he takes me to a table, the table where I usually go to. I sat down where I would always sit away from the window,
" It sucks that I can't see your eyes, they are so pretty." He smirks as my cheeks heated up, he's definitely flirting with me. I bit my bottom lip, I do it alot especially when I become nervous.
" T-thank you." My voice sounds really soft and quiet,
" No problem.", Will took my order and I payed for my coffee, then my stomach growled before he left, He laughed a little bit,
" Nico I'll get you something to it, it's on the house. Does a japanses styled strawberry crepe sounds good?" He asked, I nod my head, Will gives me one warm smile before he went to place my order. My eyes followed him, I watched as he places my order and goes to the coffee machine, once my coffee was ready he walks towards me and places it in front of me on the table.
" Just waiting on your crepe." He tells me as he goes back to work, a girl shows up, I recognized her, I can't recall where. She has long chocolate- brown hair, kaleidoscope eyes, nice clear skin, she looks Native American. Her lips were red and it looks the only make that was on her were mascara. She was wearing high waist light blue jeans that were rolled up at her ankles, red cut off converse, plaid crop top, her hair was straight, she had a bundle of bracelets. Wait a minute It's Piper! Jason's girlfriend, her shades were on the top of her head, she looks drop dead gorgeous, and she wasn't trying. I watched her talk to Will, they both were laughing and smiling, I envied the calm air( the air wasn't tense or awkward) that was around them. They looked like they were meant for each over, even if she's in a relationship...something I will never have. To take my jealously else where I sipped on my ice coffee, the vibration of my phone was a great distraction. I got a lot of messages, three from Jason, thirteen from Hazel, two from Frank, one from Thalia, and five from unknown.
Jason: Hey Nico, morning
Jason: how are you? Hey are you stopping by anytime soon, we are out of wine and I need you to buy some. Don't worry I will give you the money
Jason: jk I just wanted an excuse to get you to come over. Thalia says hi by the way
Hazel: Nico are you okay?
Hazel: Did you eat? Frank told me you went to the Cafe again
Hazel: Don't worry to much about money.
Hazel: If you still want a job, just let us know okay
Hazel: Nico promise me you won't hurt yourself again
Hazel: We love you so much, I don't want you to ever feel lonely
Hazel: if you ever need a shoulder to cry on you got us, no even if you don't need a shoulder to cry on, still rely on us
Hazel I love you so much,
Hazel: Forget about that piece of shit of a dad, he's a waste of time and you should careless about him. He is non existent, sorry for my foul language
Hazel: NICO ARE YOU OKAY PLEASE ANSWER
Hazel: NICO OH MY GODS PLEASE BE ALRIGHT
Hazel: oh I forgot what would you like for dinner? I asked Frank and he said he's fine with what you want
Hazel: I was in the mood of some beef and vegetables how about you?
Frank: Hey Nico I called Hazel, what do you want to eat for dinner
Frank: I won't be back in a few hours Victor has a check up, I left the back door open.I feel like I did something unsafe, if you get back early lock it for me M'Kay
Thalia: Hey Neeks, just texting to check on ya. When are you coming over? If you do we are going to be making some vegetable right macaroni and steak bits. If you're interested stop by
Unknown: Hello Nico You remember me? Of course you don't, let me refresh your memory since it's so short term. I fucked you when you were younger, you called it 'rape', I call it having a good time. You're probably in your hundreds now, must be a grown boy. I hope you haven't forgotten me, come by I want a chat with you
Unknown: How are those beautiful cuts on your legs? Are you still making those arts for me?
Unknown: Don't worry baby I'm going to love you, no one has anyway. Don't think you an get away from me, I know where you are always. You will always be with me
Unknown: I love you so much
Unkown: I want to touch you. Don't stop those beautiful arts on your thighs for me, you are a precious product
I stared in horror, why? How? Why is he doing this to me? I couldn't stop it, I couldn't stop the tears from falling, I ended up dropping my phone, my glass of coffee that was in my other hand, fell on the ground as I cried. I felt so weak, so little so useless, and very insecure. I didn't notice Will besides me,
" Hey are you okay? Of course not why am I asking such a dumb question." He speaks to himself, then I felt his thumb swipe over one of my cheek. I wanted to stop crying but I didn't. Will didn't leave me though, I wanted to be cuddled, my hand smacked his away by accident. I looked at him with teary eyes,
" I-I-I-I'm sorry" I hiccuped, I started to hyperventilate, Will hushed me before pulling me into his arms,
" Don't mention it, if you don't want to talk about it...you don't have too. I just need you to relax. I'm right here." His words stuck in my head, the sweetness of his voice soothed me. The smell of peaches and milk consumes me, I love the smell so much... I love his smell. I became drowsy and closed my eyes, my body was still shuddering however, the scent of Will, his strong arms, his warm body made me feel at easy.
" Thank you. I'm sorry, I'm really sorry I must be a burden to you, I'm really sorry I'm-"
" Nico stop, you are not a burden. You needed a shoulder to cry on, and I was willing to help." His hand was now placed on my back rubbing it slowly.
" B-but it's my fault, everything is" small whimpers escapes my lips, I felt Will's warm wet lips on my forehead, I gasped in shock did he just? I quickly removed myself from him as I stare at him with wide eyes, Will caught on and laughed in embarrassment
" Ah sorry I just.. well you see I don't know I felt like it was the right one that to do that." He says rubbing the back of his neck.
" It's okay, I have to go." I respond, Will pouted,
" Wait what about your crepe, can you wait for it? I'll give you a refill on your coffe, I'll pay so don't worry."
"Thank you, how can I repay you?" I asked, Will stared at me before smiling,
" Visit me some time by my place, I need a cuddle buddy and it has to be you." He grins, I blushed, the thought of cuddling with Will made my heart skip a beat, and my stomach do somersaults. But I was not going to refused the offer at all,
" Okay."
" Great see you then, and Nico if you ever need someone to talk to, don't hesitate to rely on me. I don't want you suffering alone." He takes my hand in his, his hand was warm I started at it. Then at him noticing the cute freckles on his face. He really is attractivr, I bit my bottom lip
" Okay.", Will grins as he leaves to grab a refill on my coffee and my crepe. Will comes back with my ice coffee and crepe. The crepe was wrapped in a fancy box. I reach over to grab it but Will pulls away leaning closer to me, the peaches and milk scent surrounds me, it was stronger now, I can feel his breath tickle my ear,
" Get home safe." He says nipping the shell of my ear. I squeaked as he chuckles handing me my box and coffee. He really was flirting with me.
Well it stops here, review?