here you go this is the next chapter!

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Refresher.

I waited and finally I was done, dressed and ready to go. I was shaking so badly and was deciding that I wasn't going to do it, until Emmett bursts in the room and his jaw hits the floor. "Bells is that you?" He asked almost incredulously, as if it couldn't possibly be me. "You are so going to get it…" he said trailing off suggestively.

"Yeah uh thanks?" I said not sure what else to say. "Well off I go, wish me luck" With that I walked out of Alice's room and down the hall to Edward's. I breathed deeply before entering; I opened the door slowly...

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BPOV

When the door swung open I was shaking, but I had to do this. I wanted this, and so did Edward he was just to gentlemanly to say it. I walked it and saw him, he was sitting there on his bed, like always with boxers and nothing else. Wow look at him, how in the world wold he want me? I thought to myself and shut the door behind me, that is when he looked up.

"Bella?" He gulped loudly and looked at me. I had never seen Edward like this before, his jaw was on the floor, and his eyes were bugging out of his head. "Woah, y..yo...you look h..hot!" He said and beckoned me to come to him

"Thank you Edward" I said with conviction, I didn't know what but I was feeling very bold. I strutted over to him (well as close to strutting as I will get) and pushed him back onto the bed.

"Bella?" He asked me with slight confusion creeping into his voice.

"Edward, I want you." I whispered and straddled his thighs, I could feel his erection poking through his boxers. "Why don't I take care of that for you" I said stroking his length through his boxers.

"Yeah okay" He breathed and kissed me deeply. I did it, I was doing it, conquering the gentleman and unleashing the caveman.

I pulled his boxers off of his legs, and he kicked them to the floor. I lost my bold streak when I saw the size of him, he made me feel so small. He is never going to fit! He is huge! He must have seen my hesitance, because he sighed. "Bella stop, you aren't ready" I growled when he sat up, no I was not going to let him ruin our first time. I could do this. "Yes I am" I pouted.

He chuckled, "Oh really now? Then why so hesitant when you saw me for the first time?" He smirked thinking he would win.

"I was just taking you in, cant I do that?" I got him there I saw it on his face.

EPOV

What had gotten into Bella? She was not my Bella right now she was, well she was but she was different. I knew what I had been missing, they made up a cover dare; so that I would think this wouldn't happen. I wanted this, but I didn't want to do anything that Bella wasn't ready to do. I would wait as long as needed, until she wanted. I was so over whelemed when she said that she wanted me. I almost flipped her over and took her right there. I looked at her she was dressed in a midnight blue corset top, and underwear; both lacey.

"I guess you can" I sighed knowing I had been beaten at that. Self one: Damn, she is fucking hot, Self two: STOP IT EDWARD! Self one: She is so sexy, Self two: STOP, Self one: I have to see what is under it. Self two: NO NOT UNTIL SHE IS READY. Self one: She said she wanted me so she is. Self two: True. I battled myself internally and then just did what felt right, I flipped us so that she was under me and I slowly undressed her. Wow she was beautiful, and I liked it.

"Edward" She breathed into my ear. "I want to feel you... in me" She pleaded.

"Are you sure?" I said in a husky tone.

"Yes" She nodded, "PLEASE!" She begged. "Edward, make love to me?"

"Okay" I growled and positioned myself at her entrance.

BPOV

He positioned himself at my entrance, I was a little scared. I knew that it would hurt but I needed to feel him.

"Are you sure?" He asked me permission.

"Yes do it now" I said pleadingly.

He did, he slowly entered me. I couldn't help it I gasped, it hurt. I sucked in air and bit my lip, so I would scream. I saw the expression on his face, he was worried, he looked torn I had to stop him before he decided he didn't want to continue because he was hurting me.

"Edwa--" I was going to say his name but he cut me off.

"Shhh Bella... I know that this is going to hurt, but I promise just give me a few minutes I can make you feel good." He whispered slowly and leaned in to kiss me.

"Okay" I squeaked.

He kissed me with so much passion in that moment, it was a feverent kiss. I knew that he was trying to destract me from the pain that was coming. He shot his hips forward, I felt a single tear slide down my cheek. He stilled immeadiatly within me, and waited for me to give him the go. I pushed my hips up to his, to get him to continue; he did.

EPOV

I did, I slowly entered her. I heard her gasp, I knew it hurt but I knew that I could make her feel good If she gave a few minutes. She sucked in air and bit her lip, most likely so she wouldn't scream. I was having some conflict, I didn't want to hurt her anymore, but I knew the pain was an inevitable part of being a virgin and a girl. I knew that it wouldn't hurt me in the slightest.

"Edwa--" She was going to speak but I cut her off.

"Shhh Bella... I know that this is going to hurt, but I promise just give me a few minutes I can make you feel good." I whispered slowly and leaned in to kiss her.

"Okay" She squeaked.

I kissed her with so much passion in that moment, it was a feverent kiss. I knew that I had to at least try to destract her from the pain that was coming. I was at her thin barrier, I could feel it. I shot my hips forward, I saw a single tear slide down my angels cheek. I stilled immeadiatly within her, and waited for her to give me the go. She pushed her hips up to mine, to get me to continue; I did.

BPOV

He started to pump slowly in and out. I felt my back arch, and my head fall back. He kept going and I started to feel the pressure building up in the pit of my stomach. I need him to more, I wanted to feel him more, so I pushed my hips off the bed so that he could get in better. I screamed with pleasure, good thing everyone had left.

"Edward, harder!" I gasped

I felt my walls tightening, I felt hot liquid flow into me, as he realesed. He collapsed on top of me. He lay there onto of me, our bodies still together, shaking from the pleasure. We chuckled and separated laying holding each other contented, we finally had each other in ways that no one else did.

"Thank you Edward" Was all I could say.

"Thank you as well, my Bella" He sighed and chuckled.

We fell asleep in each others arms. I dreamt about him and I together forever. Only to wake feeling alone, and cold. I opened my eyes to see that Edward was not there, I panicked until I saw that there was a note.

Bella,

I will be back in a few minutes.

-Edward

I sighed, and lay back on the pillows smiling. I got up and got dressed. I walked out the door and down the stairs to find my love.

Later that day.

"Okay Em, I did the dare." I smiled as we were all sitting around in the family room again.

"Yeah I guess you did, now it is your turn to choose." He said slightly in a hurt voice.

"Yes it is!" I laughed. Who to choose, who to choose? mwuahahaha! Oh god I am turning into Alice! Not a good thing. "I think that I choose....."

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