A/N: Funny kind of sad story, When I was writing this the first time everything kind of just...vanished and I had forgotten what I had so now I'm writing it all over, BUT I want to thank all of you for your wonderfulness! You all give me courage since I don't think I'm good with writing stories –hehe- ok now no more from me loves!

When I was little my mother once told me-

When you fall in love, when you find that person who you want to spend every moment with your heart will tell you

My heart was telling me something alright. The acidy feeling like I was having a heartburn told me that much. And I didn't like it, not one bit. This wasn't how things were supposed to be. Somehow the brat had taken the leash from me and now he was in control! I found myself snorting at the irony of the situation. Hanji went back to her table as if everything was fine and she hadn't just told me possibly the worst news of my life. She placed the mirror back to its spot and picked up a notepad writing down labels from the tubes in front of her.

"So that's it? You think I'm fucking smitten with the brat?" I glared at her, throwing my hands up in exasperation. I could see her ponytail bounce with her nod.

"Really though you didn't need me to tell you that, I'm sure you've already figured out you like him."

"I don't like him!" The fact that she had the audacity to even suggest a disgusting thing like that! I was in my early thirties and the boy probably didn't even have a spec of hair on his chest. Do the math! Thirty-one minus fifteen equaled a nice cozy jail cell or a six foot grave. Who knows what the government would do to him or even Eren if they found out that the world's strongest fighter and the world's last chance at winning was fucking each other's brains out in the shadows. The idea itself gave me horrible tingles...or was it pleasurable chills? Hanji sighed loudly, rubbing at her eyes. The bell signaling meal time interrupted anything she was about to say. Thank you Jesus! She quickly piled all the papers on her cluttered desk and pulled me out of her office, much to my protests about her going back and cleaning that damn lab.

"You never listen to me; I shoulda fired your ass years ago." I growled out to her.

"I listen when you say something worth hearing~" I swear I've been giving her far more freedom than I should. We both made our way to the mess hall where the rest of the squad were already seated. Eren was sitting alone in the corner of the room away from the other squad groups and taking small mindless bites of his bread. My glare hardened when I saw everyone else eating soups and vegetables yet all the brat had was a loaf of bread that hadn't even looked fresh. I slammed my hands on the table catching everyone's attention.

"Why is he only eating bread?" I questioned, my words dripping with disgust. Oluo glanced up from his tray and looked back at Eren with surprise. Petra and Erwin followed suit also surprised at this. One guy stood up quickly, flailing his arms about.

"S-Sir, Forgive me, I spilled my tray and Eren kindly gave me his. I'm sorry for my clumsiness! I am at full fault for this!" He explained in a rush. Glancing to the green eyed boy, he looked down at his plate in remorse. I walked slowly towards him, the only sounds in the room being the heels of my feet.

"Is this true Eren?" He nodded shakily. Finally he looked up into my eyes and I ignored the hitch in my breath at being pulled into the vast of that luscious emerald.

"I wasn't even really hungry sir; I didn't see it as a problem so I gave it away. We're a team so it was really no big deal. Please don't punish him over my mistake." He stood his ground and was even more worried about the well-being of the other guy then himself. I snorted in slight amusement, ruffling his hair before I even knew what I had done. His hair was soft, softer than any cotton beyond the walls. Albeit reluctantly I removed my hand from the now tousled brown locks.

"You all could learn something from him. While we are a team we are one another's backbone whether it be in battle or not. Good job shitty brat." I gave him a nod in approval and his face broke out into an ear splitting grin. Damn….do you have any idea what you do to me? The room bustled back into its chatter filled state and Hanji and I went to grab our plates. She gave me a knowing smile.

"What?" I could feel a vein popping on the side of my head.

"Someone was worried about Ereeeen~~" She sing songed while grabbing her plate. I rolled my eyes at her childishness.

"He's a member of my squad; if he's not eating right then it'd be a huge hindrance to our infiltrations." Even to me that sounded like bull shit. Hanji dropped it though, giggling to herself. We sat at the table which consisted of Erwin, Petra and Oluo. Petra was talking animatedly to Oluo about a bird she found outside that was singing, I didn't miss the blush that adorned his features as he listened to her talk. How could they both be so blind to this obvious lust they had for one another. I don't know if Petra liked him like that but he obviously had it bad for the girl. For a split second I wanted Eren to talk to me like that so I called him over.

"Oi Eren." He glanced over at me from his table. I waved him over to sit in the seat next to me much to Oluo's and Petra's surprise. Cautiously he walked over then slowly sat down with his hands stiffly at his sides.

"Stop looking like you gotta take a shit brat; we're not going to hurt you." I slapped him roughly on the back of his head and that seemed to knock him out of his nervous trance. He clutched at his head, about to yell profanities at me but the look I gave him immediately shut him up. Everyone went back to their business, Petra still talking with Oluo and Hanji and Erwin discussing what to do next for the titan experiment. Then there was me and the brat sitting in total silence. This fucking pissed me off! I was acting like a crushing school girl. Though my face remained passive my heart was about ready to leap out of my chest any second now.

"S-so the sky was beautiful today huh Heichou?" He asked with a nervous smile and laugh. Crickets. I could literally hear crickets after he said that.

"We are not old bags brat, why would anyone want to talk about the damn weather." I gave him a deadpanned look that he pouted at. His bottom lip sticking out deliciously…I sound like I want to flipping eat him!

"I thought you said you were sick sir." Eren glanced at me taking a moment to look me over to make sure I really wasn't sick. I snorted and took another swig of my tea.

"I was, but I got over it. I don't want to talk about boring shit like this..." He puffed out his cheeks in aggravation.

"Well I don't know what to talk about! If I could id tell you about my favorite super heroes or—"

"I always found Thor to be pretty cool." I stated casually while sipping at my tea and again this caught him off guard.

"Are you kidding me!? Iron man was so much better! Like all that technology that I didn't even know existed all put together into one little suit is so cool!" He gave me this childish awestruck gaze. I brought a hand up to my chest to stop the irritating rapid beating of my heart. Maybe this was a bad idea…

"Hey Eren! Tomorrow you wanna try actually turning into your form?" Hanji asked excitedly. Erwin gave me a slight look that silently asked if I was ok to which I nodded. Eren shuffled with his fingers, I caught bite marks littered across both his hands. They were too small to be bites of titans so…where did they come from?

"Uh s-sure! But what if I…" He looked down at his hands in his lap. I knew what he was saying. He was afraid he'd mess up.

"You'll do fine. Because if you don't you die." Yes you could say I was harsh but if threatening him didn't make him have more of a drive to succeed then there wouldn't be anything that would get him to try. Petra gave me a pointed glare before using one of her sweet smiles towards the titan vessel.

"Eren you'll do great! And this will really help us see how you react in a situation if you ended up turning into one. If you go a little crazy we can stay out of your way." Petra explained, bringing a small smile to the sullen boys face.

"I really do appreciate you doing this for us Eren and I'm glad you're on our side though Levi here can be quite a handful." Erwin smiled down at me making me scoff in annoyance. Eren looked between me and Erwin quizzically.

"What exactly is your relationship with each other if it's ok of me to ask?" Eren asked with a hint of curiosity and something else I couldn't decipher. Literally I could see a light bulb spring up on the freaks head. She turned to Erwin and whispered something quickly into his ear. I didn't like the amused look in his eye.

"Well Eren, Levi is my fuck buddy. I fuck him day and night at least two times a week." Erwin said this all with a smile. My tea became splattered on Petra's face. I was getting fucked by whom now?! Eren's eyes widened to saucers and his mouth tightly shut in a straight line. His cheeks glowing bright red.

"O-oh I see…Sir if I may be excused I'm feeling a bit tired. I'll be up early for the test and maneuvering practice tomorrow." He mumbled out softly, his eyes hidden by his bangs. Without my approval he saluted us all and left out of the mess hall quickly. Swiftly I turned my deadly gaze to the two idiots' high fiving each other beside me.

"What is fucking wrong with you bastards!? I mean I expect this from her but now you too Erwin?! I don't fuck you nor have I ever been with a man!" I was ready to gouge all of their eyes out and then painfully reattach them to their bodies the other way around! Hanji put her hands on her hips.

"Well you're not making any progress with him, did him just leaving suddenly like that not just scream I'm jealous!" Hanji motioned her hands towards the door Eren had just walked out of. Erwin shook his head in agreement.

"I have an idea of what's going on but I'm not too sure but the idea of me and you bedding upset the kid pretty bad. Now Levi, we were told to teach him to keep his ability under control not woo him off his feet." He waggled his eyebrows at me suggestively. Are these people all insane!? Are they really sitting here trying to get me and the brat to hook up? I growled lowly.

"Do you hear yourselves!?"

"Awe Rivaille! You like Eren!? Guess that explains a lot…" Petra mumbled the last part with a defeated sigh. I gave her a confused look.

"What does it explain?"

"Well obviously I liked you a lot but you never caught my advances or even gave me the time of day but I see now it was because you're into guys." She smiled sweetly.

"No, no Petra you were my only sane mind left, now you've been brought to the side of stupidness! Listen all of you. That goes for everyone." The room enveloped in nervous silence again.

"I do not like Eren!" I directed this last statement towards shitty glasses. "So stop meddling where your nose doesn't belong." With that said I walked out of the room.

"The first step is always denial!" Hanji's voice called from behind me. Yep I needed to place some type of control on that girl instead of the brat. They were so busy in my love life that they weren't even seeing the people in front of them who were ogling each other when the other wasn't looking. He saw the looks Hanji would give Erwin and vice versa and those weren't looks you'd give a simple friend.

"Why even fucking bother, it's his fault this is happening." I had begun thinking a lot to myself since he came here. I've been talking a lot more since he came here. I was thinking about nothing but him since he got here! I was losing myself and it was all. His. Fault! Fine if my heart wants him so bad, I'll go get him. Walking down the hall towards the dungeons I pushed at the wooden door. There were no creaks on the hinges so my arrival should be unnoticed. With hope maybe the brat had already fallen asleep. He never did have a lot of hope.

"H-Heichou!? What are you doing here?" I came in right at the moment Eren was changing into his pajamas which was really just an oversized shirt and slightly baggy black pants. His face had that blush that stretched across his nose and even the tips of his ears were slightly red. The green eyes of the boy sparkling magically in the lightly dimmed jail cell.

"Mine…" I whispered under my breath. He tilted his head in a cute confused manner sealing the deal with my jumbled mind. He would be mine. Tonight.

"Um Sir? Not to be rude but you're kind of staring at me in a more weird way than usual." He chuckled nervously, fidgeting in his spot.

"So my face is weird than…" I opened the cage and stride up to the slightly taller boy. Trapping my pray with my piercing gray eyes. He stepped back when I had gotten closer to him, so I stepped closer. It went like this for a while. He would back up and I would step up, this went on until his knees hit the bed and he fell on top of it. He pulled the pillow over him as if it would give him some protection.

"A-are you angry at me Heichou?" He asked, his voice muffled by the pillow. I breathed out a tiny laugh. Ignoring my mind telling me to just hurry and ravish the boy.

"I'm upset...but not for anything bad per say." I placed a knee on the bed. His eyes wandered over to my leg.

"Then what are you upset about…" He asked breathlessly in fear. Did I truly scare him this bad? I frowned down at him.

"Do you resent me?"

"O-of course not! Really I'm in your debt because you're taking time out of your day to help me. I am in your squad's debt for life!" he sat up on his elbows, making his face mere inches away from mine.

"Eren..." It was like a line had snapped inside my body. I was losing control. "Why did you walk out of the room when those two shit heads told you I slept with Erwin?" The question caught him off guard and his blush was noticeable despite the dim environment. He turned his head away swiftly.

"I told you I was tired, it was my fault for being nosy anyway. It's not every day that you hear about your hero's love life I was…curious?" He was asking if he was curious? I leaned into his ear letting my breathless laugh warm it up delightfully. He gasped in shock and I took that chance to place my other knee on the bed to where I was now straddling the brat.

"You're asking me if you were curious? Were you perhaps disgusted? Amused? Or…" I trailed my hands up his lean arm and held tightly to his shoulder, locking him in place. "Jealous maybe?" I blew into his ear and, as I knew he would, he tried to jump away from me but I was not letting him go. Not when I had already degraded myself this far. I don't usually have to fight this hard for things I want and yes I admit that right now I wanted him, I wanted him and maybe these thoughts and this…feeling of whatever it was would go away. He still had his head turned but his breathing sounded heavier.

"No truly I was just curious…there would be no reason to get jealous..."

"Eren…"

"I don't like you in that way Heichou…"

"Eren."

"W-why would Heichou want to be with a titan anyway!" He turned towards me finally with unshed tears. I cupped his face as he started to sob. He was holding all of this back...he didnt think anyone wold love him because he was a titan? Well I guess im the one who's going to have to knock some sense into his stupid brain.

"Eren, look at me." He hesitated but eventually looked up at me with a tear stained face. I ignored the disgusting state of the boy, with his sniffling and such and I grabbed his face softly with both my hands.

"Listen and listen well because I can only say this once. I want you. I've never slept with Erwin or even another man before dumbass. I don't know what this feeling is…it's not love at least I don't think so but I am obviously attracted to you and your stupid eyes that makes me weak in the knees and your fucking smile that melts my heart and your laugh and your everything your such a shit head! You make me feel these weird things that no one's made me feel before!" Eren's breath caught in his throat and even more tears streamed down his face. This was turning into one of those sappy romance movies but it couldn't be helped.

"All I've been thinking about is you. When I beat you or when I say harsh things to you I feel guilty moments later. When you're with someone else I want to kill them and bring you back to my side. When you do stupid things like fall off the foot ladder when you try and clean a higher spot or how you look when you learn new information. I take notice of it all and I don't like it. I'm supposed to be keeping you under control yet you're driving me crazy! I don't get this riled up ever. I'm surprised vie even spoken more than one word to you. You make me do things I have no control over don't you see!?" Gripped his face a slight bit harder, hanging my head to steady myself before I completely exploded. Soft hands came to grab at my hands on his face. I noticed that even if he was taller than me his hands were smaller. Even now I could see the many features about him that still reminded me he was nothing more than a growing boy. This fact didn't even disgust me anymore because I wanted him. Needed him. He was right before me and he wasn't pushing me back so what was stopping me.

"Just for now…just this once let me do this. I don't think I can hold back anymore." I stared into green eyes desperately that stared back with something akin to longing and adoration. Adoration?

"I wouldn't want this to be a one-time thing…" He said softly, leaning in closer. I smirked at that, leaning in closer as well. Our lips were mere millimeters from each other, breaths mixing in together in a battle of their own. I moved my hands to grab his waist and bring him flush against my body. He brought his hands to grip at my shoulders.

"You don't know what you'd be getting into brat…you don't know me." I looked all over his face, searching for some form of reluctance but coming up with none. He smiled teasingly at me.

"Sir, no offense but you don't know me either, we have enough time to learn about one another. You're not going to chase me away now. Especially with the situation we're in now." He chuckled happily. I wasn't trying to. God knows I couldn't let him go after coming this far.

"Funny how things turn out huh." I teased him earning me an earful of his heavenly laugh.

"Then first things first stop calling me sir when you're alone with me, call me Levi."

"Levi..." My name fell blissfully off those godly lips so easily and with such sincere care as if my name was glass itself and that's when the line finally snapped and I leaned in and captured the boy in a deep kiss.

Ok I'm Evil yes I know but this is just a warning of the Lemon in the next chapter. Gomenesai ; u ;