Desire and devotion by Bayside
Situation's unbearable
I've gotten vulnerable.
But what's so wrong with being all alone?
Alone's the only way I've ever known.
How could I know,
That everything you say are lies about devotion and desire.
He couldn't let her take over, she held too much power over him. He had to tear himself away from her, he couldn't keep her in his veins like that. But at this very moment, where she was arching and bending above him, he just couldn't bring himself to do so.
She was like a siren singing her song, enchanting him, trapping him and he happily let her. He knew the sweet words that escaped her lips were covered in venom, that it was her way keep her power over him, that he was drowning himself into her.
But she gave him something he was longing for, something that he couldn't name but felt nonetheless when he was near, with and inside her. He put himself on the path of self-destruction by ignoring all the signs that were there. They warned him to keep away, there will be nothing to grasp by her sides.
He had to escape, he had to break free. But the void he would have to face would be worse than the deceits that she offered him. So for now he would let her take over, invade and pillage what she wants. He will offer her his complete devotion and let himself drown in his desire, he just couldn't be alone.
And I know the spark inside your eyes,
was just a match I used to set myself on fire.