Kiba just looked at me in shock. To be honest I was shocked myself. I just told him to not leave yet. Where was I going with this? I know deep down in my heart I didn't want home to leave, but what do I say now? What do I do? Do I truly not want him to leave?
"What you said back at the hospital, did you mean it?"
What did he just ask? Of course I meant it, but do I tell him that or wait for some miracle to happen? Do I say something? I want to break the tension between us, but how?
"I did mean it, but that was before I knew you were leaving. Now I don't know."
"Then why do you want me to stay?"
Because I love you Kiba. I can't say that though. Words won't come out. Tears just fall and I'm standing there looking like a idiot. Everything is happening to quick, but it's now or never. If I don't do it, I'm just gonna live to regret it.
"What are you doing Hinata?"
"Just whatever you do don't stop me."
What was I doing. I just leaned in and now I'm going to do it. I'm going to kiss him. I'll do it because my heart is screaming for me to do it. As I was getting closer everything was getting slower. Like the world was going to stop spinning as our lips were about to collide. Then are lips touched. I kissed him and he was kissing back. Everything felt so right. Why am I doing this? He pulled back and said "I thought you said you didn't want to be with me if I was going to leave."
"I'm kissing you because I don't want you to leave."
"I have to leave Hinata."
"I don't want you too. Just stay here and hold me like this. Thats all I ask of you." We went upstairs to my room and laid on my bed. We started to cuddle. Everything that was happening felt so right. I didn't want this moment to end.
"What are we going to do about the baby?" I asked.
"I want to keep it, if you don't mind. I want to watch her or him to grow up."
"I would like that too, but it's not going to be easy. You know that right?"
I can feel he nodded. The rest of the evening we just laid there and talked. I don't know how long we talked, but when I woke up the next day, I looked out the window and it was snowing so beautifully. I carefully got out of his hold and went downstairs to wake up Hanabi. First I looked at the time. It read 7:45. I rushed to her room and woke her up.
I ran upstairs and woke up Kiba.
"What time is it?"
"Quarter to eight."
He leaned in and gave me a soft kiss. The moments we shared, I never wanted them to end. I wanted them to last as long as it could. Kiba went downstairs. I went to the bathroom to jump in the shower. When I finished getting ready I made my way downstairs so I can go to school. I got downstairs and Kiba was still here, so was Neji.
"Did you stay the night Neji?"
"Yeah I did. I was worried about you. I hope you don't mind. Do you?"
"No I don't, but aren't you going to go home Kiba?"
"Yeah, I was just getting ready to leave."
"When are you going to tell your mom?"
"When I get home. She's working nights so I'll be able to tell her this morning."
Now I wish I never asked him. All I saw was sadness in his eyes. To cheer him up I ran to him and kissed him.
"Good luck."
He gave me a smile then left. I just love that smile. I love his messy hair, the way clothes hang from him. I just love everything about him.
"Well I guess I have to get going."
"Not on an empty stomach." both Hanabi and Neji said at the same time. I guess they were right. I have to stop these weird diets now because I was going to have a baby.
"Oh that reminds me, can you give Hanabi a ride?"
He nodded. I had some cereal and toast and then left the house. On my way to school, I was listening to my iPod and the song "On Call" by Kings of Leon. I love this song. I have a feeling if he does leave all I have to do is call him and he'll return to me. That would be nice.
As I was walking I met up with TenTen. When she saw she just gave me a big smile. I smiled just as big as her. I was really happy when I saw her.
"You know what we saw last night?"
"No?"
"We saw Sasuke and Naruto kissing!"
"What? No way. Are you sure it was them?"
"No word of a lie. As we were walking to your house Sasuke was across the street and Naruto was walking behind us. I guess he saw Sasuke and ran to him. They started to talk and then they got closer and next thing you know, they were kissing."
"Oh my gosh! Is that why you guys were screaming when I answered the phone?"
"Yeah. Who wouldn't scream out of excitement. It was beautiful. I wish you saw it for yourself. Oh yeah, who was your company last night?"
"Kiba."
"And does he know?"
"He was the one that told me I was, ya' know."
"What do you mean?" Right there we both stopped.
"Well when I was still unconscious, the nurse took some blood to see why I fainted. When they got the results, the nurse told Kiba I was pregnant. When I woke up he told me. We argued for a bit, then Neji came. Later that night we made up, he told me he loved me."
"You must be one of the happiest girl in the world. For the guy you loved for so long, to tell you they love you. That must feel great."
"I should be happy right? But I'm not because he told me another thing as well."
"Which was?"
"He told me he's moving." Even the thought of it makes my heart ache. I don't want the one I love to get out of reach again. I just got him. What is it going to take for him to stay? All I wanted was for him to stay. Is that too much to ask?
"What are you going to do? What about the baby? What are you going to do about the baby? Are you going to keep it or give it up for adoption?"
"I don't know what I'm going to do about him. What I do know is that I am going to keep this baby. This baby will be the joy of my life. What I would like now is to go to school now. Can we keep going?" She nodded.
"Well you have to think of these things now because next thing you know your baby's going to be born." She was right. What am I going to do? Is Kiba going to take the effort to be there if his mom let's him stay? Where is he going to stay?
When we got to school, I told TenTen I was going to be a little late for first. She nodded. When I got to my locker, I just stood there. I didn't feel like going to school. My body was feeling weak, like all the energy in my body was being used at once and all I was doing was standing there. What am I going to tell my other friends? Do I want to tell them? I think I will tell them. But when do I tell them? Now or later?
I grabbed my binders from my locker and was making my way to class when someone stopped me. While I was turning my body, I felt weak. I didn't know why, but as I was turning everything was getting slower and slower. Finally I turned around and to my surprise it was Naruto.
"Hey Hinata, are you busy after school?"
"Uh, I think I am, why?"
"I was wondering if you wanted to catch a bite to eat?" Now why was he asking me on a date? I thought he was with Sasuke last night?
"Not tonight Naruto."
"Come on, we'll go to the new place that just opened downtown."
"No Naruto, I don't want to. Another time okay." I just walked away from him. Maybe I was being cruel walking away, but I didn't want to be there. I had to work things out with myself.
"Just go out with me."
"I really can't Naruto, there's some things I have to do."
"Like what?
"It's not really your business." Now I really wished he'd leave me alone. I have to get going to class and I'm late as it already is.
"Can you please leave me alone? I really need to get to class, I'm already la-"
"I won't let you get away from me. Come on, let's go out, have fun, go around the city hold hands. What do you say?"
"Why can't you leave me alone?" I started to raise my voice. I didn't care who heard. What I really cared about was getting away from him.
"If you don't go out with me-"
"You'll what? Huh Naruto? What?" He leaned in, which looked like he was going to whisper.
"That your pregnant!"
What did he just say? How does he know? He's not suppose to know. Why does he?
"What are you talking about Naruto?" After he said that I was angry. How did that news get to him?
"So how about it? You'll go out with me now? Unless you don't want people to find out, right?"
They were going to find out soon anyway, but who made him the boss of when people should know I was pregnant? This was starting to piss me off.
"Who said I was pregnant?"
"Ino and a couple of other girls."
"When did they tell you?"
"So is that a yes?"
"I didn't say that!" Then I heard the bell ring. Wow! An hour has already passed.
"I'll give you till lunch, till then my lips are sealed!" With that he left.
