I wanna get back
To the old days
When the phone would ring
and I knew it was you.

Chapter 4:

How could I even talk to Shane? He is the biggest douche I have ever known. Ugh. I could just punch a wall right now, but that would ruin my manicure that Allyssa and I got. She is just wonderful.

"It looks so big. Look at all the cabins and the stage. The stage looks amazing!" It really did. It was so big and empty at this point. I can imagine Allyssa and I up there singing with a band in the background. The drumset taking up nearly half the stage. The bassist and guitarist. Then us in the middle. Oh, it sounds wonderful. "Mitchie! Get out of your dream world! We need to find our cabin!"

"I'm sorry! This place...just look at it." We stood back for two seconds to look at the woods and all the buidlings that would soon be occupied with kids.

"Are you done admiring now? Let's get to the cabin! My crap is really heavy. Mitchie. MITCHIE FREAKING PAY ATTENTION!" I liked making her suffer by not listening;)

"Huh? What did you say?" I smirked at her.

"One day I'm going to kill you!" I frowned at her. She might kill me, she is a bit crazy:) "I'm kidding! I couldn't ever kill you!"

"I see our cabin!" Change of subject, because this topic always goes somewhere weird...

"Finally you did something useful! Cabin 26. It looks really big for two people. I kind of don't want to share this with anyone else."

"Me either. I hope we don't, I like people, but what if it's someone really stuck up?"

"They would have notified us right? I think we are alone." She winked at me. I taught her how to wink one day when I spent the night at her house a few weeks ago. That was the hardest thing I have ever taught anyone to do! "Let's go meet people now!"

"I think it's time to meet at the stage though." She got her pouty face on. I couldn't give her what she wanted right now. "We can meet people later!" We walked to the stage and waited for Brown to speak.

"Hello rockers! Are you ready for a great summer at Camp Rock?" Everyone in the crowd shouted. "Now I welcome our guests for the summer, Connect 3!" There were tons of screams from the audience. I sighed as I watched Shane walk on stage. He walked so gracefully for a man. His hair was slightly messy, but beautiful nonetheless. I do not like him in any way, even though he looks really good, and he seems nice still...nope. I don't like him at all. I hate him. Not really.

"Are you okay?" I guess Allyssa noticed that I was gazing at him.

"Yes. I am perfectly fine."

"That is a dirty hoebag lie! I know that douchebag is hurting you right now."

"Stop talking so loudly, people are around!"

"Sorry, but when we get back to the cabin, you have to tell me what is going through your head. You know what happens when you keep stuff to yourself."

"Okay. For now can you just shut up and listen?" I didn't mean to sound harsh, but it's the only she will listen. I couldn't be mad at her. Well not for long at least.

"Okay, we are in the cabin and alone. Please tell me now?" Sometimes she is just so stupid.

"I don't think I'm over him. At all. He looks so perfect. I bet you he is nicer now. What if he wants to get back together. I know my mind is going towards that direction. What we had was perfect."

"NO! What you had was an abusive relationship-"

"That was only once."

"He still hit you! It doesn't matter how many times he did it. I love you, Mitchie. I don't want to see you get hurt. Once a douche, always a douche." I didn't talk for a long time. I had no clue what to say. I still loved him. I lost everything to him. Then he left me for another girl to screw. I know that's what he did. Maybe I shouldn't be so stupid. "Mitchie please talk." I gave her a blank look. Allyssa looked sincerely worried for me. Her eyes were watery like she was going to cry. She cared way to much about me. She shouldn't I don't deserve her. She is to wonderful for me. I should tell her...but I shouldn't. I don't know what to do. Shane is right for me. That is the only person I can ever be with. That's the only person who can deal with. Every other guy looks at me like a freak and he was the only guy who didn't.

"Allyssa." She perked up a bit. "You're my best friend."

"You're my best friend too, Mitchie!"