Chapter Four

Disclaimer: No matter how depressing it is to admit, I do not own Twilight

Leah's POV

Today had been a long uneventful day. Besides the fact that big chucks of ice are falling from the sky onto my head repeatedly, this day has been very, very boring. Sam says something is happening. Something to do with those filthy bloodsuckers in Italy or wherever the fuck they live. I am guessing it has something to do with Bella the retarded wanna-be bloodsucking bitch. But I don't see why, since she dropped Edwin or Edmond or whatever his name is on his ass. Even though I completely despise the leeches, I would have helped them knock the stupid bitch out. Hell, I should do it now. Not for them, but for me. She doesn't deserve to be here, she doesn't deserve to cross the treaty line. Hell, she doesn't deserve Jacob. The only reason I kicked ass in that newborn war, was just that, to kick some newborn ass. I could give half a rats ass about her. Or the Cullen's. Or Sam. Or this fucking sorry excuse for a pack. The only thing that matters to me is Seth. I stopped caring for my mother when my Father died. 'Cause that was when I realized that she never gave a shit about us. So now I don't give a shit about her.

Sam said the mom of the leech clan, Esmé I think her name was, was asking for permission to cross the treaty line. Said she wasn't coming back to Forks. That was the only reason he let her through. I guess this was probably a shock to all of us considering she was the only one. So now that people are asking questions someone had to open their big ass mouth and suggest that we meet the Cullen's at the fucking treaty line. And unsurprisingly, it's the dick's Sam's fault that we have to have a fucking gay as fucking meeting with the fucking Cullen's. What the Fuck! And better yet, it starts in like five minutes. Fuck my life.

Edward's POV

"Alice, where the fuck is Carlisle, I thought you were with him" I said to a guilty looking Alice.

"I was with him, I might have lost him when I was looking at some shoes that I just had to have." She said thinking back to he shoes that she saw." And by the way, what happened to Carlisle, he looks fuck hot awesome"

"These episodes are ruining our fucking nature" I said

"Shut up Eddie, you know you like them" Said Alice

"Yeah, just as much as I like being called Eddie." I replied tiredly.

"Hey, Eddie, where's Carlisle?" Called Jasper

Ugh. That damn name again.

Before I could comment we realized that the wolves where approaching.

Great. Carlisle still isn't here.

Damn, Now I have to talk to him.

"Hello Sam" I say, with a sickly sweet voice

"One of you is missing" Said one of the wolves

"Yeah, where is Carlisle" Said Sam not hiding his bitterness very well.

"He couldn't be here today, but I know he is sor-

And just like that here comes some guy on a black Kawasaki with a black helmet to match, that nobody recognizes. When did Carlisle get a motorcycle?

Who is that guy and what did he do with my father.

Leah's POV

Wow. This is low, even for the stupid bloodsuckers. We ask to have a meeting with them and their leader, Carlisle I think his name was, doesn't even show up.

"He couldn't be here today, but I know he is sor-" Said Edward, yeah that was his name. It's still a stupid-

The next thing I know, I hear this noise, this very sexy noise. Sounds like a bike, but why would anyone be riding one out here.

As it stops I make a wild guess and say that the guy riding the bike was Carlisle. When did he get a bike. Damn, I hate to admit it, but that is pretty hot. Or it would be if they weren't bloodsuckers.

When the guy on the bike takes off his helmet I cannot stop the gasp that comes from my lips. Since when did he look so appealing? As Carlisle starts talking, I get a closer look at him. I know they are already supposed to be perfection but...Looking at Carlisle in his new clothes next to a fucking Kawasaki gets my all hot and bothered. As I look at him or stare at him rather, I start to take everything in. His face, his lips his golden orbs that invite you in, and that hair that has never looked so seductive. Hell, I didn't know he had bangs. I kept telling myself that it would be wrong to jump his bones and make him mine, but I think I started to lose my will, because I felt myself inching closer every few seconds. And then my eyes start to wander over his long form, taking in his well sculpted body. That's when I felt something. There was this twinge in my heart that just made me feel that I needed to be there. That I needed to be anything or do anything for him, For Carlisle. And that's when it hit me. Fuck. Fuckety,Fuckety Fuck. But still, I would really like to run my tongue all over that man...

I just imprinted on Carlisle Fucking Cullen.

Finally, snapping out of my trance I realized that I might have moaned as Carlisle started talking or even started drooling as I focused on his lips. And the whole pack might have notice. No, everyone there might have notice and where staring at me, like they expected me to want to talk to them. Well guess what, I don't want to talk to you, you useless bitches. Expect Carlisle. Sexy, sexy Carlisle. Oh yeah and Seth, can't forget about Seth.

"Leah, are you OK" Said a voice that stirred something in the lower half of my body all tingly.

"Ugh um, yeah I uh ...Uh Huh." I said just giving up.

"You sure do have a way with words" I heard someone say.

"Fuck off" I said " Are we finished here?"

"Not quite yet" Said Sam

"About two days ago, your wife Esmé asked us to cross the treaty line. We let her through, but before she crossed she told me to give you a message." Sam said as he handed a folded piece of paper to Carlisle.

Carlisle's POV

Lay low, and stay out of Italy

That's what the note said.

"Thank You" I said after a few short moments.

As I started to turn around I was stopped by a strong but curious voice.

"Well, what happened, between you and her anyway" Said the only girl in the pack that I recognized to be Leah.

"That's just it, there is no me and her." I said with a sad smile.

And with that, I was on my bike before anyone could say anything else. I didn't know where I was going but I wasn't going home. I looked at Edward and gave him a sad smile. He gave a small nod that said he understood. I really just needed to get away for a few days. I just really needed to forget. And so I got on the road and headed South, and that was that.

Then and there was when I realized something. I am just being me. It's not the episodes fault I'm behaving like this, even though I am thankful for the little push, I'm not out of line, well, not yet anyway, I have just been keeping myself, my real self locked up, and this is the only way it is able to get out because I have been doing everything for everyone else. And nothing for me. I have rehearsed and practiced and rehearsed this new thing we call a "life" over and over just to go along with what my kids want. Not that I don't want them to be happy, but after a couple hundred years of living in hell. I want to do something for me.

I start to think back to the "meeting" I just fled from. What a weird one it was. It made me realize that Esme and I were never meant to be. I was never her true mate. And she was never mine. But everyone doesn't always get mates. Fuck, I'm going to be alone for the rest of my life.

I also realized something else that night. That girl Leah- I really like the sound of her voice. I heard her moan when I started talking which is kind of weird, but Hey - I liked the sound of that to.

Disclaimer: Ha Ha Ha Heyy... Carlisle is finally starting to get a clue. What do you think is going to happen next? Please review!Constructive criticism encouraged!