AN: As always…I do not own these characters. All rights go to E.L. James
"Betting It All On You"
Chapter 4
So that's what all the fuss was about.
Too exhausted to hold on any longer, Ana let her arms fall away from Christian's shoulders. He lay with his face buried in her neck. His chest pumped against hers as if he'd finished a mile long sprint. She marveled at the feel of him buried inside her.
He was big and filled her unlike any man she'd ever known. Of course, there'd only been two. Boyce and her high school boyfriend, so she didn't have much to compare him to, but deep down where it counted, she knew that only one in ten million men could have done the things to her that he just had.
"Well, that was something," she said into the silence, her heart clenching in a manner that had nothing to do with her winded state. Repercussions swarmed her mind. She shoved the irksome thoughts away. She didn't want this moment to be tainted by regrets. What she did want was much less clear.
Christian had always been able to jumble her emotions. He could make her hungry for his approval and curse his pigheadedness in the space of one conversation. She craved his full attention but feared the effect it had on her hormones.
So, what did she want? An honest answer eluded her. Since she was fifteen, she'd let her family's expectations subjugate her heart's desires. Liberating her wants was as uncomfortable as standing from a crouch held for hours. Just as muscles and joints protested being used again after a long period of inactivity, so did her spirit.
Fear drove a spike of doubt into her chest. She closed her eyes until the pain eased. In her mind, she summoned every fantasy about Christian that she'd stockpiled during her three years of working for him. Was it reckless to want to explore a couple dozen?
Absolutely.
But if she couldn't check her inhibitions at the door in Vegas, where could she?
Her fingers itched to wander over Christian's back, shoulders, face, but he's shuttered his emotion and passion behind his granite features, and her earlier boldness was in short supply.
Glancing down his body, she stared, dumbfounded, at the erotic picture that greeted her. Her splayed legs cradled her oh so formal boss. The sight of him so intimately between her thighs, still mostly dressed, flooded her with satisfaction and possessiveness. He was hers. At least for tonight.
It thrilled her to have driven the impassive Christian Grey to make love to her on the floor. He hadn't even gotten his pants all the way down. Or his coat off. She bet his tie was still perfectly knotted. The image of them with clothes askew in such a compromising position struck her funny bone. If her friends in the office could see them now. Few would believe that the decisive, controlled Christian Grey could have gotten swept away by the moment. And no one would believe he would have done it with her.
He lifted his head, eyebrows hammering together as he stared at her mouth and the grin she couldn't control. "Did you plan this?"
"No." Her wager had been desperate and mad. She'd never dreamed she'd win. Or that he'd actually honor the bet.
If she'd had any inkling, she would have stood at that roulette table, tongue tied and as trapped by her family's expectations as ever. Even now, if she opened the door to her rational side even a crack, she'd start to hyperventilate at the stark reality of her and Christian together like this.
She waited for him to move, but nothing happened. Was he intending on staying like this all night? Not that she was complaining. Just thinking about it caused an immediate spike in her hormones. Tiny ripples of delight, aftershocks of that last incredible orgasm, tugged in her loins.
Chaos muddled her emotions. She cleared her throat. "So, what do we do now?"
For a long moment he stared down at her in that unfathomable way of his. Then, he seemed to arrive at some sort of decision. Tension seeped out of him. "What would you like to do?"
Her mouth opened, but nothing came out.
"You appear stumped." He eyed her. "Would you like me to offer some suggestions? I am at your disposal for the night."
Irony rode his tone. Ana bit her lower lip. Was that true? Did he intend to let her have her way with him? As if she could. He could snap her like a twig. Not that he would.
"You're frowning." He dusted his lips between her brows. "What's on your mind?"
His kiss relaxed her and increased her tension at the same time. Soothed her soul and awakened her desires.
"I don't have much experience with men like you," she admitted. "I'm not sure of my options."
"I see."
Was he laughing at her? Ana surveyed his expression. Neutral. No amusement crinkled the skin around his eyes or curved his lips.
She began again. "I mean, we've already done a couple things…" She ran out of words about the same time she ran out of bravado.
"So we have."
"What would you suggest?"
Grabbing her by the hips, he rolled until she sat on him. "We have lots of things we could do next."
Where a second earlier she'd been exhausted, being on top inspired a rush of exhilaration. "Such as?"
His eyes burned with scarcely banked desire as he watched her. "There's quite a list."
"Starting with?"
"I could tell you." A second later he'd rolled her beneath him once again.
Breathless and lightheaded, she clutched at his shoulders while he dusted her chin, her eyes, and her nose with his lips. The light kisses frustrated and aroused.
"Or?" She groaned as he framed her face with his hands and continued to ply her skin with gentle sweeps of his soft lips.
"Or." He drew the word out, nipping her neck, making her shudder. "I could show you."
His offer liberated her breath. It whooshed out of her. "Perfect. I love demonstrations."
~~~~~~~~~~ XX ~~~~~~~~~~
Christian rested his forearm against the shower wall and his forehead on his arm. The effort it took to stand upright spoke to the rousing night of lovemaking he and Ana had shared. Cold water poured over his shoulders and back, deflating his morning erection. Waking with an ache below the belt wasn't unusual. The curvaceous Ana slumbering beside him was a different story.
The bedside clock had warned him it was eight in the morning. After the night he'd had, he was a little surprised he'd regained consciousness before noon.
To his intense dismay, he'd spooned Ana at some point during the wee hours after they'd surrendered to exhaustion. Arm wrapped around her ridiculously tiny waist, face buried in her neck, he'd aligned them head to toe.
He'd never spooned a woman in his life.
Hell, aside from his ex-wife, he hadn't spent the night with more than a handful of women, and none since his divorce. He didn't like being touched while he slept.
Yet there he'd been cuddled up against Ana as if he was afraid she'd steal away in the night. With a heavy, thick erection that poked at her backside. He'd kissed the side of her neck, his fingers gliding along her petal soft skin. She'd stirred. Murmured. Stretched.
He'd jerked his hands away. The night was over. His debt paid. Awakening her with slow, sweet loving would imply that he intended to keep the affair going.
He'd been shocked by how hard it was to leave the bed. What was the matter with him? Sure, the sex had been absolutely incredible. Her enthusiastic, uninhibited response to his love making had blown his mind and unraveled his control. She'd denied him nothing. And he'd given her a night she'd never forget.
A night he'd never forget.
Christian shoved his head beneath the cold water to banish his steamy thoughts. Not being the sort of man who did things then lived to regret them later, he didn't like the sensation churning in his gut. He shouldn't have let himself agree to Ana's wager. If he hadn't been so damned certain he would win, he might have considered what would happen if he didn't.
What the hell had happened to his sanity? She was his assistant for heaven's sake.
Not anymore.
Losing the bet last night meant he would need to split his attention between the all-important GEH Executive Conference and convincing Ana to stay.
Everyone had a price. He just needed to figure out hers.
He slammed his fist against the tile. The sting restored his calm. He switched from cold to hot and soaped down.
The bed was empty when he left the bathroom to dress. His gaze slid over the rumpled covers. Images of last night's lovemaking flashed through his head. His body's predictable reaction infuriated him.
Convincing Ana they could go back to being boss and employee would be impossible if he let lust rule every time he thought about her.
Christian yanked a pair of boxers from the drawer and hauled them over his erection. Sliding into a shirt, he fastened the buttons and glared at his reflection, willing his body to behave as if he, and not it, was in control. At least Ana had made herself scarce. One glimpse of her sexy curves beneath the sheet and he'd have tossed his towel into the corner and his better judgement to the wind.
He found his watch on the nightstand and fastened it around his wrist before donning his suit coat. Christian closed his eyes briefly. Had he really been in such a hurry with Ana that he hadn't taken the time to do more than shove his pants to his knees? Obviously he needed to devote more time to his sex life.
Since divorcing Leila, he'd grown way too suspicious of the women he dated. He treated everyone as if they intended to get pregnant in an attempt to get him to marry them. He and Gia had been seeing each other for several months and hadn't yet become intimate. So what had prompted him to throw caution to the wind with Ana?
Christian left the disturbing question unanswered and strode into the living room to retrieve his cell phone. The sight of Ana, wearing nothing more than a happy smile and the shirt she'd stripped off him last night, stopped him cold.
His shirt bared her long slender legs and tormented his imagination. With her bright blue eyes obscured by her glasses once again and her hair pulled into a ponytail, she looked like a cross between a pinup and the girl next door. What had happened to the conservative, somewhat frumpy assistant he knew and relied on?
"I ordered breakfast," she said, retrieving their clothes and shoes from the floor. "It should be here any second."
To keep from ogling her, he stared at the mixture of garments draped over her arm. "Have you seen my BlackBerry?"
"It was in your pocket." As she held it out to him, her neck line gaped.
She'd left the top two buttons undone, offering him a tantalizing glimpse of the voluptuous curve of her breast. His fingers twitched, muscles yearning to swallow that perfect roundness in his palm.
One night. That's all she'd demanded and all he'd intended to let her have. He needed to get them back on professional footing.
"Thanks." He watched her carry his suit into the bedroom, unable to tear his gaze away. When she disappeared from view, he shook his head to rearrange his thoughts.
He keyed up his emails to see what sort of trouble the morning had brought with it. Dueling emails from Elliot and Mia told him it was business as usual with Grey Enterprises Holdings.
A troublemaker from the moment she could crawl, his little sister Mia raced cars on the weekend and partied too much during the week. But as reckless as she could be in her personal life, she was conservative in business.
That made for some interesting battles with his middle sibling, Elliot, who had made his money taking risks in the stock market and venture capital. The charm Elliot used to get what he wanted was in short supply whenever Mia was around.
Mia was currently in Germany trying to save one of their key suppliers from declaring bankruptcy, while Elliot looked for a replacement supplier closer to home in California. Mia didn't believe Elliot's claim that the new company could produce their one of a kind part at a seventeen percent reduction in cost and still maintain the quality.
"I have reports to go over from Elliot about his new supplier he found. I could use your help right after breakfast."
"I was planning on doing a little sightseeing this morning." Her voice emerged from the bedroom, tinged with impatience. "I've never been to Las Vegas before."
"There's not much to see. Just a bunch of casinos."
"That may be the case." She reappeared as a knock sounded on the suite's front door. "But I intend to win money in every single one."
The words on his handheld screen stopped making sense as she strolled past him. His gaze locked on her bare legs.
With an effort, he refocused on his emails. She would not distract him all week. Playtime was over.
A familiar voice greeted Ana at the door. Christian's head shot up. Framed in the doorway was not a room service waiter, but a tall man in his late fifties dressed casually in a golf shirt and khakis.
For about a millisecond Christian's father looked startled to be greeted by a half-naked woman, then a broad grin bloomed. The man standing just behind him, however, dressed like Christian in an expensive gray suit, appeared positively shocked.
The very air in the room stilled as if everyone had stopped breathing.
Ana was the first to move. "Hello, Carrick. Good to see you." She held out her hand to the former CEO and looked startled when Carrick not only took her hand, but also leaned forward to kiss her cheek. While Christian watched, she wrapped herself in professionalism as if she wore a business suit instead of a man's shirt. She then extended her hand to the second man. "I'm Anastasia Steele, Christian's assistant."
"Eric Lincoln."
Eric might be seventy and happily married, but that didn't stop his gaze from roving downward over Ana's gaping neckline and bare legs.
"We've spoken on the phone." Ana's only sign of discomfort was the hot color in her cheeks as she stepped back from the door. "Won't you gentlemen come in?"
"Hello, Christian," Carrick called, noticing his son for the first time. "Look who I found in the lobby."
"Dad, what an unexpected surprise." And unwelcome. "Good to see you, Eric."
Even more than getting caught with a half-naked Ana in his suite, the appearance of his father knocked Christian off balance. What the hell was he doing here? And with Eric Lincoln? Carrick had been against the purchase of Lincoln Consolidated from the start. Not that he had a say in the way GEH was run since his retirement nine months ago. Still, this hadn't stopped him from popping into the office to say hello and lingering to voice his opinion of how his children were running things.
Christian advanced past his assistant to shake hands with Eric, making sure his body blocked Ana, giving her a chance to fade backward.
"Glad you could join us this week."
"Glad to be here," Eric replied, his attention edging past Christian. "I'll admit I've been a bit curious how you run things. Want to make sure my company's going to be in good hands before I sign it over to you."
Strong in his opinions about professionalism in the workplace, Christian now looked like a hypocrite. The fact that Ana had quit before they'd had sex didn't make the situation any easier to stomach. Debaucher of female employees was not the image Christian wanted to portray.
"Have you eaten?" Christian asked as a waiter arrived, pushing a cart loaded with covered dishes into the room. "Looks like there's plenty of food."
"I've already eaten," said Eric, his gaze following Ana as she disappeared into a room Christian hadn't noticed yesterday.
They were sharing the suite?
Giving the appearance of being oblivious to the undercurrents in the room, Carrick followed the waiter. "I'll take a cup of coffee."
"Of course." Frustration engulfed Christian.
Uncharacteristically, he wanted to offer an explanation for Ana's presence in his suite and her attire, but his father's smirk and Eric's frown told Christian they'd already formed opinions.
With ruthless determination, he banned Ana from his mind, slamming the door on his personal life so he could concentrate on the business at hand.
"Too bad you didn't bring your appetite." He began uncovering trays. "Looks like Ana ordered everything on the menu."
Carrick glanced toward the door she'd departed through. His lips formed a sly grin. "Have we caught you at a bad time?"
"Not at all."
Filling his plate with eggs, bacon, pancakes and toast, Christian sipped coffee and fixed his gaze on Eric. Seeing the speculation in the man's eyes, Christian ground his teeth. He refused to feel guilty about what had happened in this suite last night, and he sure as hell wasn't going to make excuses for his behavior.
"I think you'll be impressed with the division executives you'll meet this week," Christian said. "We believe our employees are our most important assets."
"I'm sure he can tell that you appreciate your employees' assets," Carrick said, stirring the pot with a heavy dose of irony.
Christian ignored the dig. His father had no business judging. Carrick had indulged in his own indiscretions in years past.
He turned to his father and decided to be blunt. "What are you doing here?"
"I told you. I came by to see if you could tear yourself away long enough for a round of golf."
"Not here in the suite," Christian countered, working hard to keep his tone and temper down. "I mean in Las Vegas."
"This is your first time in charge of the GEH Executive Conference. With both your siblings putting out fires elsewhere, I thought you could use my help."
More likely he'd thought to take over the executive conference and undermine Christian's authority as the current CEO of GEH. Carrick hadn't wanted to resign after his heart surgery nine months ago. He'd only agreed to step down to appease his wife of forty years.
"I appreciated the offer," Christian lied, regarding his father over the rim of his coffee cup. "But I have everything under control."
