A/N: Happy new years! ahhh okay here we go. Sorry this chapter is kinda short! I'm so glad you guys like this story! I'm not really sure how im going to end it though, so you have any ideas let me know! 3 reviews till the next chapter cuz im feeling crazzyyy haha sorry. im really tired. Enjoy:)!

Dislcaimer: I dont own Victorious

Jade cursed herself, but she just couldn't bring herself to explain. She wanted to tell him. She needed him to know, because she needed him to make it okay. She needed him to hold her in his arms and kiss the top of her head. She wished she could stop crying. She felt like such a girl! But she couldn't get his harsh words out of her head. He had sounded so angry, his voice filled with rage, but also betrayal. She had kept this from him. She couldn't believe how stupid she was. Now everything was falling apart, the person she loved most in the world was screaming at her. This was the longest car ride in the she had ever been on. The numbers on the clock wouldn't move. 1:23. A billion years later. 1:24. After another eternity. 1:25. She looked away from the clock. The numbers were blurry and she realized her eyes were still wet. She shut her eyes to stop the tears and leaned her head back against the seat. She tried to forget everything. She concentrated on Beck's steady breathing, and the smell of the cologne she had bought him last Christmas on his shirt she was wearing. She wondered if this would be the last time she wore his clothes. There's no way he would still want to be with her after tonight. Even if she explained, how could he be with her when he knew what a cheap, slutty whore she was? She pushed the painful thoughts from her head. She just couldn't deal with them right now. Her head was pounding and she wondered how much time was left until she could just crawl into bed and try to erase this nightmare from her memory. She opened her eyes, summoning the courage to look at the clock. 1:26. You're fucking kidding me.

Finally, finally, they were at her house. She silently got out of his car and walked unsteadily in her heels to the door.

SHIT. She didn't have her key. Well this was officially the worst night of her entire freaking life. She knew exactly where the key was. In her trench coat that was hanging in the handicap stall of the bathroom at the club. Phenomenal. She awkwardly stood at her door for another minute until she sighed and decided to just get it over with.

Beck wanted to die. He was being such an ass. He just let her leave; he didn't have anything to say that could fix this. He wanted to start the night over. He waited for Jade to get to the door, making sure she got inside before he left. Weird, she was just standing there. Then she turned around and walked back towards him.

Shit. He had really screwed up. She was probably coming to break up with him. He wasn't sure if he could take it. She knocked on the window. He rolled it down slowly and took a deep breath before looking at her.

"I don't have my keys." Beck had never been so relieved! He almost smiled, but he caught himself.

"Can't your dad let you in?"

"He doesn't li- um he's on a business trip." Jade said quietly. Weird, it had sounded like she was about to say he didn't live there. In his own house. "So can we go back? I need to get my keys." Jade continued. Hell no, Beck thought. He didn't want Jade within 100 feet of that repulsive place.

"No, come on you can just stay in the RV. My truck's almost out of gas and I don't think it would make it." He lied, hoping to persuade her. If she came home with him, maybe he could get some much-needed answers.

"Fine, I guess." She said, looking defeated. Beck was overjoyed that she had agreed. But then again, she had nowhere else to go, so it wasn't saying much.

Jade sighed as she climbed back into the passenger seat. She glanced at the dashboard. The tank was full. She bit her lip to stop from smiling. How could Beck still want to be around her after all she had done? He must really love her. She felt more guilty than before, if that were possible.