His lips were so soft and gently. Spencer moved her face, she opened her eyes and she wwas face to face with Toby. His eyes were so incredible, she couldn't describe them. His eyes made her go lost. Toby made her forget her problems, secrets and lies. Spencer didn't doubt a second and kissed him. Why did he make her feel this way? This wasn't the first time she'd kissed him, but why did she feel like it was their first kiss all over again.
''You got chocolate on your nose '' Toby said smiling. He took the towel, which was full of frosting and wiped away, the chocolate of her nose.
''I probably should change '' Spencer said laughing. She moved her body so Toby could stand up. She took his hand and walked upstairs to her room.
''Hold on a second let me change. '' Spencer said and walked into her room. She walked to her closet and desided to wear the black tanktop. While she removed her blouse, Toby's heart skipped a beat. He saw her back, so perfect. When Spencer was done she turned around and saw Toby staring at her. ''What? '' Spencer asked smiling. Toby walked into her room and pressed his lips against his. Toby lifted Spencer up with her legs around his waist. Her fingers went through his hair. She slowly reached for his shirt and pulled it off.
''Spencer, are you sure? '' Toby asked her with his voice that made her melt everytime she heard it. ''I am sure '' she said while she was nodding her head.
'' But what if you regret it in the morning? ''
''I won't Toby. '' Before he could say back anything her lips were on his. Spencer felt a little tongue slip through her lips. Toby pulled off her black tanktop. She was so perfect. Toby hadn't seen any one like her. And with everthing that had happened with Jenna some how Spencer changed him. She taught him how to love and about caring. Toby gently placed her on the bed.
The sun woke Spencer up, she had never been as happy as she was that moment. She looked beside her and it was empty. Toby was gone. He hadn't even left a note. She put on her clothes and walked downstairs. The kitchen was still a mess. She kept thinking about last night, about how perfect it was and about that she couldn't want anyone other than Toby. She heard someone knocking on the door. '' Hey, Spence I brought you some coffee '' Aria said and stood still when she saw the kitchen. '' What happened here? A chocolate bomb? '' She laughed at her own joke. '' Seriously Spence, what happened? '' Aria put Spencer's coffee on the counter.
'' It's a long story. '' Spencer said and took a deep breath. '' I'm listening '' Aria said and winked at her. '' Allright, last night I got a text from A and it said that I was making it too easy. I got scared and called Emily. I asked if she could stay over, but Hanna and Emily promised to Mrs. Marin that they would stay in. Then I tried to call you, but you didn't pick up. So... '' '' Spencer don't tell me you called Toby. '' '' I did! '' '' Spencer! Is this how you keep him safe? '' '' I know. But it's so hard to stay away from him. I never felt this way before. He makes me feel so different, I get a warm feeling inside when I see him. If I look into his eyes I get lost. When I hear his voice I can't move. I freeze. I am sure nobody can ever make me feel the way he makes me feel. '' '' Tell me Spencer. What happened? '' '' Well, we were in bed and we couldn't sleep so we decided to bake some cupcakes. And it ended up with... that '' Spencer said and pointed at the kitchen. '' What happened then? '' Aria asked impatient. '' He kissed me, and I kissed back. We ended up in my bed… you know ... '' '' Yes I know! I don't want that many details! '' Aria muttered. '' Oh my god, Spence. I am so happy for you. But what about A '' '' Someone really needs to stop that bitch. I want him to stay safe, but I don't want me to stay away him. I just can't. ''
'' It's OK, Spence '' Aria said and hugged her.
'' Where is he now? Upstairs? ''
'' No, he left before I was up. ''
'' Ow, '' Spencer didn't like the way the ow sounded.
'' What? What was the ow about? ''
'' Well, I read a book and it said that if the boy or girl leaves before the other wakes up, it means regret. ''
Regret? Why would Toby regret it? He loved her, right?
'' What did happen here? '' Emily asked while she and Hanna walked inside. They both looked to the kitchen with an open mouth.
'' I had a 'slumber party' with Toby ''
'' Oh my god! '' Hanna laughed.
'' Spencer Hastings lost her virginity to Toby Cavanaugh? '' Hanna was still laughing.
'' Why are you laughing, Hanna? '' Spencer asked embarrassed.
'' I'm just so happy for you! Come here! '' Hanna yelled and hugged her really tight. It was almost impossible for Spencer to breathe.
'' Where is he? '' Emily asked her confused.
'' He left before she woke up '' Aria said quickly.
'' Ow, '' Hanna said and let her go.
'' Yes, I know Hanna. '' Spencer added.
'' What are you going to do now Spence? '' Emily asked.
'' I am going to talk to him today '' Spencer muttered.
Spencer walked up the Cavanaug's porch. Should she even talk about what happened? What if he did regret it? Spencer stretched out her hand and knocked on the door. She took a really deep breath.
'' Hello? '' The door opened and it was Jenna right in front of her.
''Hi, is Toby home? ''
'' Spencer '' Jenna said and had a grin on her face.
'' He is in his room '' Jenna stepped aside and Spencer walked in.
Why was Jenna Cavanaugh being so nice to her? She walked down the hall. When she turned around Jenna was gone. She never realised that the Cavanaug's house was that big. '' Toby? '' Spencer whispered so Jenna couldn't here her. She saw some light at the end of the dark hall. All she saw was a chair and Toby was sitting in it with his hand in front of his face.
'' You regret it don't you? '' Spencer asked when she was an inch away of entering the room.
'' Spencer? '' Toby was clearly surprised to see her. '' I don't regret it''
'' I can tell, you left before I woke up. You didn't leave a note. Did you see yourself? It looks like you are about to cry. Why did you even come over? I should have never asked you. I'm sorry. '' Spencer ran outside, she felt her eyes tearing up. She walked up the road. '' Spencer! Stop! '' Toby yelled.
Spencer stopped walked in the middle of the road. '' What? '' She said and there fell a tear down her cheek. He walked closer to her and touched her hand, scared that if he would hold it she would pull away.
'' I don't regret it. I was just embarrassed about myself. I know you don't feel the same way as I feel about you. It's like I took advantage of you. I love you so much. '' Spencer pushed her lips against his.
'' You don't know anything '' She whispered and kissed him again.
'' I love you so much '' Toby smiled and kissed her. The world stopped moving and for that moment it was only them. Only Spencer and Toby.
