A/n: hey sorry for teh sporadic updating ive just finsihed college and am doing my exams as we speak and then i hav ethe whole summer before i go to uni so i will be able to update more ofetn i hope, considering i have the whole story planned out allready. so yeah heres chapter 4 sorry if its short. its kinda just filler.

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Rebel yell

billy idol

I walked up to my room and turned on my Mac Book still stunned over the fact that Carlisle and Esme were going to buy me a fucking car! Any kind I want no less! Oh sweet Jesus. I mean yeah sure I drove back in London but I borrowed my parents car if I needed it. Public transport is so big in London you don't really need a car that much anyways as long as u had your trusty oyster card, unless u were a stoner and needed a car to hot box it.

I was pulled out of my brain fuckery by a knock on my bedroom door. "Come in" I shouted.

The door opened and in stepped the beauty that is Rosalie Whitlock-hale. What I wouldn't give to have her body. Jheeze.

"Hey Bella, I was wondering if you wanted help picking out a car? I'm quite the car geek and I figured it would give us an opportunity to get to know each other better considering you're going to be my Emmett's new little sister" she smiled warmly at me. Wow I thought I was going to be dealing with miss bitch-tastic. Guess not.

I smiled back at her "yeah sure that sounds good" I don't know much about cars really apart from the fact I'm a sucker for anything remotely vintage." God just thinking about vintage muscle cars made me wet. You can just imagine a world where car maker's made robot men and you know damn well that ford mustang would make the sexiest motherfucking bionic men. Oh gosh.

"Well I think I know just the place for that" she winked at me

We were all on our way to a car dealership - that Rosalie wouldn't divulge the information of to me. And I was riding with Esme as per her request.

"Bella, I just wanted to talk to you about your mother and father, and say how sorry I am that we couldn't be there t help with the funeral arrangements and everything else"

"don't worry about it Esme, I don't hold it against you one bit and neither would my mum, you have already been kind enough to take me in and that's more than enough, plus we had some family friends that helped with all the arrangements so I didn't have to go through everything" I smiled sincerely at this woman that I have realised in the past 24 hours has the biggest heart I've ever known a person to have. No wonder my mum loved her so much, Esme Cullen is a bonefied saint in my book.

"Bella don't be silly, you know be and Carlisle wouldn't have it any other way, your family, end of story" see told you. Damn saint.

"And I have some things for you to look at when we get back to the house. Some pictures and things of me and your mother, I would also point out that I have that same t-shirt you wearing, ah second best concert of my life" she remised.

"Ok hold on if you're saying Van Halen was second best, who's first?"

"Aerosmith of course! I think I have an old concert t-shirt of that too that you can have if I find"

"Oh my god Esme, I think I just fell in love with you!"

She chuckled and squeezed my hand in hers. She reminded me so much of my mother, like she was one half of a whole that they both made up. I can just tell that Esme would have been the buffer to my mum's unconventional ways when they were younger.

Me, Rosalie, Emmett ,Esme and Carlisle were now walking around a vintage custom car dealership and workshop, the cars were amazing to say the least they were all works of art in their own way. But they weren't what I was looking for, they were all a bit too 'pimp my ride' for the likes of me, I wanted something worn like when you sat in it you could smell the history in the leather, the sort of car that would have been on life changing road trips across the states, the sort of car that has more history in the tires and seats than you can even imagine. But these cars were just not it.

I was walking past a bright pink 1970's challenger when I saw an open door going into what looked like a back workshop. And when I went through that door my heart was sold from that very moment, right there in the middle of the garage was a vintage rusted black 1969 Camaro. It was in every sense of the world the new love of my life.

I walked over to it and ran my finger along the bonnet and got tingles up my spine. I knew from then on it was going to be a very special car.

"Bella!" I heard Carlisle looking for me.

"In here Carlisle!" he walked through the door to the garage from the showroom.

"Bella have you found a car in the showroom yet?"

"No Carlisle, I want this one right here the ones out there have no passion in them, just fancy gadgets."

"I see okay well i'll go see what I can do shall I then" he gave me a warm smile and walked to find the salesman.

This shit was epic to another fucking level I swear. I was currently speeding down the highway on the way back to Esme and Carlisle's fuck off mansion that is my new home, in my new fuck-awesome car; ok so it's like obviously not new it was like 40 years old but so what.

So yeah sat in the drivers seen of my majorly orgasmic Camaro with Rosalie and Emmett in the back seat sucking face blasting Ellie Goulding through the new iPod dock I asked them to install, The only alteration might I add, they were all for trying to fob off Carlisle by asking if he wanted them to renovate it but Rosalie said that was bullshit, it only needed a few new engine parts and she could do that shit for half the price, she was totally in the guys grill telling him she could do the work way better than he could. Fucking hilarious to watch I tell you.

As we drove up the driveway I saw Alice, Jasper and Edward outside waiting for us, I put the car in park and jumped out.

"Bella what in the hell is that monstrosity that you just got out of with Rosalie and Emmett christening the backseat?"

"well Alice that 'monstrosity' would be my new love child, everyone meet Jett" Alice looked positively horrified at my revelation that this was the car I had chosen, I mean honestly did she think I was gonna go for some yellow little Porsche thingy? No I think not.

Jasper came up and slung his arm around my shoulder "well I must say darlin' you have some stunnin' car right there"

"Ha thanks, she's my new pride and joy" I smiled up at him.

I turned my head to the side and saw the crease of his elbow, he had what looked like a collapsed vein and some dots around it, wait no scars... wait no hold on a minute shit! Fucking old track marks! Oooo Jasper was a naughty boy, but it looks as if he was over that shit a long time ago, damn that could be bad for me, he will fucking see the signs and to be perfectly honest I was getting fucking antsy and needed to find a dealer pronto in this one horse fucking town for my other bad fucking habit. Maybe I'll try Port Angeles their bound to have more scum there than in good old forks to fucking buy and sell.

By this time Em and Rose were out of my backseat and talking to jasper and Alice about the dealership fucktard. I turned around and saw Edward by the front door of the house looking at me with some burning intense curiosity that I couldn't quite work out, and fuck if it wasn't making me feel even more uneasy.

"Erm so yeah guy I'm gonna go for a drive in my new baby, port Angeles isn't far right?"

"Nope about half an hour away Bella, have fun" Alice told me and waved.

"Cool tell your rents I won't be home late"

I got in my car and waved to everyone as I backed out of the drive.

I got to Port Angeles in no time and found the shit end of town no problem; I parked my car outside a corner store that had a few people loitering in the ally way nearby and got out.

I knew exactly what I was looking for, no matter the country there all the fucking same dealers are. Hand shoved in pockets, a 'in trying to act casual' look about them and usually staring at any girl in sight. And bingo I saw my target, there was a blonde guy mid twenties leaning against the wall just inside the ally smoking a cigarette trying to pull of the rebel without a cause look but failing miserably, I knew I could get some coke off this guy maybe not the draw but I could wait for that.

I walked up to the guy and he looked up "why hello little lady, what can I do for you?"

I just got straight to the point "I'm Bella and I need a regular dealer for some coke, think you can help me out?"

He grinned at me "well hello Bella, I'm Felix and I think I have exactly what you need"